Stay With Me

Lou and Lux have left by now. Its almost 7:30 at night. Jana hasn't said a word to Niall since mentioning Micheal will be visiting soon. But Niall wants a rather complete explanation.''Why..is..he coming? Its not like he knows her..or that he's been with her all her fucking life.''he says and stands up.

Jana follows him as he goes into the kitchen.''I dunno Niall. Please don't be mad at me..it wasn't my idea. Besides, how am I supposed to know why?''She says pissed at him already for bringing it up,things were perfectly fine when they were sitting peacefully on the couch.

He doesn't reply as he grabs a glass cup and walks to the counter. ''He better fucking understand that he won't be needed here.''Niall mumbles and pours some water into his glass followed by some ice.

''Niall..no matter what, he still has the court order. He has to see her every three years, or at least see me.''She finally lets that slip.''What?''he slams the glass cup down on the counter. To Jana's surprise, it shatters and the water goes every where. Niall acts as if it never happened. ''You're fucking kidding me, aren't you?''Niall says fake laughing a little.

''No..''She mumbles.''Jana..you..you are..so..you are so..''He pauses.''So what?''She asks him.He just stares at her, trying to figure out the simplest way to say this.''Are you gonna say I'm fucking stupid then leave again? Or that I'm pitiful for letting MY BABY'S FATHER COME SEE HER!''She screams the last part at him.

''JUST BECAUSE HE MADE HER DOESN'T MAKE HIM HER FUCKING FATHER!'' Niall screams back, his temper rising high, way high than ever before. "WHAT WOULD YOU KNOW ABOUT BEING A FATHER?''Jana says, lowering her tone, but not by much.

''All I know is that a father is some one who loves his kid. And apparently Micheal doesn't love his kid if he left her all these fucking years. And a father feels as if he can take on the world for his little girl..or that he'll do anything, anything, to make her happy. Or that he'll love her until all his love isn't enough..and he'll try and try and try to make things better for her..and I know that...because..''He pauses and glances towards Tori's closed bedroom door.

He continues,''Because that's how I feel about Tori.''He whispers. Jana's heart breaks. She just screamed at him for no reason on earth. And he just admitted he cares.. he really does care.

"Jana..you may think the only reason I'm here is because of what's between your legs.. but its not. The day I meet you and Tori I felt something inside of me. Something told me to not let you go.. Something that said I was meant to be in your life..for some reason. At first, i wasn't sure why.. or what it really meant. Until the first few days...

"I got to know you and Tori..every small detail..and it sunk in. I was meant to be here Jana. Its fate. If you don't see it then..then maybe its just you because can't see it yet, you can ask any one I know.. When I was away from you and Tori, all I could talk about was you and her. Go ahead, ask Harry, ask Liam..

''But my point is..you'll never truly understand how I feel about both of you, until you realize how much I love you both. You two girls are my entire life. I have seen you and Tori more in the last month then I have my own mother.

''Do you know how hard it is to be away from some one you love for so long? i do. I thought being on a bus with four other guys for nine months was the reason. But its not. This is worse..being away from you and Tori would kill me more and more every second.

"I honestly have no other way to say this...but..you may hope, or think, I'm gonna give up. That I'm gonna leave like all the other guys have. But I'm not gonna walk into your life, give you a few good nights, then leave and never be seen again. I'm not gonna do that.

"I'm not gonna lie when it comes to how I feel and why I feel it. I'm not gonna give up on us, Jana. Me and you have something. I can feel it. If you can't, then maybe you just need to try.''He pauses for short second, his eyes watering up, Jana's been dropping tears for a while now. But, he continues..

"What I'm trying to say is..I won't give up until you have my last name...and Tori has my last name.''

Notes

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I have no words.
But, that was probably shocking to most of you. Any would predict what will happen next?
1.They move on with their lives and ignore that conversation.
Or,
2.They both let it ruin their minds until they say something about it to the other.
Just put 1 or 2 or if you think differently, then put what you think:)
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