He changed my life

You're fat, ugly, stupide no one like you. I tired to ignore but I was just so pane full. It hurt. It took me to the edge of my life. I almost killed my self, for what people calling me names. I new it was true but I tried to change everything. I didn't have a mother or a father to cry to when someone was hurting me. That was the point I didn't have a mother or a father. I tried to act like I was loved and special. People thought I was a goody goody because I didn't have anything or anyone. But then I meet a girl. Her name was Linda. She was there for me. My life was with her. I new I could trust her anywhere and with anything. She stood up for me when I need her. Like this one time Nicola told her to bite her being sarcastic at her but she really did. We all laughed at her she told the teacher but it didn't do anything. Then she moved to London. I was here in the U.S.A, New Jersey. Before she left we promised that if either one of use gets lonely or depressed we would come and see each other. A few years later. I turned 18 years old. I had family all around the world. The sent me enough to go and see Linda. But I didn't tell her. The day before I called her and told her everything. I new she was excited because of her voice. I was leaving tomorrow and I packed my bags for the whole day. I went to bed but I had a bad dream. It was all the mean people who hurt me. It was hard to sleep with all that stuff that was in the past. It comes back to haunt you. I new I was scared because I was tearing in my sleep.


I got up at 8 in the morning. I hade to leave at 11o'clock. I went into the bathroom and looked like a zombie from all that crying last night. I put a few coots of mascara on. I put of jeans on and a old T-shirt. I had breakfasts then I left the house with all my bags and I called a taxis. I paid him and took the first flight on the John. F. Kennedy air plane. It was a 12 hour flight. I got there at 10 at night. I fell a sleep on the whole way to London. I woke up when everybody got off. I called Linda and told her I was here. She picked me up. When I saw her I dropped my bags and ran to her. I came close to her and hugged her like it was the first time meeting someone for the first time in forever. I let go of her and she noticed someone was by my bags. I ran over to him and he ran away. Linda ran be hind me. I turned around and I still saw the man running away. We walked to her car. I put all my bags into the trunk of her car. It took about 20 minutes to get to her house. So tell me about this boy you are seeing. Well... I have to tell you something. What? Remember that I said he was in a band. Ya. Well he is Luke Hemming. I looked at her with my eyes wide open. I smiled at her. From 5 Seconds Of Summer? Ya. And he is kind of staying with me. I smiled at her. And so is Michael, Calum, And Ash. I felt really nervosa because I will be surrounded by guys. I never was surrounded by people who would actually liked me. I dosed off. Linda asked me if I was ok. She snapped me out of what I was thinking. I was think of the past who everyone hated me. She pulled the car over. She did everything to snapped out of it. I looked at her and asked her why we stopped. She looked at me confused. When we got home I looked at the house and I was suppressed. The house was huge. It took me a minute to get out of the car. I got my bags and Linda got some. She opened the door and I saw everyone running to the door. The slid like they were on ice into the front door. They all looked at me. I felt so uncomfortable and I looked down, my face was red. I looked at Linda and she said to stop looking at me. I slimed and my head was still down. We walked in and she pulled me into the living room. She told everybody my name and she introduce me to everybody. I couldn't stop smiling. I went into the kitchen and someone was in the refrigerator. I looked in and saw it was Michael. I saw him eating yogurt. I could not stop looking at him. He turned around. He looked at me but then I turned around act like I was doing something. I smiled to my self and I new he was smiling to. I ran out of the kitchen and sat next to Linda. I snugged down so he didn't see me from the kitchen. Linda looked at me I smiled at her. She looked down at me and laughed. You already fit in. I laughed. Then Michael sat next to me. I felt so embarrassed. He smiled at me. I looked down and smiled. Linda looked at me. She said something to everybody, Ha who wants to help Anna unpack. I looked at Linda fast. everybody came close to me and said I will. I got a smirk on my face I looked at Linda. Before for I got a word out Michael volunteered to help. He said that he had to do something up stairs anyway. I looked at him. He looked down at me and smiled. My face was turned red. I new that he didn't have to do anything because he whispered it to me. I looked down and smiled. He gave me his hand and showed me up stairs. He told me were I was sleeping. My room was huge. I was right next to Linda's room and on right was Michael's. He brought up my bags. I asked him to do my bed so he doesn't have to see my belongings. It took him 5 minutes. I herd a loud thump and I turned around and Michael jumped on my bed. I asked him, is this how you make a first impression. I laughed so did he. He told me to try it. I said no. Why? I was afraid to ask him that question. He asked a gain. I whispered so he could not here it. I am to fat. What? I am to fat I said a little louder but he still couldn't here me. Say that one more time but louder? I AM TO FAT. I looked down and my face was red. I was a little teary. I wonted to hide but there was no wear. He got up and walked over. No your not. Why would you say that. Because I am. Well not to me. I think your cute. I looked down and I new he was staring at me. I started to have a tear fall. He sat next to me and took me chin and faced it to him. Your not fat. I couldn't say anything but I just feel back on the bed. Michael looked at me. He laid on his side with his hand on his head holding his head up. He said it again. Your not fat. What made you think that? Have you not seen me? I am like a cow. Well if you are your a really hot cow. I turned my head to the other side smiling. He came closer to me. He moved my head toured his. He came so close to me than Linda can in and i got up quickly and tried to act like nothing was going on. She looked at me and smiled. I looked down and stared at my feet. Michael looked at Linda and then Luke came in and so did everybody else. After I turned my head to looked at Linda they all were hustling around. I looked at Linda shocking and she said that they always do that. Then Linda and I got an idea. Then we started resoling. The guys stopped and looked at use. they went on my bed and they looked interesting by watching us. I looked at everybody and then I looked at Linda. We both stopped and they said to keep on resoling. I went behind Linda's back and tried to hide. They all laughed and then Michael said out of no were to ask, Is Anna fat? I looked right into his eyes like I was about to leave the room. But before anyone did say anything I did run out and went to the bathroom. All I heard was people yelling at him. But then I heard him say, I said that fro a reason. And what reason was that. Calum said. because she kept on saying that she was fat and I said she wasn't but she didn't believe me so I asked you all because we all no she is not. I heard everything. I came back out of the bathroom and went into the room. And then I went over to Michael and hugged him. Everybody was looking us. I said out loud to everyone, Thanks. Then I went back to sit next to Linda. She came near me and hugged me. She let go for a little while. I said to everyone that I was going to bed. everybody left and Michael was the last one to leave but ha came back to me and sat down next to me were I was laying. He said I am sorry for what I said a few minutes ago. I got up and hugged him but I kind of hugged him to hard because we fell over. I was on top of him and he looked at me for a few seconds. I got up and went back under my covers. He got up and smiled at me. He got up and turned of the light and left. I fell a sleep fast, but I had another bad dream. It was about my parents this time I couldn't handle it sleeping alone is someone else's house I got up and I went into Michaels room. I went into his bed quietly but it didn't work. I woke him up. He turned around and saw me. He asked what was going on. I told him I hade a bad dream and I went to snuggle with him. He put is hand around me and he came close to me.



The next morning I woke up and Michael was still sleeping. I got out of his room really quick and quietly. I suddenly banged into Ash. I screamed a little and then he looked at me. He asked what I was going in Michaels. Um nothing. I walked into my room really quickly and closed the door. I went to my bed and I smiled at my self. I fell a sleep. A few hours went by and I was still sleeping. Michael just woke up and he came into my room and sat on my bed. He woke me up and I looked at him and asked him what time it was. 1 o'clock. He asked me why did o go into his room. I told him that I hade a bad dream. He laid down next to me and just stayed there with me. He came close to me and he was playing with my hair. I turned around and he slammed him lips on to mine. he went on top of me and started to kiss me even more. He went down to my chine and then to my neck. I pulled my finger threw his hair. He stopped and took his shirt off. My face turned red. He went back and kissed me again he put his hands on my waist and I pulled them off and then he looked at me. I shook my head and he got off of me. I could feel him looking at me. My neck was burning and my face turned red. He played with my hair again. Then I got up and the I took his handed and made him walk with me down stairs. I went on to the couch and laid down everybody was still sleeping but then Michael came over and he got on top of me and started to kiss my neck. Then he slammed his lips on my. We kissed for 3 minutes un till either one of use stopped but I am pretty it will be long it we did. We heard someone coming down stairs I pulled him off of me and I smiled at me and got off. I sat up and turned on the TV. Calum walked down and he asked what was for breakfast? Michael mad pancakes and I woke everyone up for food. Everybody came down looing like zombies. I started to laugh and look at Michael. He smiled at me. We started to eat and Michael took a peace food and thought I wasn't looking I gave him a little smirk and then I took a peace of his, then everybody looked at us like we were kind of idiots. We both looked at each other and then I laughed and looked down. But then they thought it was funny. Luke said something but I didn't concentrate because Michael and I were play with each others feet. Michael! Luke yelled. He threw his head up and said, what? We have a singing to do to day at 4 o'clock. ya then he went back playing with my feet. Linda looked disgusted as I looked at her. I laughed and then we stopped. Linda told me that we had to go Christmas shopping. We left around 10:30. We spent the whole day there. She asked me about Michael. I tried to ignore her but she got it out of me, I told her that we kissed and that I think I like him. She looked at me and then smiled. I asked her if we were getting a Christmas tree trying to change the subject. No. Why? Because it is not going to fit in the house. Oh. I felt like someone was watching me since we got here. I kept on turning around. I felt someone's hand went on my shoulder. Linda wasn't looking. I turned around quickly. It was the same guy at the air port. He was wearing old ripped clothes. He looked about 7 feet tall. Before he said anything I ran and took Linda's hand and ran. We went into the dressing room. She was freaking out. What are you doing. Remember that guy would was at the air port and tried to take my stuff? Yes. Well I just saw him. Ya and. He put his hand on me. She looked surprised. Her eyes went out. She asked if I wonted to go to a different store. Yes pleas. We snuck out of the store. We went to a different store. I felt better knowing he wasn't here. We stayed there for 5 hours. Are feet were hearting so we bought all the stuff and left. I new that everybody wasn't home because they said that they had to leave at 4.

1. It was just about being loved.

   chapture 3