Dear Niall
Cause I'll Be By Your Side, Wherever You Fall
Chapter 28
Niall sings as she gets up from sleeping
HANNA'S POV
The sheets were warm around my waist as i opened up eyes. I looked by me. No Niall.
Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away
Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run
'Cause I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you
Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life
'Cause I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you
Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go
'Cause I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you
i knew the voice right away. I went down stairs as he sat on the couch finishing writing down lyrics. I grabbed my coffee cup and poured hot coffee in it. The room was still and quiet. I sat by him.
"Did you write that?" I asked.
"Ya, its dedicated to you." He smiled.
"Oh my gosh i love it!" I said ruffling his hair.
"I just love when you can have a song where the lyrics feel right in place. He said, staring out the window.
"I know that feeling, kinda goes with life." I said.
He put his hand on my knee as he grabbed his cup of coffee and took a swig of it. His lips sucked out the rest of the coffee.
NIALL'S POV
She held her head in her hands and started to cry. I kept her close as my head leaned on her head. Her tears were soft on the fabric of my clothes.
"Niall, i can do it." She said.
"Do what?" I asked, confused.
"I don't want you to see me when i die." She said in between tears.
"I want to be there." I said, gripping her arm.
"Niall it will be to hard." She said.
She grabbed her jacket and went out to the car. I saw her as she got in. Her face, red with exhaustion of crying. I heard the car as it drove away. Away somewhere where I was nothing. Somewhere where i didn't even exist.
HANNA'S POV
I drove down the interstate. My hands gripped the wheel tightly. My black hair in my face. I pushed the pedal in, going faster. Why did driving crazy? It even freaked me out.
The force of the car made me slam into a object, i went through the glass of the car. My face landing on the front. Blood scattered all around me. The red sea. Look what you have done Hanna.
Then i remember i was in a white room, surrounded by needles and people. None of them familiar. I saw Niall behind the glass as a nurse pushed him away. He was asking and begging to come in. He wanted to be here, by my side.
Niall sings as she gets up from sleeping
HANNA'S POV
The sheets were warm around my waist as i opened up eyes. I looked by me. No Niall.
Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away
Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run
'Cause I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you
Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life
'Cause I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you
Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go
'Cause I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you
i knew the voice right away. I went down stairs as he sat on the couch finishing writing down lyrics. I grabbed my coffee cup and poured hot coffee in it. The room was still and quiet. I sat by him.
"Did you write that?" I asked.
"Ya, its dedicated to you." He smiled.
"Oh my gosh i love it!" I said ruffling his hair.
"I just love when you can have a song where the lyrics feel right in place. He said, staring out the window.
"I know that feeling, kinda goes with life." I said.
He put his hand on my knee as he grabbed his cup of coffee and took a swig of it. His lips sucked out the rest of the coffee.
NIALL'S POV
She held her head in her hands and started to cry. I kept her close as my head leaned on her head. Her tears were soft on the fabric of my clothes.
"Niall, i can do it." She said.
"Do what?" I asked, confused.
"I don't want you to see me when i die." She said in between tears.
"I want to be there." I said, gripping her arm.
"Niall it will be to hard." She said.
She grabbed her jacket and went out to the car. I saw her as she got in. Her face, red with exhaustion of crying. I heard the car as it drove away. Away somewhere where I was nothing. Somewhere where i didn't even exist.
HANNA'S POV
I drove down the interstate. My hands gripped the wheel tightly. My black hair in my face. I pushed the pedal in, going faster. Why did driving crazy? It even freaked me out.
The force of the car made me slam into a object, i went through the glass of the car. My face landing on the front. Blood scattered all around me. The red sea. Look what you have done Hanna.
Then i remember i was in a white room, surrounded by needles and people. None of them familiar. I saw Niall behind the glass as a nurse pushed him away. He was asking and begging to come in. He wanted to be here, by my side.
Wow this was amazayn I can't wait to read the other storie!!!!!
8/20/14