*warning foul language and a lot of it*

Niall's P.O.V.

I woke up to sound of my alram clock going off. i groaned and hit the snooze button a little violently. i got out of bed and took a shower. i changed and went to grab my car keys and left. i stopped by mcdonalds to get a quick bite to eat since the interview was going to be held 10 minutes away. i trew away my trash and made my way back to the car. when i got there i went into the dressing room and greeted the guys. got into hair and makeup and went back to where the guys were.
"so niall are you tell eveyone about lyric." harry asked
"yeah i cant wait." i replied with a smile growing on my face
" one diection you have 2 minutes." one of the crew members said poping his head into our dressing room. we all got up and made our way to the set. once we got there we shook hands with the interviewer and sat down on the couch.

Lyric's P.O.V.

i woke up just in time to watch the boys interview i jumped onto the couch and grabbed the remote and quickly changed it the channel. the interview had just started.the interviewer asked the basic questions like when was there next album gonna come out and blah blah blah but then the question finally came up
"ok so whos single." the interviewer asked and only harry raised his hand the lady's gazed went from harry to niall with a kinda shocked expression
"niall who's your girlfriend." she asked
"Lyric Gonzales." he said with his sexy irish accent
"oh the softball player."
"yep" he replied nodding and smileing widely causing me to smile too
"wow ok so boys do you approve of lyric or not." she asked looking at the guys
"yeah no she's great she's really cool and loves food just like niall so yeah i think they're perfect together." zayn said glancing at niall
"yeah lyric is really fun to be around and im really glad niall and her are going out together." louis said
"their is no one else i'd rather have niall go out with than lyric." liam said looking straight at niall
"i agree with what all the boys have said." harry said flashing a smile. after that i could't help but smile like an idiot.i turned off the tv and went into the kitchen to make some breakfast. when i had sat down and started to eat my scrambled eggs and bacon i got a phone call and niall's picture poped up onto the screen.i smiled and anwsered it
"hey ni."
"hey princess did you watch our interview."
"yea i did and tell the guys i said thank you for all they said"
"no problem lyric!" louis shouted in the background
"haha thanks lou" i shouted back."
"babe i have to go to the studio today ok ill be back around 6"
"oh ok yeah you guys can come over and ill order pizza or something if you want."
"oh my god yes alright thanks babe i have to go love you"
"i love you too bye." i said and hung up the phone. i finished eating and went back to bed
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Lyric's P.O.V.

it's been a week since we went public and i have been receiving a ton of hate on twitter and stuff. i havent told niall or any one about it.and im training for the game next saturday. its been getting worse and worse everyday it seems like there are more people that disapprove of me and niall being together than there are that do. today practice ended early and the boys had to be at the studio. i had met the girls a few days ago it was awesome they are amazing girls im glad they are the guy's girlfriends.today i was at my flat watching tv and scrolling down twitter seeing what they were saying about me to today things like your a bitch and your an attention whore were the most common ones. ooh heres a new one it says lyric your a motherfucking bitch idk y u are with niall ur too ugly to even be his friend your so fucking ugly ur uglier than shit go kill yourself please it would make a lot of us happy bye bitch. every single word was like getting my heart puntured by a needle.i mean do they really hate me that much to the point where they want me to kill myself. i kept scrolling and came across more like your an untalented little motherfucking bitch no one cares about you so just go and die. my eyes stung with hot tears i couldnt take it anymore my blood boiled with anger the viens on my arms poping out. i had my fists in balls turning white because of how angry i was. i walked to my room and grabbed the nearest bat. i came back into the living room and postioned myself to swing at a vase. i swung and the bat made contact with the vase shattering into a million pieces. i felt a tiny bit better so i turned to the lamp and did the same thing sending it flying in all directions. i broke almost every single thing in my flat. i had a thin layer of sweat covering my body so i went to the bathroom to take a shower. i peeled off my clothes and got in. i poured body wash on the lofa and violently srcrubbed my skin turning a bright red. i did that to my whole body until it looked like i was sunburned. i washed my hair and i tried not to think of all the things they were saying about me but i couldnt.it brought back so many bad mermories from my childhood and jr. high and high school. i leaned against the wall and slid down to the ground. i pulled my knees to my chest and buried my face in my knees and cried and cried. i felt like i had cried forever which in my case it was. i sobbed and sobbed and prayed for all this pain to go away
"mom and dad i need you here why did you have to take them from me." i said crying my heart out. i justed waited there hoping death would come but nothing did and i didnt bother getting out i didnt care anymore i just wanted to disappear but i couldnt.

Niall's P.O.V.

when we got out of work we picked up some chinese food and a movie to watch to surprise lyric since shes been practiceing hardcore for the game we thought this would relax her a bit. when we got there we walked up to her flat and i unlocked the door and i swung it open to reveal the most scariest sight ever. i dropped everything i was holding and ran to look for lyric with liam right behind me. i threw open doors but she wasnt in there. i kept looking until i got to the bathroom door. i prepared myself for what was behind the door but i froze i didnt want to for some reason i was to scared to see what it was so liam did it for me. we opened the door and there was lyric in the corner of the shower curled up into a ball crying her eyes out
"LYRIC." i yelled as i ran to her i closed the fuaset liam came rushing in with towels and i wrapped her up and picked her up but she snak right back down to the ground. liam came to help and we wrapped our arms around her body and practically half dragged and half carried her to her room. we put her on her bed and we rumaged through her drawers and closet since she was shivering like mad. we got these out for her http://www.polyvore.com/comfy/set?id=81748246 left the room so she could change in less the 5 minutes she was out her hair in a messy bun. she walked out and felled but i caught her she looked up at me her beautiful chocolate brown eyes now bloodshot and full of anger and sadness.we walked out into the living room me and liam supporting her. once we were there the guys crouded around her asking her questions
"guys dont " liam said with seriousness in his voice the guys nodded and went into the kitchin and we followed. we all sat down in silence which was soon broken by kim and syd walking in
"what the fuck happened in here"kim shouted running into the kitchen with syd hot on her heels.
"OH MY GOD LYRIC WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED DO U NEED TO KILL A BITCH." syd said grabbing lyrics face i put a hand on her shoulder and shook my head they both looked down and walked over to the spare seats. and we looked expectantly at lyric who was playing with her fingers quitely sniffling.
"lyric are you ok." louis asked softly lyric looked up slowly and shook her head. i grabbed her hand and gave it a reasuring squeeze and liam did the same with the other.
"ok i guess ill tell you what happened and this is actually good cause i really need to tell someone this and i havent even told you kim and syd." she said looking at them
"i have been getting alot of hate cause im dating you niall and i had put up with it but it was just too much and it triggered really really bad memories." she said
"what kind of memories" harry asked
"well do you want me to tell you all of them." she asked as she glanced at us. and we nodded in reply
"ok well in kinder i was almost choked to death by a girl so i moved schools and my best friends were spreading rumors and shit like that so i switched back at the end of the year .every day for 8 hours i was builled for being to tall for being into sports for hanging out with guys and for my name and this went on for years." she said "i had woren a lot of black and i still do and i got called goth for that.i had thought of cutting but i didnt have the guts to do it so i didnt. everything was bad enough but no god decided to give me hell. when i was sleeping over at my friends house my family of two brothers jake the oldest he was 15 and ethan the youngest he was 9 my parents rose and john were coming to pick me up and take me to go camping for my birthday. 5 minutes before they got to the house a druken driver going almost 100 miles an hour crashed into them." she sniffled and gave her hand another reasuring squeeze.
"ethan died on impact and so did my mom. jake and my dad died during surgry in the hospital. when my parents didnt come to pick me up i walked home and there was the police waiting to tell me the news and i was only 10." she said. she looked up and you could see the pain and hurt she had
"oh my god" liam said in a whisper Lyric sadly smiled at him
"and when that happened i shut everyone out i didnt talk i didnt do anything. my schedule was eat sleep go to hell for eight hours and play sports then sleep. i dont know how many times i cried myself to sleep all those years wishing god could have taken me too. but no he decided to let me suffer. i didnt even go to thier funeral i was was already dieing inside i cant imagine what would have happened if i didt go and see their lifeless bodies there in a coffin. i got a lot of name calling when i got into 5th grade things like whore bitch slut and emo and motherfucker cunt piece of shit and all kinds of shit like that. i attended alot of academic things like u.i.l and stuff and i mostly did science and i got medals and trophys and stuff and that all went back to the name calling. and i dont even want to bring up jr high lets just say they the worst 2 years of school you could imagine i was 14. when i got into high school i started to get physically and verbly abused by some girls." she paused and sniffled "but what really sucked ass was that for my 15th birthday we mexicans usually had a quinceanera and it would be like a big party and the birthday girl would wear a big princess kinda dress and it i would have had a father daughter dance and all that kinda stuff but i didnt i stayed home and cryed wishing and begging god to take me too or at least bring them back to me but he never did. after i joined the softball team and met kim and syd everthing sort of died down but i did get the occasionally got the your a bitch and shit like that but i didnt give a fuck anymore no one said anything anymore to me cause i was the all star on the softball team but then i got the most fucked up motherfuckers as boyfriends. all three fucking cheated on me for girls that looked like fucking prostitutes but i wasnt that hurt cause i was used to it and it all slowly got better i had completly forgot about that until those fucking bitches fucking brought it up agian. but dude i can already imagine those son of a bitches faces when they had seen me ha those fucking motherfuckers must be praying for fucking forgiveness but those motherfuckers are gonna fucking go to fucking hell for making my life a fucking living hell ha piece of shit must be feeling like shit well theyt should be now they know how it feels like." she finshed but now she wasnt so sad it looked like a great weight had been lifted off her shoulders. and it brought a small smile to my face but i was still pretty shocked to hear everything she went through but i can tell it made her stronger a lot stronger but i couldnt help but think why god had done that to her for years taken away her family and very one abusing her why i didnt know but i still loved her and i loved her a lot more and now i couldnt afford to lose her not now not ever

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