Do I Frighten You?

“I- I went to a party with my friend.” I said in a small voice. I was suppose to be mad at him.

“What friend?” He said with a frown appearing on his face.

He was clearly drunk, You could see how he couldn't keep good balance like he usually do. His eyes were low as if he was tired. His black v neck hugged his torso. His arms were crossed against his chest now.

“What friend?” He said this time in between his teeth. He looked around and pulled with him quickly, making me drop my drink on the floor. He pulled me into the house and then closed the door behind me. He pressed me softly against the wall, Both of his hands were on the sides of me, pressing against the wall and then he looked me in the eyes.

“I am sorry.” He slurred. I was kind of scared right now. “Say something!”

“I don't know what to say Harry.” I burst into tears. Just seeing him like this, hurt me.

He was quiet for a moment. Someone came from down stairs. His hair was dark and his eyes looked like a hazel, He was wearing all black to, A girl with blonde hair appeared behind him.

“Harry, You fine?” He asked him entwining hands with the blonde haired girl.

“Yeah.” He said and then looked down, until Zayn and the girl passed through to go out the back door.

“Harry.” I whispered. “I have go to.”

I said trying to move pass him but he wouldn't let me.

“Don't go.” He said looking at me again, grabbing my wrist and tuning me to face him.

“You hurt me, You broke my promise.” I said in a small voice. I dind't look at him but I know that he was staring into my soul.

“I care about you, I broke up with her.” He said in a harsh voice.

“Not from what I seen.” I mumbled. He moved back from me and looked down and ran his hand through his hair.

He didn't say anything. I felt bad for him, just because he was drunk. He looked confused. He opened his mouth to say something, but he didn't. I looked at him for a moment and then moved to walk away. I headed right back outside and then back to David and his boyfriend. They were talking right now, But I didn't know what about.

“Hey.” They both say in unison.

“Hey.” I said sitting down and then looking behind me to see if Harry was there. He wasn't
We just sat there and listened to a lot of people play music. We told stories our at least everyone else did. I kept on looking around to see if I seen Harry, he was no were to be found.

“I'm getting to tired, I guess because I had to work today.” Josh said yawning and leaning onto David's shoulder.

“Same here.” David said in a low voice. “We should get going.”

I nod and stood up. I turned around and seen Harry had a bottle of rum in his hand face was slightly bruised sitting alone. I was saddening to me. “I think I am going to stay here for a while.”

“Okay, Good night sweetie.” Josh said coming in for a hug. I hugged him back and then David waved at me and then they both walked off. I found my legs moving me to Harry and then sitting down next to him.

“Harry.” I whispered. He didn't look up at me. He drunk some more rum. “Harry, Stop.” I said attempting to grab the bottle. He was too quick for me to grab it.

“Don't touch me.” He said in between his teeth. “You're right.”

“What do you mean.” I said confused.

“I did hurt you, Sorry, I can't help it I am a fuck up.” He slurred taking another drink after he finished speaking.

I didn't know what to say. I wasn't looking at him though. His hands were shaking a little. His eyes were still low.

Harry'sPov

When she had walked out on me, I was devastated, I mean, She was hurt, I hurt her I didn't mean to, I broke up with Jessica. I wanted Amelia, I wanted her to know how much I cared about her, But the words just wouldn't come out. I had to grab another bottle of rum. I was also mad because I couldn't take back what I did.

There were a few guys that wouldn't get out of my way so I ached to fight them. Hitting one square in the jaw, having him fall to the floor and the other one getting me from behind as the other man just hit me in the face. I went and then just broke lose and then just blacked out, all I remember was them being on the floor and then me walking away.

I had someone go in the store and by me some rum. I then headed back to Zayn's house. I was so drained, I was exhausted. I needed sleep, but I can't sleep because I don't have her with me. I am not going to sleep until I know that we are going to be okay. I made my way back to the party moments after everything. I felt weak, drinking this alcohol. I was so freaking tired but I was goingt o stay up.

I made my way through Zayn's front door and walked past a few people passing through as well, I didn't like that I felt this way about someone. Jess was never like this it was like I was to make he imagine look better. Amelia, no she doesn't care she wants someone there for her. Anyone. I wanted to be that person.

I went back outside and noticed her sitting there with two guys. She must have been moving on already. I sat on a log and just sighed and looked down, Looks like my chance is already taken. I was so sick of this bull shit, Everyone always move on so quickly, I mean no one cares about me.

As I was sitting there thinking I felt a presence come near me and sit down, It was Amelia, Her scent smelled like fresh apples and honey. Something I loved about this girl.

“Harry.” She whispered, I closed my eyes and then took another sip of rum. “Harry stop.” She said trying to take my bottle, who the hell is she to come over here and try to take what I have left.

“Don't touch me.” I snapped. “You're right.”

“What do you mean?” She asked kind of confused.

“I did hurt you, Sorry, I can't help it I'm a fuck up.” I confessed. Taking another drink.

She didn't say anything just look at me, She was going through much more than me, I hurt her. I can't really make up anything right now.

“You're tired, Let's get you to bed.” She said standing up, I looked up at her. How did she know I was tired? I looked at her for a moment she looked like an angel, I made my self get up almost stumbling over but she grabbed my arm. She lead me towards the door and then into the house and to her car.

Amelia's Pov

For how much I was upset at Harry, I did care for him and his saftey. I didn't want him to feel like he was going to be abandoned here and I didn't want him getting hurt.

“I can drive myself.” He said with a small frown as I opened the door for him. I looked at him as if he was crazy.

“Harry, Get in the car, You can barely walk.”I said and gestured my arm for him to get in the car. He mumbled something but then made himself into the car. I closed the door behind him and got out my phone to see the time, It was only eleven o clock. It wasn't as late as I thought it would be. I made my way to the drivers seat and then opened the door. I seen as he had his arms crossed and he was looking ahead.

I started the engine and then began to drive off, A normal speed, cops wee out and I didn't want to get stopped, Harry didn't have a seat belt on.

Once I made my way into his parking lot, He was nearly sleep, His head leaned up against the window, But his arms were still crossed. I turned off the car and then unlocked the door. I made my way to his side of the car. I opened it and he looked up at me.

He stepped out, and stayed quiet, I closed the door behind him and walked him to his flat. I grabbed his key out of his back pocket and unlocked the door and opened it.

He allowed me to walk in before him and I did and looked around. He closed the door and locked it behind him.

“You should get some sleep.” I whispered to him. He turned on the light of the living room and walked closer to me. He didn't smile. He just looked down at me. His eyes stayed focused on mine. I couldn't help but look away.

“Amelia, Please look at me.” His hands came onto my waist and pulled me slightly closer to him. I didn't move away, I was scared to upset him. “Stay here with me please.” He said in a small voice.

I couldn't stay here with him, I mean I could. My mom was still in the hospital but I don't think that it is a good idea for me to stay here with him. But other than that, Maybe he needed me, I could protect him. I mean he did save me once.

I nodded and a smile came across his lips as he took my hand in his. He lead up to the bed room, Walking slow, making sure that he doesn't fall. He opened the room door and then let go of my hand. My eyes traveled to his body as he took off his shirt. He was fumbling to take it off but managed to do it.

He looked at me, He looked at my body and then at my face. “You're wearing that to bed?” He asked..

I gulped, for heavens sake I didn't know I was going to have a slumber party at Harrys. Not even meet him at the party. I just started at him for a moment and he smiled. “Don't worry, I got some clothes for you.”

He said moving to his dresser and pulled out some sweats and a black t shirt and tossing them to me. I caught them and exhaled slowly. He turned to face me, His eyes were soft and he began to take off his bandana, His hair didn't fall in his face, It was still pushed back.

“Go on, Change.” He slurred.

“You have a bathroom?” I asked sort of shy.

“Well, aren't you fun.” He said pushing himself off the dresser and guided me to the bathroom. “There you are.”

“Thanks.” I blushed and then closed the door behind me. I sighed and then looked at myself in the mirror. I can't run from him, He needs me right now and I want to be there for him. I took my heels off and felt relieved and took off my dress and then put on his shirt and and sweats. They felt comfortable, His shirt was about thigh length on me and his sweats were baggy and comfortable. I opened the bathroom door and noticed him standing right there waiting for me. I had grabbed my dress and put them in my hand as he grabbed my free hand.

“You look nice.” He smiled and then made me go towards the room again. I had put the dress down along with my heels next to his bed. He had turned off the lights and then went in the bed. I found myself sitting on the edge of the bed. I was scared. I shouldn't be but I was.

“Amelia.” He said in a whisper. I looked back at him and I seen him laying down and his head resting on a pillow and him looking up at me. That was a sign for me to lay down next to him. I did and then looked at his face. We were looking at each other, I remember doing this before. But this time he was drunk.

“I have a question.” He said in a low voice. I looked at him and waited for an answer. “Are we okay?”

Notes

I know I haven't updated, Writers block. I am still having it a little so sorry if this chapter sucks. LOL Anywho!

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