World So Cold

I slowly walked off the bus and through the hospital doors. I asked the lady at the front desk where Angelica was cause apparently they changed her room a few times.


The lady gladly gave me the room number and I took the elevator up to the floor.


I walked down the empty hall until I saw the room number and walked in. I took a seat next to the bed and took her hand in mine. Then I spoke.


"Angelica, I know we fight all the time, and I know that sometimes we want to rip each other's hair out" I laugh alittle as a tear floods down my face. "But your always there for me. But right now I need you, I need you to give me your famous advice that always works. Please wake up, I'll do anything. Luke and Ash kind of got in a fight today and I went all crazy on luke, he called me a psychotic bitch, I don't know what to do now. Please wake up, don't leave me" I say with now many tears falling from my eyes.


I look around the room at all the noisy machines and sigh.


"Why do the bad things always happen to the good people" I whimper very softly. "Angelica, don't leave me now" I say but my attention is caught by a loose grip on my hand.


I am startled so I look down at my hands and realize that hers is wrapped around mine.


"Angelica, open your eyes please, I know your awake" I say getting up and feeling really anxious. Her hand feels warmer now, and less lifeless. "Angelica" I whisper shout.


Her eyes flutter open and the feeling of so much relief washes over me. I bend down and hug her as she does the same.


"Happy" she said laughing alittle


"Why did you do this, why do you worry so much about Ash, just because he told you to do this, doesn't mean you do" I said firmly and she looked away in shame.


"I know, I'm sorry" she whispered the last part.


One of the doctors soon walked in.


"Oh, I'm glad to see your awake" the doctor said gathering some items. "I just have to give Angelica a few tests so you have to exit the room" the doctor says to me and I nod.


"Bye li" Angelica says.


"Bye" I say walking out of the room and back to the elevator.


The doors open and of course who am I greeted by?


None other than Luke.


"What do you want" I scoffed making sure he got the message that I was mad at him.


"I'm sorry" he whispered. Without leaving me time to think he quickly pressed his lips onto mine. I just stood there, I didn't kiss back, I just thought of how stupid he could really be by thinking a kiss could possibly even help the situation.


He let go and just looked at me.


"Your delusional" I say pushing out of the way and walking to the exit but her stops me.


"I'll say it again, I'm sorry" he says as tears well up in his eyes, a feeling of guilt moves through me.


"I don't get why your the one about to cry right now" I say as I stand there stone faced and dry eyed.


"Because of the thought about not having you is killing me, I just figured it out how fragile our relationship is, and I know I should watch my mouth, just please forgive me" he said practically begging.


"Just know what you said really hurt me" I say while the memories of his harsh words flash through my head.


"Are you gonna forgive me or not" he says anxiously waiting for an answer.


"Okay, I forgive you. But only this time" I assure him.


We both walk out of the hospital doors and walk to his car.


"Want me to drop you of home" he asked.


"Please" I say very low.


The drive was very slow and awkward which was unusual when I was with him but apparently this is what happens with some relationships.


We arrive at my house and walk in straight up to my room. We both sit on my bed next to each other.


He turns to me and presses his lips on mine as I lay down on the bed and he's on top of me.


He starts leaving wet and soft kisses down my neck and sucking on one spot that would definitely leave a mark that my mom would ask about.


His hands rested on the bottom of my shirt and looked up at me, I nodded and he pulled it up.


He also pulled down my leggings leaving me in just my bra and panties.


He pulled up his shirt revealing his perfect body. I traced some of the tattoos and he shivered from the chills.


He unbuckled his belt and slid down his jeans. His focus went back up on me as he slid his hands behind my back unclasping my bra and throwing it across the room. For some reason I felt so comfortable around him.


He then left kisses down from my neck to the bottom of my stomach and shimmed down my panties leaving me completely exposed.


His hands rubbed around my clit and he then slid two fingers in making me gasp. He pumped them in and out making me gasp for breath.


He pulled them out and slid down his boxers now leaving him exposed and let me say, I was not expecting much, but huh?


He pulled a foil wrapper out of his Jean pocket and put the condom on.


He positioned himself at my entrance and looked up at me.


"Are you sure" he said making sure I was okay. I nodded.


He slowly let himself into me as I gasped at the feeling.


He started thrusting in and out faster and faster as I screamed and he let out multiple moans.


He started getting very sloppy so I knew he was close.


"Luke, I'm gonna-" I breath out as he cuts me off.


"With me, on three" he says. "One" thrust, "two" thrust, "three" deep thrust reaching my climax and I scream as he falls next to me on my bed breathing heavily.


"I've been wanting to do that for a while now" he says making me laugh as I'm still trying to catch my breath.


He pulls up the covers and cuddles with me on my bed as we both fall asleep.

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