He changed my life
It was just about being loved.
We got home about 4:30. We decided to make cheeseburgers for dinner. I made them before they got home and I put them into the microwave and then I looked out side and it looked like a beautiful white cloud out side that hit Earth. Linda told me to come and sit down and watch TV with her. She put a show on and it was really sad. We heard the door open and turned a round. We saw Michael and Luke. Ash and Calum wee at there girlfriends houses. They saw us crying Luke came over and sat down to snuggle with Linda. When I saw them I tried to slide down so Michael couldn't see me . I felt a little embarrassed because Luke was there and I felt lonely. Michael came over and gave me his hand. Luke decided to make up a game and it was a mix of spin the bottle and truth or dare. First Luke spun it and it landed on Linda. He told her to dare her to kiss him. They were kissing for about 1 minute and then Michael said, Hay... hay. Come on. Michael looked at me and then I looked down and smiled. Luke spun it one more time and it landed on me. He crawled over to where I was sitting. He came close to me and whispered to me and asked it Michael and I have ever done it. He went back and then I put my head down. Linda and Michael looked at Luke then me. Well? Um Um N.o.o. no. I stumbled on my words. They asked Luke what he said. Nothing. Linda and Luke got tired and went up stairs. We hared them get there cots. I asked them where there were going they said for a walk. Michael was play on his Xbox. I went behind him and hugged him from be hind and whispered something to him. I asked him if we could do it. He stopped his game and looked at me. Are you sure. Yes. I took his hand and went up stairs. He closed the door and He got on top of me. He looked down and started to kiss me on my lips then he went to my chine and then my neck. He took his shirt off and then his pants. all he had left was his underwear on. He put his hands on my waist. He took his hands and was about to lift of my shirt. I stopped him. In my mined I new that he didn't care that I was fat but I did. He looked down and said you don't have to do this. I didn't care I took it off and he looked at me surprised. I think this was his first time and it was mine to. He took off my jeans and then my panties then he unhooked my bra. He took off his underwear and hade and balloon shape. He put it on and said tug my hair if you won't me to stop. Before I could no it he was in me. He started to thrust faster. I started to moan loud. I tugged his hair a little then he kissed my neck. He let out a small moan. He thrusted a little faster. After 9 minute's he stopped he looked at me and smiled. I got up and tried to hide my self. I got up and dressed so did he. I was afraid to look at him because he would looked at me. After we were dressed I feel a sleep next to him.
I woke up and went into the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and I looked dead. I took a shower and put a pair of jeans and a old T-shirt. I put some mascara on and I opened the door. I screamed a little because Michael was standing out side the door. He didn't have a shirt on. I looked down and I moved out of the way. He took my chin and slammed his lips against mine. I let go and I walked back into the room. I felt him looking at me. I looked down and smiled at my self. I went down stairs and I saw Linda making breakfasts. Luke and Michael came down stares. We were all were sitting and I asked if we wonted to go to the beach. We all said yes and then we called everyone to come. I brought the volleyball. When we got there there was so many lights going on and off. The properties were there. We parked far away from them surprisingly they were not there. We got out of the car and grabbed everything. When we got on the sand it was so nice. We found a close spot were there was a volleyball net. We played 4 by 4. It was funny seeing the guys run after the ball. I couldn't help my self but I died out laughing. Everybody here'd my laugh and then they laughed. After we won, we went into the water. It was really nice. Linda, Jessica, Kaitlin and I were trying to jump on the guys, well I didn't, they told me to due it. I looked down and went underwater. Before they scared them I got out of the water. I went up to the blanket and laid down. I heard someone call my name. I looked up and it hit me. I was under pressure. I wonted to hide. HAY FATTY. Nicola? Yup and still skinny as ever. I looked down. Nicola was the meanest person that ever hurt me. So I heard that you are dating Michael? I looked down and said yes. Well good luck. Why? He doesn't want a fat girl in his life. Why are you so mean. I am not I am just stating the obvious. I got up and told her off. Why are here anyways Nicola? Because I have friends. Ya so do I. Ya your pig friend dose not count. Michael got out of the water and saw me talking to her. Don't even get her into this you ass hole. What are you gong to do. I threw my fist at her. She started to hit me, we got into a fight. She got me on the ground and started to punch me like I have never see anybody do that. Michael ran up and pulled her off of me. Linda, Ash, Calum, and Luke came over. Ash got me up and he got me ice. Michael noticed that face. Nichol? Hay babe. I looked at him. Then he looked at me. Why are you here? Because of you. You heart me. I looked at her. See Anna he loves you then moves on. He just brakes your heart. Why should I believe you. Because he did it to me. Prove it. He cut me. looked I still have the scares. Michael is that true. Um a little but I did not hurt her. You said that you never dated anybody I trusted you. No I never did. Oh yes you did. No I didn't you kissed me and then I pushed you off and anyways we were only 7 years old. Just get out of here. Ok by losers. Are you fucking kidding me. Why didn't you tell me you new her. Well I didn't know you new her. Well my face knows her now. She hurt me even more. Like that is my fault. Really your blaming me for all of this. Well you punched her first. Because she was talking shit about Linda. Anna you don't have to stand up for me. But you always stand up for me. It feels like you don't even care. I do I just don't want you getting hurt. Well it is to late. Hay guys we are going to let you two talk about this alone. We both sat down on the blanket. He got me some water and ice. It is just so hard that you have no parent people are being ass wholes to you. Oh Anna language. I new he was being sarcastic. Hay we are your family and your friends. I hate to see you like this. I no and I am sorry fro yelling at you. It is fine. No I freaked out on you. He pulled me into him and kissed me. It is fine. I can feel what your going threw. I started to cry a little and I went into him stomach and hooded him until there was like no tomorrow. Everybody saw us hugging and they all came over and hugged me. Then that was when I stated to cry. It felt so good to no you are loved.