Niall's POV

Yesterday night...

That's when she disappeared mysteriously... "God dammit!" I yelled, startling Gemma.

"What?" She said, exasperated from my behavior.

"That Andi was the same girl!" She fell silent and I stood up. "God! How could I have been so fucking stupid?! I knew that she was lying to me when she said that nothing happened between them! Dammit! And it was my fucking fault to believe her too!" I growled and ran my hands through my hair.

"Niall, everything will be okay." Gemma assured.

"No! Everything will not be okay!" I paced back and forth, chewing on the tips of my fingers. "I need to get out. I just need to go somewhere with Liam or something. I just need to get the fucking thought of her pleading eyes out of my head." I said walking out of her house without hesitation.


Andi's POV

God. How could I have been so stupid? Why did I go home with Harry last night? Why didn't I just stay with Niall and have a good time?

Oh God, I could just... I could just... I need to take a couple of deep breaths until I calm down. But... How can I calm down when all I see are his beautiful blue eyes filled with tears? And all I can hear is his heart being broken right in front of me?

No. I just need a drink. Yeah. That's what I need, a drink.

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"Hey Liam. Can you meet me somewhere? I need a drink and I don't want to go alone." I had called Liam because he is literally like the only person I have to turn to right now, and I don't know what else to do.

But would he talk about Niall? No. No he wouldn't do that.

"Um, sure. But is it okay if I bring a friend?" He asked.

Should I let him?

"Yeah. It's fine. I need as many people I can to get 'you know who' off of my mind."

"Oh yeah. I got ya. I'll see you at the bar in 5." He said, hanging up after.

I walked to the bar this time, because I literally didn't feel like driving, in fear that I might cry so hard that I'll get in a wreck from the loss of being able to see.

I went into the bar and ordered a beer. I really didn't want anything else, but a beer. In fact, I ordered two.

"Hey." I turned to see Liam.

"Oh hey." I smiled. "So, where's your friend?"

"Oh he's coming."

I sighed, "Good. Because I'm really looking forward to getting-" I stopped talking... When I saw Niall walk up beside Liam.

"Hey Liam I just wanted to say that-" He stopped when he saw me.

We just sat there and stared at each other for about 2 minutes.

"I-I can't do this." I grabbed my beer and went to leave, but Liam grabbed my arm. "Did you bring him on purpose?"

He nodded his head and I closed my eyes. Everything that Niall said to me this morning ran through my mind... Do you like his kisses more than mine, Andi? Do you like his touch more?..... Am I not good enough....?

"Dammit. No, I can't do this." I shook my head and walked out of the bar, leaving them both. I seriously can't do this. I can't think about our argument without crying.

"Andi!" I turned around to see Niall standing face to face with me. "I just want to make something clear with you."

"Be my guest." Tears were on the verge of falling, and I didn't know if I could hold them in long enough so he wouldn't see.

"I hope you fall in love one day," He shook his head. "I knew that someone wouldn't be me from the beginning. I should've known that some shit like this was going to happen between us. Why did I even risk falling for you at all? Do you know what I told myself this morning? I told myself that I wasn't in love with you Andi," He looked down and ran a hand down his face. Then he looked back up at me, "But I think I told a bigger lie to myself than you told to me."

The tears that I tried to hold in didn't hesitate to fall and I went to say something but he held his hand up.

"Gemma told me about you and Harry fucking last night," He shook his head and smiled. "So is that where you ran off to yesterday? You would've rather fucked him and had the time of your God damn life, instead of staying with me? Someone who actually loved you and didn't just use you for sex?"

"Niall. I didn't mean for any of this to happen. Honestly I didn't."

"Was that the truth? Or was it just another one of your sick lies?" He made a frown and looked up at me. "Did you honestly think that I wouldn't find out?" I shook my head and he threw his hand in the air. "You know what Andi? I am done with you. I can't take this shit anymore!" He raised his voice, making me jump. He took a step towards me and pointed his finger in my face, "For all I fucking know, everything that you have said to me was a lie! Why did you lie to me?!" He was crying now, and I hated seeing him cry.

He put his hand over his eyes and took a deep breath. "I'm just going to be completely straight forward with you now, Andi. I really do hope you fall in love with someone one day. Someone who will never leave you behind or take you for granted. Someone who has seen you at your worst and has loved you still," He pointed his finger again. "Someone who will love you more than me. Because... That someone deserves you, Andi. That someone deserves you more than I ever will."

"Niall I'm sorry." I muttered.

He threw his hands up. "No. I'm not accepting any apologies because for all I know they could be fake. I just want you to answer one question that I've probably asked twice already," He walked up to me until he was right in front of me. "Why did you lie to me?"

"I didn't lie."

"You're lying to me now Andi."

"How the hell do you think I lied to you?! I told you that fucking kiss meant nothing!"

"Well that fucking kiss sure did lead to some sex didn't it?! You didn't tell me about that! You told me that there wasn't a God damn thing going on between you two! But you lied! You know, I'm starting to think you should lie for a living because you sure did have me believing them!"

"Niall I'm just-"

"No, no. Do you know what you are? You're a slut," He shocked me, and he realized that he did so he nodded his head. "And you're a stone-cold bitch who doesn't give a fuck about anyone else but herself. I hope you have a grand time with that asshole Harry, because I know for sure that I'm not going to be there to see it. You deserve Harry, because you're just like each other. Selfish, annoying, and the biggest slut I've ever seen in my life. Good luck trying to live without me Andi," He leaned forward, "Because you're going to fucking need it."

Then he turned around and walked towards the bar. But before he walked into the bar, he turned back around, and he flipped me off.

Notes

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