Perfect
once or twice
"ness we could help you ."
"that's exactly what I don't want ."
"well why not ."
"because knowing Niall he'd drop everything and come to my rescue."
I said standing up from the couch we were sitting on.
"would that be so bad?"
"yes! Think about what would happen to me, you , one direction! the paps would eat us alive , I can see it now Nessa Monroe pregnant with Niall Horan's baby what has she done now? . think about what my management , your guy's management would do . hell what our parents would do my mom would kill me!"
something stopped me from my rant and that was the thought that my mum had no idea where I was at, I hadn't talked to her since I left.
I felt Liam thumb across my cheek bringing me back to reality
"we will talk about this tomorrow,yeah lets watch a movie."
we sat down with burgers and fries that i ordered in
"how many times have you left this house since you left?"
"once or twice." I giggled
and that's how it was eating and watching the Tinkerbell series.
I woke up the next morning in my bed so I assumed Liam had carried me to my bed.
I checked my phone and saw that I had 32 missed calls from Niall plus 56 texts also from him. I knew that I'd have to go home soon and tell him. But I didn't know how I would. 'oh by the way you go my pregnant its a girl!' yeah that wouldn't work out too well.
My thoughts were interrupted by my stomach yelling at me for food so I got up and headed to the kitchen
on the way there I noticed that Liam had occupied my guest room a suitcase at the closet and a sleeping Liam Payne on the bed.
Once in the kitchen I fixed myself some frosted flakes. I took not that I would need to go shopping sometime later today. as I was putting cereal into my mouth a smiley Liam walked ... holing my phone to his ear
"yeah one sec she's right here."
he said to whoever was on the other line and tried to hand me my phone 'who is it?' I mouthed to him so the other person wouldn't hear me he just shook his head and urged me to take my phone so I took it and held it to my ear.
"hello?"
"hi Nessa this is Jeremy."
oh crap was all that was running through my mind my manger was on the other line.
"you need to some back to London we have a lot to do and I can't have you lollygagging and doing whatever you want." he said sternly
did he really just say lollygagging.... how old I had to bite my tongue to keep from laughing.
"trust me if you knew why i was here you wouldn't want me back ."
"you need to come back I don't really care why you left."
hurtful
"give me two days."
"fine."
I hung up and started daggers at Liam who was currently making himself eggs.
"you fucking tosser."
he looked at me and noticed my anger towards him he raised his eyebrow as to say 'whatever have I done?'
"now I have to go back to London in two days!"
"oh good we can pack after I eat."
he said flipping one of his eggs. now what would I do , I mean I knew I'd have to go back but not this soon even if i had been gone for four weeks. but now I have two days before I face everyone.
"c'mon you knew you would have to go back."
"I know."
"so why are you mad?"
"because I-I don't even know."
"well then lets pack."
I spent the whole day packing, clothes mostly. and the rest of the time I had was spent freaking out for the unknown. only after making Liam swear not to tell the lads of let them visit me until I was ready did i relax but not much.
the whole car ride back all I could do was think of what could possibly happen. The fans,my tour,my parents, management, and Niall.
"I know what will calm your nerves."
"Liam now is not the time for games."
"its not . lets sing it always calms you."
"alright what song?"
"one of yours."
"okay."
I said and started the track in the radio my new single what you've done to me.
Sometimes you get what you want
Sometimes you get what you don't
Sometimes ya, get nothing at all
I sang my voice cracking slightly because how scared I was to go back
And when it finally comes round
You tear it up, break it down down
'Til there's nothing at all
I used to be so in control
No one could ever touch me
I'd tell myself I'd never fall
And nobody would catch me
You shot your love through my defenses
And left me wide open
Feels like my feet can't touch the ground (the ground)
That's what you've done to me
Liam started singing the chorus with me
I'm a rocket to the sun
I'm a heartbeat on the run
That's what you've, what you've done to me
I'm a bullet I can fly
When you kiss me I could die
That's what you've, what you've done to me (Done to me, to me...)
Sometimes you love but they don't
Sometimes they love but you won't
Sometimes ya, just can't figure it out
My planets aligned
And there's no doubt in my mind
Mmm..
Baby, you shot your love through my defenses
And left me wide open
Feels like my feet can't touch the ground
That's what you've done to me
I'm a rocket to the sun
I'm a heartbeat on the run
That's what you've, what you've done to me
I'm a bullet I can fly
When you kiss me I could die
That's what you've, what you've done to me (Done to me)
(Ooh hoo ooh hoo) Done to me
(Ooh hoo ooh hoo) Done to me
I'm a rocket to the sun
I'm a heartbeat on the run
That's what you've, what you've done to me (Done to me)
I used to be so in control
No one could ever touch me
I'd tell myself I'd never fall
And nobody would catch me
I'm a rocket to the sun
I'm a heartbeat on the run
That's what you've, what you've done to me (You've done to me)
I'm a bullet I can fly
When you kiss me I could die
That's what you've, what you've done to me (You've done to me)
I'm a rocket to the sun
I'm a heartbeat on the run
That's what you've, what you've done to me (Done to me)
I'm a bullet I can fly
When you kiss me I could die
That's what you've, what you've done to me (Done to me)
And nobody would catch me
(Ooh hoo ooh hoo ooh hoo)
(Ooh hoo ooh hoo ooh hoo)
And nobody would catch me
(Ooh hoo ooh hoo ooh hoo)
(Ooh hoo ooh hoo ooh hoo)
I'm a rocket to the sun
I'm a heartbeat on the run
That's what you've, what you've done to me (Done to me)
I'm a bullet I can fly (Done to me)
When you kiss me I could die
That's what you've, what you've (done to me)
I finished the song singing my heart out to the never ending white lines on the black road.
"you feel better now don't you."
I couldn't lie as much as I hate being wrong I really felt better.
"yeah."
"always works."
"tosser."
he laughed
"tool."
this time I laughed we always did that never meaning it but it's always fun especially in public the paps go crazy.
"that's exactly what I don't want ."
"well why not ."
"because knowing Niall he'd drop everything and come to my rescue."
I said standing up from the couch we were sitting on.
"would that be so bad?"
"yes! Think about what would happen to me, you , one direction! the paps would eat us alive , I can see it now Nessa Monroe pregnant with Niall Horan's baby what has she done now? . think about what my management , your guy's management would do . hell what our parents would do my mom would kill me!"
something stopped me from my rant and that was the thought that my mum had no idea where I was at, I hadn't talked to her since I left.
I felt Liam thumb across my cheek bringing me back to reality
"we will talk about this tomorrow,yeah lets watch a movie."
we sat down with burgers and fries that i ordered in
"how many times have you left this house since you left?"
"once or twice." I giggled
and that's how it was eating and watching the Tinkerbell series.
I woke up the next morning in my bed so I assumed Liam had carried me to my bed.
I checked my phone and saw that I had 32 missed calls from Niall plus 56 texts also from him. I knew that I'd have to go home soon and tell him. But I didn't know how I would. 'oh by the way you go my pregnant its a girl!' yeah that wouldn't work out too well.
My thoughts were interrupted by my stomach yelling at me for food so I got up and headed to the kitchen
on the way there I noticed that Liam had occupied my guest room a suitcase at the closet and a sleeping Liam Payne on the bed.
Once in the kitchen I fixed myself some frosted flakes. I took not that I would need to go shopping sometime later today. as I was putting cereal into my mouth a smiley Liam walked ... holing my phone to his ear
"yeah one sec she's right here."
he said to whoever was on the other line and tried to hand me my phone 'who is it?' I mouthed to him so the other person wouldn't hear me he just shook his head and urged me to take my phone so I took it and held it to my ear.
"hello?"
"hi Nessa this is Jeremy."
oh crap was all that was running through my mind my manger was on the other line.
"you need to some back to London we have a lot to do and I can't have you lollygagging and doing whatever you want." he said sternly
did he really just say lollygagging.... how old I had to bite my tongue to keep from laughing.
"trust me if you knew why i was here you wouldn't want me back ."
"you need to come back I don't really care why you left."
hurtful
"give me two days."
"fine."
I hung up and started daggers at Liam who was currently making himself eggs.
"you fucking tosser."
he looked at me and noticed my anger towards him he raised his eyebrow as to say 'whatever have I done?'
"now I have to go back to London in two days!"
"oh good we can pack after I eat."
he said flipping one of his eggs. now what would I do , I mean I knew I'd have to go back but not this soon even if i had been gone for four weeks. but now I have two days before I face everyone.
"c'mon you knew you would have to go back."
"I know."
"so why are you mad?"
"because I-I don't even know."
"well then lets pack."
I spent the whole day packing, clothes mostly. and the rest of the time I had was spent freaking out for the unknown. only after making Liam swear not to tell the lads of let them visit me until I was ready did i relax but not much.
the whole car ride back all I could do was think of what could possibly happen. The fans,my tour,my parents, management, and Niall.
"I know what will calm your nerves."
"Liam now is not the time for games."
"its not . lets sing it always calms you."
"alright what song?"
"one of yours."
"okay."
I said and started the track in the radio my new single what you've done to me.
Sometimes you get what you want
Sometimes you get what you don't
Sometimes ya, get nothing at all
I sang my voice cracking slightly because how scared I was to go back
And when it finally comes round
You tear it up, break it down down
'Til there's nothing at all
I used to be so in control
No one could ever touch me
I'd tell myself I'd never fall
And nobody would catch me
You shot your love through my defenses
And left me wide open
Feels like my feet can't touch the ground (the ground)
That's what you've done to me
Liam started singing the chorus with me
I'm a rocket to the sun
I'm a heartbeat on the run
That's what you've, what you've done to me
I'm a bullet I can fly
When you kiss me I could die
That's what you've, what you've done to me (Done to me, to me...)
Sometimes you love but they don't
Sometimes they love but you won't
Sometimes ya, just can't figure it out
My planets aligned
And there's no doubt in my mind
Mmm..
Baby, you shot your love through my defenses
And left me wide open
Feels like my feet can't touch the ground
That's what you've done to me
I'm a rocket to the sun
I'm a heartbeat on the run
That's what you've, what you've done to me
I'm a bullet I can fly
When you kiss me I could die
That's what you've, what you've done to me (Done to me)
(Ooh hoo ooh hoo) Done to me
(Ooh hoo ooh hoo) Done to me
I'm a rocket to the sun
I'm a heartbeat on the run
That's what you've, what you've done to me (Done to me)
I used to be so in control
No one could ever touch me
I'd tell myself I'd never fall
And nobody would catch me
I'm a rocket to the sun
I'm a heartbeat on the run
That's what you've, what you've done to me (You've done to me)
I'm a bullet I can fly
When you kiss me I could die
That's what you've, what you've done to me (You've done to me)
I'm a rocket to the sun
I'm a heartbeat on the run
That's what you've, what you've done to me (Done to me)
I'm a bullet I can fly
When you kiss me I could die
That's what you've, what you've done to me (Done to me)
And nobody would catch me
(Ooh hoo ooh hoo ooh hoo)
(Ooh hoo ooh hoo ooh hoo)
And nobody would catch me
(Ooh hoo ooh hoo ooh hoo)
(Ooh hoo ooh hoo ooh hoo)
I'm a rocket to the sun
I'm a heartbeat on the run
That's what you've, what you've done to me (Done to me)
I'm a bullet I can fly (Done to me)
When you kiss me I could die
That's what you've, what you've (done to me)
I finished the song singing my heart out to the never ending white lines on the black road.
"you feel better now don't you."
I couldn't lie as much as I hate being wrong I really felt better.
"yeah."
"always works."
"tosser."
he laughed
"tool."
this time I laughed we always did that never meaning it but it's always fun especially in public the paps go crazy.
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im soooooooooo sorry guys my laptop broke i couldnt update but i just got it fixed finally and ill have a new up date super soon :)
8/15/14