Secrets

Liam's P.O.V

It seems everyone is in need of my help. Rachel needed my advice on how to tell Zayn something, Kate needed advice for relationship for a friend, and now here comes Louis. I hear him ask for my advice with something. Why does everyone need my advice there are other people here.

"Of course follow me." I say even though I really just need time to think by myself. I made a big mistake and it's eating me.

I hope Louis is planning on asking me if he should marry Harry. We need some good news at this point and I need good news to take my mind off Zayn.

I really just want to talk to Zayn. But I can see Louis is starting to freak out a little. Zayn can wait.

"Here we are. What's on your mind mate?"

"I need your opinion on whether or not if proposing to Harry on stage in front of the biggest crowd tonight would be a massive mistake. I want to ask the other lads but I wanted to ask you first. Please tell me this is a good idea. I am freaking out right now this is the scariest thing I will ever do." Louis just rants on. Que my turn to interrupt him.

"You'll do great Lou! Harry loves you to death and we know the crowd will be beyond happy. I say go for it! Just take a deep breath and relax it'll work out great!" I say and I genuinely believe it when I say it.

"I am just worried what management is going to do if I follow through with this plan. I know the crowd will love it. Just what would management do to us."

"Well honestly nothing they haven't already done but this time they can't cover it up. But our contract is coming to an end with them so do what will make you happy."

"Thanks Liam. But how exactly should I do this? What song should I do it with? Or should I do it during one of the times we talk to the crowd?"

"Well you can do it during Drag Me Down or 18 or we could even start playing I Think I Wanna Marry You? I mean there's a lot of options Lou. You can also do it while Harry is doing his Oh Yeah thing?"

"Thanks Liam. So you say go for it? I suppose I should ask Niall and Zayn what they think seeing as how this will affect them as well. Can you please call them and ask them to come here. I would but I am shaking so much."

"Anytime Lou. And yeah no problem I'll go call them you sit and try to relax. I'll also get Harry here then when the others come I'll take Harry away so he doesn't hear. But I know Harry calms you so be right back."
I make the calls to everyone, but I hesitate when calling Zayn. I don’t really want to call him when all I keep thinking about is the night when the girls went out all night. I messed things up for myself. I know I should just tell Kate everything. I just can’t bring myself to do it. Mostly because Zayn would also be in trouble with Rachel. I hear Zayn talking and what he says just changes my mind about asking him to talk later. Clearly he is really in love with Rachel. I was just used to make him feel better that night. I feel so used. Eventually the call ends and everyone arrives at the meeting moments later.

"Hey Harry can you come help me with a few things." I say staying as chilled out as possible.

I can feel Zayn looking at me as he sits across from Louis trying to hide his obvious boner.

"It's nothing I haven't seen before."

"What was that mate." Harry asks as I leave the room.

"Nothing just thinking out loud."

"Oh okay then whenever you want to talk about it let me know. Hey could you give me some advice please?"

I give Harry my advice. With almost giving away Louis surprise.

I take Harry back to the dressing room and can see Louis fidgeting so I call him.

"Hey Louis can you come help me? Harry here wasn't able too."

“Yeah no problem.” Louis replies as he gets up. Louis stops and kisses Harry in such a loving way. It reminds me of those times with Zayn...really Liam drop it Zayn made his choice he loves Rachel I need to accept that but I can't....

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