Our love Is at War

Note: Apology to all my readers for updating to late. I was quite busy with school and I have got a new assistant. So I've decided to give one spoiler after every update. BUT it won't be a huge spoiler to ruin the excitement and your eagerness. Okay here's chapter 25 hope you guys love! :)

Zayn’s p.o.v
I was just finished explaining to my parents what had happened to Renesemee. “But I couldn’t tell you as we needed to sell of the performance” I tried to convince them as relief and anger were present in their eyes. “I know you saved her and you succeeded, and for your actions there will be no punishment.” “Thank you, can I go to bed now?....mom?” with those words her eyes turned glossy and a smile crept upon her face. “Yes, yes u may go.” I ran upstairs to my room and pulled out my phone. I logged into Facebook and saw Kamryn online. I clicked her name and the chat box appeared.
Zayn-Hey Kam!!! Whatcha doin?
Kamryn- Hey, nothing much. You tell your parents bout Renesemee?
Zayn-Uh, yea. I almost got grounded for what? Only god knows.
Kamryn- Oh, how is she?
Zayn-She went back to normal. She’s playing in her room. Anyway, I know it’s late but you wanna go out with me?
Kamryn- Wait, u mean now? At 8 o’ clock in the evening? Sure!!! :)
Zayn- Cool, see u in 20
Oh my god. What did I just do? I have no plans and 20 minutes is not enough time to think. I’ll just take her for chipotle? No! Something romantic! The movies? We have no tickets. How about a midnight stroll in the park? No, it’s too dark and she might not enjoy it. A walk, or maybe a picnic on the beach? That sounds better. I threw on some clothes, sprayed some of my expensive cologne, grabbed my keys along with a few other stuff for the picnic, and headed out the door. I drove slow, giving her extra time just in case. I stood outside and watched as she climbed out the window and down a fence with vines as she knows how her parents and brother would react if they knew she going out with me. Her foot slipped on one of the grooves and I quickly leapt and caught her before we both went crashing into the ground. “oh my god!! Thanks for catching me!!!” she said. I told her, “well, its your fault for falling for me.” She smirked and kissed me. I can see how this night is going to go already, especially the way she dressed tonight. I picked her up bridal style and carried her to my car, “Where to madam?” “I don’t know sir, wherever my boyfriend carries me.” Did she really just call me her boyfriend?

Zayn's outfit: http://cdn-s3-1.wanelo.com/product/image/6158876/x354.jpg
Kamryn's Outfit: https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSOgsFK4m8yNt8n68Q0Ya6Tl4rMg8J8XG8R18HsYAbMiDS54Eem

Kamryn’s p.o.v
Oh my god, did I just call him my boyfriend? His eyes widened, I’m fucked. I guess we should have talked about it before this awkwardness happened. Why do stupid things come out my mouth all the time? God I’m so fucked. What to do? What to say? He isn’t saying anything. “You hungry, ‘girlfriend’?” he says putting emphasis on the girlfriend. I’m so glad he accepted it and did we really take that step? Wait, why am I glad he accepted it? Is it because I like him or because I don’t want to be embarrassed? Ugh, I can’t handle this right now, I’m hungry.
He snaps me out of my thoughts, “well?” he says as the engine of the car roars. “Um…yes. What you got in mind Malik?” “I was thinking a little McDonalds, but we’ll have to take it away to our secret location, you up for that?” “Hmm….. Last minute dates, catching me AND surprises? Under the heavy curtain of punk there is a little light of a hopeless romantic boy.” I tease and he quickly sticks his tongue out at me and turns it to watch the road. “I’ll take that as a yes, Jepsen”
~15 minutes later~
I ordered a big Mac combo with an apple pie and I know girls usually order a salad but I ain’t about that life. Stop, I can feel your judgment, just stop, stop. Anyway, Zayn got a kid’s meal just for the toy. Honestly, I don’t blame him as it was a really cool black ferbie with red eyes and a white stripe down its back, it’s a Halloween version.
We went into the car and started to drive while laughing at the random questions we asked each other. “If your mom and I were drowning, who would you save?” I asked secretly hoping he would say me. He glanced at me and said, “I would save my mom.” I knew that was coming. “and die with you.” I melted on the inside as I went completely dumbfounded. I don’t know what to say, I need a dictionary, a translator, a hearing aid and for him to repeat so I can record it on my phone.
Did he really just say that? Why do I feel this tingling in my stomach? Is it what they call butterflies? Why do his words affect me so much? Does he really love me that much? Wait, did I just use the L word? Why am I worrying so much? I finally find words and say, “No one has ever said something like that which really touched my heart.” “Really glad you ask that question and that I get to flatter you” he said.
“Ta-da!” He said excitedly whilst taking the blanket out of the trunk and pointing at the beach. “Oh, what a lovely surprise, sir!.” I said. Shaking his head he said, “This ain’t the big surprise sweetheart.” I looked at him with a puzzled face. He has more planned? I wonder where this place he has kept secret is. Has he ever shown anyone else? Does he even have a secret place or is he pulling at my leg? It’s killing me with suspense. My mind continues to go crazy with questions. Why does he make me feel this way? I always feel completely different, like I’m one of those girls who crush on boys and tell everyone but not the guy. You know those annoying girls? Ugh!!!

We set up the blanket with the McDonalds and drinks on top and he lit some candles which he brought. It was perfect. In the moonlight on the beach with the guy I love eating my favorite sandwich from my favorite fast food restaurant. So romantic. Wait, did I say I love him? Ugh…who cares? No one can hear. I can’t help but smile. “What you smiling at, Kam?” Zayn says. I look up at him as he gobbles down another chip. “You look like you’re up to something” “Nothing I’m just…thinking” I say, still smiling.
He popped two chips in his mouth this time, “Whatcha thinking ‘bout?” I mentally laughed at his love for McDonalds chips and I say, “I am trying to figure out where your mysterious, unknown place is.” “When the time comes, you will know.” I nod my head in agreement. “You wanna go for a walk?” he asked. I nod as I have no words. How come, all of a sudden, a tough, tattooed, punk man becomes a romantic, good kissing, loving person? It’s like we bring out the unexpected in each other, if that’s possible, if that even makes sense.
Zayn’s p.o.v
We walked side by side on the sand, holding our shoes in one hands and our next hand laced together. I feel so relaxed, so calm and so wonderful. This is what I needed, with all the tension in the gang, in my family and with me and Kamryn’s relationship; I needed to just forget things for a while. “So when you watched ‘The Fault Our Stars’ you cried?” she said with disbelief and amusement as we continued with our pointless questions. “Yea, so what? Didn’t you cry?” “Well…” “Well what?” “Well I didn’t actually watch it, I watched the trailer.” “Well when you see it, then you may be allowed to judge me.” I said while building back my pride.
“Yea, ok. Anyway, team Edward or Jacob?” she said. I sighed, “I didn’t know you were into those movies. Renesemee has constantly asked me that question ALL THE TIME for a couple years.” “Correction, I AM into the movies, plus the books. Oh, whose team do you choose?” “I’m on team Jacob, ok?” I said and a smile stretched across her face. “I knew it! I’m on his side too!” she said excitedly and she rests her head on my arm. I couldn’t feel any better right now. I don’t know how she’s feeling but I just want to be with her, never be apart. Usually, with all my other relationships, we were having sex at this point in time, but I feel like I don’t need that from her, just her company. It’s so new and strange, my heart even pounds harder when I think about her.
She stops, raises her head and looks at me, “Whatcha thinking about?” I couldn’t help but say, “I’m thinking about us, you and me.” She put on a sympathetic smile and looked up at me, with the height difference and all. “I’m having an amazing time with you tonight, please, just enjoy it with me and we’ll think about the rest in the morning.” Her words struck me, as I realize that she is right and I know how this night could get better. “I want to take you somewhere. C’mon lets gather everything and get a move on” I said. She turned to me and said, “Race ya. If I win you get a smack but if you win, you’ll get a kiss.” “I accept your challenge against my manhood” I said, “GO!!!” and with that, we sped off into the gentle light of the moon whilst laughing all the way.
I was so bummed, she won. “I gotta smack you honey” she said in a funny accent I never heard before. I made a pouty face hoping she would let it go but it only gained a laugh from her. She slapped me right across my face and said, “How is your manhood now?” “It’s still intact … most of it” I said and she picked up the bag with the rubbish, put the used candles in it while I rolled up the blanket and carried it to the car.
I’ve never felt so free before. Riding in a car at night with the windows rolled down, taking in the air with her at my side and listening to ‘Thinking out Loud’ by Ed Sheeran and could not help but smile. After about a five minute drive, we pulled up in a familiar place which I haven’t seen in a while. I can tell that she is wondering what we’re doing here and where are we. “Is this the mystery place?” she said with a lot of impatience in the tone she used. “Uh… yea.” I said as I scratched the back of my neck. I held her hand as I guided her through the house. “You don’t sound so excited to have me here” she said and I frowned. “It’s not that, I just… never brought anyone else here. It’s been the place I come to when life gets hard or when I’m studying or need to get away or just get silence and it’s just…” I said.
She put one hand on my shoulder and said, “Special?” “Yea, that’s what I meant.” She turned away and as she walked towards the wall and put a hand on my work, “Did you do this?” I ran a hand through my hair and nod in response. “So you like to do a lot of graffiti, huh?” I can see she is trying to lighten up the mood. So I play along, “LIKE?!? That’s an understatement in every case possible. LOVE is the correct word.”
“Ok, ok. So how did you find this place, it’s amazing.” “It’s a long story.” “I’ve got all night.” She said and I caved in. “Well one day, me and my friends were in the park that is in the back of the building” I said while pointing toward the back and continued, “We came almost every day and I loved it. When I got older, I wanted to come here, but my friends grew tired of it and I came on my own. I was playing on the slide but when I climbed the ladder I saw this building which I never saw before. I decided to explore I made my way through an opening in the fence and walked into the scary-looking house.”
“I moved all the vines and bushes that came in my way and made my way through. I came to what looked like a bedroom and saw someone wrote ‘Find your flaws and embrace it’ in such beautiful colors and font. I instantly fell in love with it. When I went home I asked my mom and she told me about how people use spray paint to do those pieces of art and immediately asked my mom to buy some for me. I practiced and practiced and never realized it.”
“It may not make sense but I was just finding a way to share my feelings with the world, I guess. After that, I brought our old furniture and put it here and it’s a home away from home with the bed and couch and table… Just don’t make fun of me, ok?” “Why would I make fun of you? That was a beautiful story which you found enough trust in me to tell and you are very talented Zayn. In painting that is. You should put it to good use.” She said. I stand and look at her, “What can I do? I’m the leader of the alphas, remember? I can’t do anything else.” “I’m sure there is something for you out there, you just need to look a little.”
After a few seconds I asked, “You wanna go in the park?” trying to get rid of this unwanted tension right now. “Sure. It’ll be nice to see what your childhood was like.” I’m glad she let go of that thought. We squeezed through the opening in the fence and she spun as she looked around. She doesn’t even know how gorgeous she looks in the moonlight. Oh god!!! I’m getting that feeling I get with every girl I go out with. I want her, really badly. No, not now! I bite my lip trying my best to resist the urge but down below doesn’t seem to co-operate. “Let’s sit on the swing Zayn, please?” she said with a little whine that sounds so adorable. “Yea, c’mon” I said giving in to her. She sat down on the rusty, old, metal swing set and I pushed her. She seemed quite shocked and I like it.
“If I jump off, what you would do?” she asked. “Umm… I don’t know. Why do you ask?” she caught me off guard because before I could say anything else, she was flying in the air for two seconds and started falling. I ran with my arms open and jumped just to have my arms crushed between the ground and her body as I braced her from getting hurt. “I guess you’d do that!” she said as sat up, “You ok Zayn?” “Yea, you ok?” I asked “Yes I’m fine” “Good, what the hell is wrong with you?!? You don’t jump out at the end; you keep your ass on the seat!” I said while a smile crept on my face and she giggled, “I’m sorry.” She said with a pouty face.
I dusted my knees and elbows and she pulled me up. “You really did it.” She said and it completely puzzled me. “What did I do?” I tilted my head in confusion. She took my hands and her beautiful eyes pierced into mine “You caught me when I fell, twice and that was just tonight. You supported me in my good and bad times and you would even harm yourself to save me.” She turned my arm and I saw blood. I didn’t realize I got a cut. It wasn’t big or anything so how did she see it?
“Of course I would. You’re different Kamryn. I don’t like you like any and every girlfriend. I love you.” I said and I swear I meant it from the bottom of my heart. This is the most emotions I let out in one night! She gasped a little and I saw a couple tears glistening in her eyes. “I love you too Zayn.” I can’t believe she feels the same way! She drew her lips closer to me till could feel her breath brush against my skin. We share a passionate kiss and there are fireworks in my stomach. I’ve never gotten this before. I guess THIS is being in love.

Notes

Okay so this is my first spoiler. Kamryn's happy that she said I love you Zayn trying to control his "feelings"