Do I Frighten You?
Chapter 9
I felt instantly weak and also sick when she came up to him and hugged him. My heart ached a little as she planted a kiss on his lips. I don't know why, I mean Harry and I were not dating he was dating her.
“I missed you so much, I was calling you this morning today to let you know I was back in town.” She said gripping his hand.
“My phone was off, Sorry.” He said in a low voice.
I was looking down at my shoes right about now. I couldn't bare to look at them. It would hurt me.
“Who is she.” She said looking me in disgust. Well, Bitch fuck you too then.
“My friend, Amelia,” He said quickly. “She's my friend.” He said.
She gets it.
“We just ran into each other, I was just grabbing a coffee and leaving.” I said with a fake smile.
“Okay.” She said and moved herself closer to Harry.
“Okay.” I said in a soft voice. Not making eye contact with Harry. He told me he would break up with her. He didn't
I moved to the clerk and then ordered a coffee. “Why the upset face?” He asked as he poured the coffe into a cup.
“It is nothing really.” I sighed.
“Every girl say that nothing is up when there really is.” He said handing me brands of creamers that I could choose from, I chose vanilla creamer because it was my favorite and lots of sugar. Moments later he handed me my coffee.
“I know I am a stranger and all, But I go on break in five minutes. We can talk.” He said.
I grabbed money out of my pocket and he shook his head. “My treat.”\
I smiled a little. He was being to nice to me, He took others orders as I cooled down my coffee and took small sips. I didn't want to burn myself. I turned around and noticed that her and Harry were sitting down now and he had his arm around her and her head resting on his chest.
“I am done.” He said, I turned around to look at him and he had a smile on his face and looked at me. “I am David by the way.”
He sat at the stool next to me and faced me. “I am Amelia.” I said in a small voice.
“Amelia, What is going on?” He said looking at me with a soft voice only I could hear.
I shook my head, I was trying so hard to hold back tears. I could feel the tears build up in my eyes. “He said he would leave her.”
“Who.” He frowned a little.
“The curly haired guy other there with the girl.” I said blinking the tears back.
He looked over at them and then back at me. “Oh.” He said in a whisper.
“You don't understand, He said he would be there for me.” I said and my voice cracked.
He grabbed a pin and paper and sighed. “Well, Hun, I am here for you now.” He gave me the paper and on it was an address.
I smiled a little it was nice to have someone that cared. “Thanks.”
“It is his loss, You seem like an amazing girl.” He said trying to make me feel better.
“No, I am not, Look at her and then me. She is freaking beautiful, I see why she chose her over me.” Tears ran down my cheeks. “I have to go.” I said standing up grabbing my coffee.
“Wait.” He said in a soft voice.
“Thanks.” I said and then walked away.
I can't do this. Harry just left me so fast. I was hurt, and then my mom, I didn't have my mom to talk to, my dad wasn't around to threaten Harry. I wouldn't want that to happen though. I found myself walking down the street. My eyes were moist with tears. I was about three blocks from my house. It shouldn't be long.
“Hey.” I heard a familiar voice call. I turned around and seen Harry running after me. “Where are you going?”
“Home.” I mumbled, I couldn't bare to even look at him. He hurt me so much just now.
“Why.” He said walking beside me now.
“So you can go and spend time with your girlfriend.” I spat.
“Oh.” He said. All he could say was oh. Of fucking course.
“Bye, Harry.” I said feeling so helpless.
“Amelia.” He said stopping.
I continued. I couldn't stop crying. I mean, I know I have only met him for a short amount of time, But haven't you ever had that feeling that you known someone your entire life.
“Save it.” I said wiping my eyes.
Harry'sPov
No, This is all wrong, I didn't want Jess, I wanted her. Why am I such a fuck up. How can I break up with Jess without hurting her. I mean, She is seeing me for the first time today. Seeing Amelia walk away from me crying. The imagine flashed back to me when I asked did I frighten her, She just began to cry and then when she found out her mom was in a coma and knowing she might not be able to wake up. She needed me and I just let go of her that easy.
My breathing increased and I felt tears in my eyes. I held them back and then hit the brick building and walked the other way back to the coffee restaurant. Anger in my eyes as I seen Jess sitting alone.
I open the door and then walked back into my seat. She looked at me for a moment.
“Bae, What is wrong?” She asked rubbing my arm. I pulled my arm away.
“Oh, You don't want to know.” I said in between my teeth.
“Tell me.” She said in a more demanding tone.
“The girl I fucking love, hates my guts right now.” I yell. My anger spilling out.
“Excuse me.” She said looking at me in disbelief.
“Shut the fuck up, We are over. Fuck you and forget about us!” I said standing up and walking out the coffee shop. I got into my car. Fuck coffee, I need alcohol.
Amelia's Pov
I was on my bed now crying my eyes out. It had been three hours since then and my phone was vibrating constantly. Harry's name lit up on the screen, I ignored it and turned off my phone. I had no one. I wasn't going to go to Marie, because she was a snobby liar and she used me. She wasn't a real friend anyway she just wanted attention.
Once I had finished crying I grabbed the paper out of my pocket. Should I? Should I not. I mean, He did say that he was going to be there for me and I really need someone right now.
I had applied make up on my face and then fixed my messy hair so it didn't look like I was a wreck or had been crying. I sighed and then walked out the door.
“I missed you so much, I was calling you this morning today to let you know I was back in town.” She said gripping his hand.
“My phone was off, Sorry.” He said in a low voice.
I was looking down at my shoes right about now. I couldn't bare to look at them. It would hurt me.
“Who is she.” She said looking me in disgust. Well, Bitch fuck you too then.
“My friend, Amelia,” He said quickly. “She's my friend.” He said.
She gets it.
“We just ran into each other, I was just grabbing a coffee and leaving.” I said with a fake smile.
“Okay.” She said and moved herself closer to Harry.
“Okay.” I said in a soft voice. Not making eye contact with Harry. He told me he would break up with her. He didn't
I moved to the clerk and then ordered a coffee. “Why the upset face?” He asked as he poured the coffe into a cup.
“It is nothing really.” I sighed.
“Every girl say that nothing is up when there really is.” He said handing me brands of creamers that I could choose from, I chose vanilla creamer because it was my favorite and lots of sugar. Moments later he handed me my coffee.
“I know I am a stranger and all, But I go on break in five minutes. We can talk.” He said.
I grabbed money out of my pocket and he shook his head. “My treat.”\
I smiled a little. He was being to nice to me, He took others orders as I cooled down my coffee and took small sips. I didn't want to burn myself. I turned around and noticed that her and Harry were sitting down now and he had his arm around her and her head resting on his chest.
“I am done.” He said, I turned around to look at him and he had a smile on his face and looked at me. “I am David by the way.”
He sat at the stool next to me and faced me. “I am Amelia.” I said in a small voice.
“Amelia, What is going on?” He said looking at me with a soft voice only I could hear.
I shook my head, I was trying so hard to hold back tears. I could feel the tears build up in my eyes. “He said he would leave her.”
“Who.” He frowned a little.
“The curly haired guy other there with the girl.” I said blinking the tears back.
He looked over at them and then back at me. “Oh.” He said in a whisper.
“You don't understand, He said he would be there for me.” I said and my voice cracked.
He grabbed a pin and paper and sighed. “Well, Hun, I am here for you now.” He gave me the paper and on it was an address.
I smiled a little it was nice to have someone that cared. “Thanks.”
“It is his loss, You seem like an amazing girl.” He said trying to make me feel better.
“No, I am not, Look at her and then me. She is freaking beautiful, I see why she chose her over me.” Tears ran down my cheeks. “I have to go.” I said standing up grabbing my coffee.
“Wait.” He said in a soft voice.
“Thanks.” I said and then walked away.
I can't do this. Harry just left me so fast. I was hurt, and then my mom, I didn't have my mom to talk to, my dad wasn't around to threaten Harry. I wouldn't want that to happen though. I found myself walking down the street. My eyes were moist with tears. I was about three blocks from my house. It shouldn't be long.
“Hey.” I heard a familiar voice call. I turned around and seen Harry running after me. “Where are you going?”
“Home.” I mumbled, I couldn't bare to even look at him. He hurt me so much just now.
“Why.” He said walking beside me now.
“So you can go and spend time with your girlfriend.” I spat.
“Oh.” He said. All he could say was oh. Of fucking course.
“Bye, Harry.” I said feeling so helpless.
“Amelia.” He said stopping.
I continued. I couldn't stop crying. I mean, I know I have only met him for a short amount of time, But haven't you ever had that feeling that you known someone your entire life.
“Save it.” I said wiping my eyes.
Harry'sPov
No, This is all wrong, I didn't want Jess, I wanted her. Why am I such a fuck up. How can I break up with Jess without hurting her. I mean, She is seeing me for the first time today. Seeing Amelia walk away from me crying. The imagine flashed back to me when I asked did I frighten her, She just began to cry and then when she found out her mom was in a coma and knowing she might not be able to wake up. She needed me and I just let go of her that easy.
My breathing increased and I felt tears in my eyes. I held them back and then hit the brick building and walked the other way back to the coffee restaurant. Anger in my eyes as I seen Jess sitting alone.
I open the door and then walked back into my seat. She looked at me for a moment.
“Bae, What is wrong?” She asked rubbing my arm. I pulled my arm away.
“Oh, You don't want to know.” I said in between my teeth.
“Tell me.” She said in a more demanding tone.
“The girl I fucking love, hates my guts right now.” I yell. My anger spilling out.
“Excuse me.” She said looking at me in disbelief.
“Shut the fuck up, We are over. Fuck you and forget about us!” I said standing up and walking out the coffee shop. I got into my car. Fuck coffee, I need alcohol.
Amelia's Pov
I was on my bed now crying my eyes out. It had been three hours since then and my phone was vibrating constantly. Harry's name lit up on the screen, I ignored it and turned off my phone. I had no one. I wasn't going to go to Marie, because she was a snobby liar and she used me. She wasn't a real friend anyway she just wanted attention.
Once I had finished crying I grabbed the paper out of my pocket. Should I? Should I not. I mean, He did say that he was going to be there for me and I really need someone right now.
I had applied make up on my face and then fixed my messy hair so it didn't look like I was a wreck or had been crying. I sighed and then walked out the door.
Notes
I updated a quick chapter to make up for a day that I didn't do before I go to bed. I will still update tomorrow with a longer chapter. Don't forget to subscribe and vote for my story. It means a lot to me. and tell me what you think about this story. Comment. Don't be shy. I reply to all of my comments. Because I love to talk. xD
I hope you all had a great Easter as well. I did a little. I guess cause I was off work and got to spend with family.
And someone ate Niall's Nandos... He will find you.. He knows who you are.
I was literally crying today in class when my friend told me that Harry fears Crocodile legs. LMAO! I don't know if I misheard it but it was funny as hell It is okay Harry, I am scared of Mushrooms and fungi. o.o (Confession.)
I've said enough for tonight xD GoodNight.
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I'm glad its that way. XD.
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