Our love Is at War

Kamryn’s p.o.v
He said it!!! He feels the same way!!! He kissed me and this time, I feel like it was meant to be. It felt as if I was with my other half. I felt like a bullet and he’s the gun, without him, I have no purpose. His hand went from my waist and slowly tickled my back as he grabbed my ass in a tight grip then pulled away. “Wanna take this somewhere else?” he asked and my heart went up to my throat. What does he mean? “Sure” I said as I didn’t want to upset him. He took my hand and ran towards fence, again. This time when we went through the fence and came through the other side, he lift me up and threw me over his shoulder and continued running. I beat his back while shouting, “Let me down Zayn!!! I can walk!!!” and was laughing too at the same time. “You’ll come down in a second, babe!” he said. Babe? What on earth is going on?
He put me on the ground to stand and kissed me. What started as a gentle kiss, turned into a hungry kiss real fucking fast. I liked it but his hand went from my lower back to my ass with a squeeze and then he oozed it up my top. I quickly shove his hands downwards but his other hand went up. I hit down the other arm and pull away from the kiss knowing what was going to happen. “I can’t do this.” I said.
“What’s wrong?” He walked away and said with disappointment in his voice, “Didn’t you say you love me? Aren’t I attractive?” He simply said, “This is gonna sound really cheesy but it’s me not you.” He scoffed and said, “Yeah sure” with a tear running down my face and a lot of courage I softly said, “I’ve never done this before.” He turned around and said, “What do you mean?” “You know……. this kind of ‘stuff’.” I watched the ground. “Wait a minute, you’re a virgin?” “Yea” I said as my cheeks flushed bright pink with embarrassment, ugh, why does this stuff happen to me? He laughed and looked at me with a smile, “An omega girl, a punk girl, a tough girl who had so many boys pass through her hands, a virgin? How is that even possible?” he pulled me in for a hug and apologized for his behavior.
“Don’t worry it’s not your fault. I just needed it to seep into my bones.” (Teehee) “I’ve wondered how this would be for years and it was just happening so fast all at once, you know.” My voice sounded muffled as my head was buried in his chest. I feel him nod his head, I’m glad he understands me.
Zayn’s p.o.v
God she’s so beautiful. Its 2:30 a.m. and we just finished our second bottle of wine that I keep in my car. I look at her in the faint moonlight ……..and there goes my ‘friend’. I really don’t need this right now. We are playing 2 truths 1 lie. Basically you say 3 statements and the other person has to guess the lie for you suckers who don’t know. Why are always talking about senseless things? Are we turning into those cute couples who…….. “I think you putting on a tutu to cheer your sister up is the lie.” She said and it just made a smirk appear on my face. “Nope. You think I really got pantsed by my ex-girlfriend in 10th grade?” before she could answer, a loud sound crushed the silence like a wrecking ball hitting a wall, you know like in Miley Cyrus’ video (if you don’t know what I’m talking about, please crawl out from under your black, mossy rock. Thank you).
Anyway, some idiot just stopped in the middle of the road in their car with the music playing really loud, inconsiderate asshole, but it was a good song. I quickly make a move before the opportunity goes away and length out my hand in front of Kamryn, “May I have this dance?” she smiles and nods as she gets up from the chair. “You’re full of surprises Malik” she said but I didn’t retort. My hands rest on her waist and her hands clutch my neck and I hummed to the current song, ‘I know I’m the only one’ by Sam Smith. The idiot goes away near the ending of the song but I didn’t want to let go. I craved for her, my pants has the proof. Drunk as I am, I started to sing:
To me you are more than just skin and bones
You are elegance and freedom and everything I know
So come on and...

Baby let your hair down
Let me run my fingers through it
We can be ourselves now
Go ahead, be foolish
No one's on the clock now
Lying in this simple moment
You don't gotta worry now
Just let your hair down

Tell me when, tell me when, tell me when
When I can steal a sweet kiss right from you
I'm diving in, I'm diving in, I'm diving in
The water's warm right here
To me you are more than just skin and bones
You are elegance and freedom and everything I know
So come on and...
Baby let your hair down
“Zayn, are you drunk?” is all she said as I took out the scrunchie from her hair along with the bobby pins. Her hair falls perfectly on her shoulders. I move a couple strands of hair from her face. “Drunk in loooooooove.” I sing in response and a little wink escapes, guess that is just a hormonal reaction. She stares into my eyes for a few minutes then she tightens her grips on my neck and pulls me close; connecting our lips and what starts of passionate goes into a hungry kiss. I could not be more turned on right now at her control of me. She pulls away and surprises me when she says what I wanted to hear since the day I saw her in the coffee shop. “I need you. I want you. NOW.”
I didn’t need to hear that twice. I smirk and smash her against the nearest wall and start kissing her from aside. From her lips to her neck as we both gasped for air. I attacked her neck, where the tender skin is and her weak spot. My hand travelled up and down her back and with pleasure, squeezed her ass. I could tell I found her sweet spot on her neck by the ughhhh and mmmm I gained from her. I sucked on that one spot like it was a lollipop, like my life depended on it, and I’m sure it left a mark; frankly I don’t give an eff. I continue to help myself to her jawline where our lips met again. I can’t take it. “Jump.” I tell her out of breath and she gladly obeyed.
We were deeply kissing while I grind on her crotch. She groaned and tugged at the hairs at the back of my head. For once, I don’t mind someone spoiling my hair. With her legs already snaked around my waist, I support her back with my hands and run toward the bed. She laughs along the journey and even when she goes plop on the springy mattress. I take of my t-shirt and look at her for a second, this gorgeous work of God’s hands is mine, all mine. As if coming to my senses and as much as breaks my heart, I don’t want to do something either of us will regret. “Are you sure you want to do this, you want me to take your…..you know…..v-card? Don’t you want someone special or at least to you?” I ask and I watch her smile drop a little. She took her hand, cupped my face and said, “You are special, you are my happiness and you make me feel like a girl. I fucking hate it sometimes but I won’t have it any other way. It would be an honor if you took my ‘V-card’.” A smile stretched across my face from ear to ear and jumped in the bed next to her.
That’s all I wanted to hear.

Notes

I know it's a short chapter but if I do more I'd ruin the surprise :P

Anyways the teaser:

'I need to ask you a question" he said with smirk
and Now I'm REALLY scared