Niall's POV


I was worried about Andi. She disappeared the night before when I got back to the club, but Perrie convinced me that she must have went home. I was glad that Andi was safe, I was very, very glad. But she could have at least told me. And she was awfully weird today. Especially when we started with the band meeting. Harry disappeared not long after Andi had and the rest of the guys decided to wait for him to return, I took that time to go after Andi and talk about a few things. I find it amazing how she crawled herself into my heart so easily, I loved the idea of Andi. I walked through the doors I saw Andi exit with my eyes gazing the floor and smiled once I saw her petite legs. As I roamed my eyes along her perfect body, my hands immediately balled into fists.


"What the fuck!?"

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Andi's POV


"What the fuck!?" The Irish voice I grew to love-but then only scared the shit out of me-boomed, making Harry react by pushing my body against a wall fiercely.

"Let go of me!" I managed to blurt out against Harry's lips. A chuckle was released from his mouth before my body was left alone. Without a word, Harry disappeared. I was left with the beautiful, red face, Irish boy.


"Niall," I softly spoke as I took baby steps towards him.


Harry is a bastard. No, a dick. I hate him. I hate him so much. He basically raped me. Niall would never have done anything like that. Why did I do that to Niall? He didn't deserve it. God, I'm such a slut.


I scolded myself to much mentally, that I didn't notice Niall leaving. I ran through the doors and saw him round a corner just in time. Tears started falling from my eyes as I ran after the blonde boy who stole my heart. I followed Niall all the way down the street, he picked up his speed and disappeared around a corner once again. As I rounded the corner, I saw him sitting on the side path underneath a streetlight. His head was in his hands as he swung himself from side to side. I took small steps towards him. As soon as I reached him, I released a heavy sigh and sat down next to him. I expected him to get up and leave again, but instead he stayed right there next to me, rocking himself.


"Niall," I whispered.


"You know what Andi?" He snorted a laugh. The sarcasm in his voice was like a knife in my heart. I would have hated Niall if he did that to me, he has every reason to hate me. I stayed silent as I waited for him to continue.


"I may look like a strong person, but I'm not. That's the main reason why I don't usually date. But I took a chance, Andi, I took a fucking chance," he shook his head as he looked at the streetlight that hung over our heads. I gulped and looked back down to my hands.


'He hates me,' I told myself. It was silent for a few more seconds, before he spoke again. I mainly didn't say anything because I couldn't find the words to explain it to him. And if I did so, the truth about yesterday would have been told. And that would have hurt him even more.


"They say to fight fire with fire, but I still care so God damn much that I can't to that to you. Why Andi, why Harry?" He finally looked at me when he spoke his last sentence, and the disappointment in his face and voice made the tears grow in my eyes again.


"Nothing happened," I whispered as the first tear fell.


"Do you call that kiss nothing?" He surprised me by talking calmly. His one hand reached up to cup my face, and the feeling of his touch made a sob escape my mouth. "Do you like his kisses more than mine, Andi?" He breathed. His blue eyes burned into my flesh. "Do you like his touch more?" He asked as he brushed my cheek with his thumb. "Am I not good enough?" His voice got louder again; startling me.


"You are," I nodded.


"No, I'm not!" He yelled. "What's so amazing about Harry fucking Styles!" He continued yelling and I found myself wondering the exact same thing. Nothing, nothing is amazing about Harry in any way. "When did this start?" He spoke calmly again, his breathing slowly got back to normal.


"It never started," I told him.


"Don't lie to me," he smiled. His hand reached for my shoulder but dropped as soon as he touched it and I thanked God for that, because I had a bruise at the spot his hand was going to touch thanks to Harry.


"He only kissed me. When you walked in," I paused, taking a deep breath. "He continued kissing me. It was against my will,"


"It looked like you enjoyed it," he laughed softly, his head dropping. I stayed silent as I searched for words, but nothing came. "You broke me, Andi," he spoke softly before getting up and walking away. I wanted to go after him, but there was no use.

I broke him. I broke the only guy that has ever deserved my love.


After a few more minutes of sitting in the abandoned street, I made my way home. It was a few blocks to walk, but I didn't mind. I enjoyed the fresh air. As soon as I reached the front step of my house, my phone vibrated. I dragged it out of my pocked and answered without checking the ID, hoping with all of my faith that it might have been Niall.


"Andi, we're having dinner. Where are you?" My mother's voice crushed my hopes.


"I'm home," I sighed as I opened the door. The line cut on her side of the call and I pushed my phone back into my pocket. I wiped my face over and over again to get rid of any evidence about my tears. I closed the front door and lazily dragged my body to the kitchen.


"Hi honey," my mother greeted me. I gave her my best warm smile and walked pass her to the fridge. I grabbed myself an apple and a bottle of water before turning back to my mother. "I made dinner," she told me as she eyed the apple in my hand. I shrugged and put it down on the kitchen island.

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Dinner passed slowly, without any words exchanged between me and my parents. I asked my mother if I could borrow her car, and she accepted due to me stating that I was going to the garage to get myself some "girl" stuff. I pulled up in the parking of the nearest garage and took my wallet from the passenger seat. After slipping out of the car, I locked it and made my way into the garage. As I stood in front of the different bottles, I exhaled sharply. I have never been in that situation before. The situation where you turn to alcohol and cigarettes as a solution to your problems and heartache. But I've heard that it works, so I decided to try it out. I grabbed three bottles of vodka and made my way to the cashier. I asked the middle aged lady for two packets of cigarettes and a lighter, earning a stern look from her. She handed me my alcohol and cigarettes and I thanked her with a smile. The air was refreshing outside of the garage once I walked back to my car. I unlocked my mother's car and placed the bag on the passenger seat.

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Niall's POV

I can't believe I trusted her. I expected it from Harry, but never from Andi. I heavily sighed as I pulled up into the driveway of the only person who I really trusted. As soon as I stepped out of the car, the front door opened revealing a smiling Gemma. I might hate Harry, but his sister have been there for me ever since middle school. I messaged her, asking if I could drop by, and like always she made sure her brother wasn't there. She knows that I'm not very fond of him.

"Hey blondie," she greeted me with a grin.


"Hi," I smiled. I locked my car and walked up to the steps of her house. She have me a quick hug before gesturing for me to enter her house.


"So what's up?" She closed the door after we walked in and walked to the living room. I watched her as she turned off the television and walked to the staircase. "Come on," she pointed to the top floor. I followed and laughed softly.


"I need a drink. Can we talk about it later?"


"Of course, you know I always have a spare bottle of vodka," she turned around in front of her room and winked at me. I smiled at her familiar grey and white bedroom as she walked to her dresser. Within seconds a bottle of vodka was pulled from her dresser.

Love. Fucking. Sucks.

It's not that I love Andi, but I really do like her.


Gemma and I finished the bottle of vodka and by the time it was done, we were both laying on her bed, shitfaced.


"So tell me now," she nudged my shoulder.


"Andi," I sighed as I closed my eyes.

Gemma giggled and stayed silent for a few minutes.


"Harry fucked an Andi, just imagine if it was the same girl,"

What?

"When?" I sat up on her bed and watched her with wide eyes. She frowned at me before shrugging.


"Yesterday night,"

Notes

I really hope K doesn't kill me for this chapter, it sucks and it's short. Sorry K <3
Anyway, you guys deserve an update from me! I'm on Winter Break and I can't log in a lot, that's why I don't update my stories anymore either. But I'll try my best with this story and Bought By A Celebrity too. If you don't know Bought By A Celebrity, GO READ IT. It's another book K and I have together. It's a Harry fanfiction! :)

Anyway, I hope you guys like this chapter. I'm really sorry for the short chapter, but the last one I did (where Harry and Andi had sex) was suuuuper long.

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