Dear Niall
Introducing Me
Im 19 and working at a cupcake shop with my twin, Danell, and our friends, Courtney, Jenna and Ahnna. Our cupcake shop name is "Shiny and New, Like a Cupcake." (Ahnna's idea).
Ahnna was the read head. Very outgoing and loved Harry styles. She was the pervertic one of the group. Then Courtney, she was shy sometimes, the quiet one. Her home life was terrible so we were her family. She liked one direction(secretly). I could see her with someone like Liam. She was beautiful. Her natural wavy hair lay perfect on her shoulders. Her eyes full of grace. Then my sister. She was odd. Always the outcast at school. When we were in high school, i was the popular one and she was sorta geeky. I always stood up for her but she never seemed happy. Jenna was the goody goody, but at night she was a rebel. She was a good friend but every night she was sleeping with another guy. She is Harry's sister, which explains it all. She is also pervertic like Ahnna. When we work her and Ahnna always are giggling in the corner over a guy's cute butt.
When he lived here, we were all bffs. Niall was a brother to her but for me i had something deep down. He was more than a friend. He left when we were 14 and I never saw him. He auditioned for x-factor and was part of the group one direction. I wish he was here with me. I feel depressed at some points.I missed when we were young.
My best memory was when we were 14, the summer before he left. He lived near a pond with fish. We would always go down there in the trees and play hide and go seek. I was so easy to find since i giggled a lot. Anyways, we went down once. "Want to go on a canoe ride?" He asked in the cute accent. "Well sure sounds fun." I smiled. He always said he loved my teeth with the small gap in the middle. After i got braces it was gone. He also loved when i wore my glasses. Like he said "Intelligence is sexy." Anyways back to the story. He grabbed my arm and gently guided me into the not so steady boat. Once we both were secure, he paddled. The little bit of sunlight shown through the trees to reveal a majestic pond. The smell of the grass was pleasant. His eyes gleamed as i tried to not look at him and make it awkward. For a few minutes the boat was still. "Have you ever kissed a boy?" He questioned. "No." I said. He moved closer to me. And then our lips touched each others. As he pulled away the boat lost balance. I slid into the freezing water. Like a gentlemen he helped me ashore. We would always laughed at that one. And i wont forget my first kiss. I remember him saying, "I want your first kiss to be your best kiss."
I silently go outside to my balcony and drink sweet tea while reading my favorite book, "Nancy Drew and The Mystery of the Old Clock". Something intrigued me about Nancy Drew. I mean she did get in dangerous situations but Hanna saw some of her in Nancy Drew. Maybe the intelligence and the curiosity. Anyways, i looked out in the sky. I closed my eyes and took in a deep breath. The sweet sunshine hit my pale skin. "Honey." Said a voice. "Coming mom." I said. I put on a old pair of sneakers and a varsity jacket.
"Mom I'm not feeling well for town," i grimaced.
"Ohh okay sweetheart," she said, "What were you reading about?."
"Nothing real important." I said looking away.
"Also me and Dani have to go cook cupcakes for the banquet," i said, "its for Drake."
"Thanks for doing this for your brother." She said grabbing me in a hug.
"He's the world mom." I said.
Drake was born with autism. He was sweet as could be. You just don't want to get on his bad side. My mom always felt like it was her fault for our disability and disease. Over and over, i would hear my father tell her, "nothing was you." Sometimes i felt like i was the problem my mom would look at me different. My twin was the only one who was healthy. She got praise more. I needed to find me, the real Hanna.
Ahnna was the read head. Very outgoing and loved Harry styles. She was the pervertic one of the group. Then Courtney, she was shy sometimes, the quiet one. Her home life was terrible so we were her family. She liked one direction(secretly). I could see her with someone like Liam. She was beautiful. Her natural wavy hair lay perfect on her shoulders. Her eyes full of grace. Then my sister. She was odd. Always the outcast at school. When we were in high school, i was the popular one and she was sorta geeky. I always stood up for her but she never seemed happy. Jenna was the goody goody, but at night she was a rebel. She was a good friend but every night she was sleeping with another guy. She is Harry's sister, which explains it all. She is also pervertic like Ahnna. When we work her and Ahnna always are giggling in the corner over a guy's cute butt.
When he lived here, we were all bffs. Niall was a brother to her but for me i had something deep down. He was more than a friend. He left when we were 14 and I never saw him. He auditioned for x-factor and was part of the group one direction. I wish he was here with me. I feel depressed at some points.I missed when we were young.
My best memory was when we were 14, the summer before he left. He lived near a pond with fish. We would always go down there in the trees and play hide and go seek. I was so easy to find since i giggled a lot. Anyways, we went down once. "Want to go on a canoe ride?" He asked in the cute accent. "Well sure sounds fun." I smiled. He always said he loved my teeth with the small gap in the middle. After i got braces it was gone. He also loved when i wore my glasses. Like he said "Intelligence is sexy." Anyways back to the story. He grabbed my arm and gently guided me into the not so steady boat. Once we both were secure, he paddled. The little bit of sunlight shown through the trees to reveal a majestic pond. The smell of the grass was pleasant. His eyes gleamed as i tried to not look at him and make it awkward. For a few minutes the boat was still. "Have you ever kissed a boy?" He questioned. "No." I said. He moved closer to me. And then our lips touched each others. As he pulled away the boat lost balance. I slid into the freezing water. Like a gentlemen he helped me ashore. We would always laughed at that one. And i wont forget my first kiss. I remember him saying, "I want your first kiss to be your best kiss."
I silently go outside to my balcony and drink sweet tea while reading my favorite book, "Nancy Drew and The Mystery of the Old Clock". Something intrigued me about Nancy Drew. I mean she did get in dangerous situations but Hanna saw some of her in Nancy Drew. Maybe the intelligence and the curiosity. Anyways, i looked out in the sky. I closed my eyes and took in a deep breath. The sweet sunshine hit my pale skin. "Honey." Said a voice. "Coming mom." I said. I put on a old pair of sneakers and a varsity jacket.
"Mom I'm not feeling well for town," i grimaced.
"Ohh okay sweetheart," she said, "What were you reading about?."
"Nothing real important." I said looking away.
"Also me and Dani have to go cook cupcakes for the banquet," i said, "its for Drake."
"Thanks for doing this for your brother." She said grabbing me in a hug.
"He's the world mom." I said.
Drake was born with autism. He was sweet as could be. You just don't want to get on his bad side. My mom always felt like it was her fault for our disability and disease. Over and over, i would hear my father tell her, "nothing was you." Sometimes i felt like i was the problem my mom would look at me different. My twin was the only one who was healthy. She got praise more. I needed to find me, the real Hanna.
Wow this was amazayn I can't wait to read the other storie!!!!!
8/20/14