It had been fifteen weeks. since it had happened and by it I mean me getting pregnant with Niall Horan's baby. was I going to tell him as far as I was concerned no I was not going to tell him I figure I will just flee and have her ,and no one has to know that I have her. it was getting harder and harder to hide my growing belly from the world since being famous doesn't really help and on top of that I have a tour to prepare for but that's not for a few months. the boys are starting to ask questions especially Liam I felt so bad for keeping her from them but I just couldn't it would ruin his career because knowing Niall he would drop everything to have her and I just couldn't do that to the rest of the lads. so I did what I do best i left. so I'm now in Ireland but not with family I bought a house away from everyone the only person that knows that I have this house is Liam. so to bring you to today I am sitting in my house crying because I have nothing else to do I cant get drunk or do anything crazy like I would do if I wasn't pregnant. my thoughts were broken by a familiar sound

*beep* *beep*
I reached for my cellphone to see that I had one new text
"lovely that can go with the rest I haven't read." I mumbled to my self I figured it was early craziness from being isolated from everyone. I laughed to my self. and ignored the text.

I pulled out my laptop and looked up the news to see what the paps had said about me.

pop star Nessa Monroe has fled the U.K

Nessa Monroe missing seems to have fallen off the face of the earth!

is one direction to blame for Nessa's fleeing?


it was pretty crazy because I had kept in touch with my manager and my publicist so I had hoped they would keep all this under control but apparently not.
so I told myself I would call Lexi my publicist later and sort this out. I got my guitar out and started to strum the familiar chords. and let the words flow from my mouth


Im still alive
But im bearly breathing
Just prayed to a god
That i dont believe in

Now I got time
while he got freedom
When a heart breaks
No, it dont break even

What am I supposed to do
When the best part of me
was always you
And what am i supposed to say
When Im all choked up
And your OK

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah

You took her heart
and my heart
And done all the pain
I took the suitcase
And I took the blame

Tryin to hold on to
What little remains, Oh
But you left me with no love
And honour to my name

I'm still alive
But I'm bearly breathing
Just prayed to a god
That i dont believe in

Now I got time
while he got freedom
When a heart breaks
No, it dont break even

What am I supposed to do
When the best part of me
was always you
And what am i supposed to say
When I'm all choked up
And your OK

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling
I sang as loud as I could because no one could hear me anyways. that song was one I wrote when I had my heart broken by my first boyfriend. I was devastated but Niall helped me get over him. everything seemed to lead back to him. I thought as i sat in my living room my phone beeped again and I decided to open it

from: Liam:)
Nessa please answer me are you okay please give me a ring we are all freaking out you've been gone for two weeks!
I felt a tear run down my cheek an I realized how much I missed him and how much I needed him.

so I did what I never thought I would do I dialed his number . he picked up on the first ring

"oh my god Nessa are you okay!"

"Liam I'm fine just please listen to me"

"anything"

'go somewhere where the lads can't hear you"
I heard so rustling and then a click

"okay now tell me where you are."

"only you can come"

"that's fine I'll be there just tell me please."

"remember the house I bought in Ireland."

"yes. are you there I'm coming be there at five."

and he hung up what a great best friend. now some people have thought that we fancied each other but really hes like my older brother. so i sat around for hours until five thirty and I figure he wasn't going to be here when someone busted through my door and there stood Liam

"I missed you so much why did you leave?"

"why are you late." I laughed as he smiled at me

"I made a wrong turn."

"oh my god your terrible with directions!"

"now why did you leave?"

"Liam something happened." I started because I really didn't know how I was going to tell him

"just tell me ness."

"Niall got me pregnant." I whispered

"oh ness." he said and hugged me

Notes

well heres the first chapter let me know what you guys think