Secrets

Louis' P.O.V

I am walking around the stadium when I spot Liam walking around. He would know what to do about the predicament I'm in.

"Liam I need to ask you a question. Is there any place we can talk privately?"

"Of course follow me" Liam answers while leading Louis to the dressing room.

"Here we are. What's on your mind mate?"

"I need your opinion on whether or not if proposing to Harry on stage in front of the biggest crowd tonight. I want to ask the other lads but I wanted to ask you first. Please tell me this is a good idea. I am freaking out right now this is the scariest thing I will ever do."

"You'll do great Lou! Harry loves you to death and we know the crowd will be beyond happy. I say go for it! Just take a deep breath and relax it'll work out great!"

"I am just worried what management is going to do if I follow through with this plan. I know the crowd will love it. Just what would management do to us."

"Well honestly nothing they haven't already done but this time they can't cover it up. But our contract is coming to an end with them so do what will make you happy."

"Thanks Liam. But how exactly should I do this? What song should I do it with? Or should I do it during one of the times we talk to the crowd?"

"Well you can do it during Drag Me Down or 18 or we could even start playing I Think I Wanna Marry You? I mean there's a lot of options Lou. You can also do it while Harry is doing his Oh Yeah thing?"

"Thanks Liam. So you say go for it? I suppose I should ask Niall and Zayn what they think seeing as how this will affect them as well. Can you please call them and ask them to come here. I would but I am shaking so much."

"Anytime Lou. And yeah no problem I'll go call them you sit and try to relax. I'll also get Harry here then when the others come I'll take Harry away so he doesn't hear. But I know Harry calms you so be right back."

"Thanks again Liam."

I try and regain my composure while Liam calls the rest of the lads. My heart is racing and it's getting harder to catch my breath. Just when i think I am about to go into a full on panic attack Harry shows up screaming my name. I love that goofball.

"LOUIS!!!!" Harry yells as he runs in the room and jumps into my lap. I just love him so much I can't help but laugh and smile as he holds me close.

"How's my boobear? I know I just saw you like 10 minutes ago." Harry laughs as he tried to make a joke but failed.

"Better now that you're here Curly."

"Do you know where Lima Bean is I need to ask him a question." Harry asks before he kisses me on the lips.

"I can't answer if you keep kissing me like that Harold."

"Exactly now stop talking so I can kiss you Lewis."

"Get a room you two! We don't need to know what happens in the bedroom!" Niall playfully shouts at us

"We're in one thank you. Besides this is tame compared to the bedroom." Harry smirks at Niall and the other lads.

"Hey Harry can you come help me with a few things?" Liam tries to stay nonchalant.

"But then I have to leave Louis. Well okay Liam. I'll see you right before we go on love. I love you boobear!" Harry says while following Liam out of the room.

"I love you too Hazza!"

I hear Harry ask Liam if he could get some advice. Seems Liam is the go to guy for advice.

I make sure Harry is out of earshot before I start panicking again.

"WHAT DO I DO HELP ME!!" Beyond panicked now.

"Whoa whoa Louis relax it's okay relax. What's got you panicking?" Niall and Zayn ask in unison.

"I have this idea i want to run by you it affects all of us." I say in a shaky voice.

"You have our attention Lou. Anything that has you this wound up must be pretty massive. And important if you are asking us for advice and consulting with us" Zayn says taking a seat across from me. Something seems off about Zayn. THere shouldn’t be anything off about him he just came from seeing Rachel. The only way I know that is because he is trying to hide his hard on. I know to much info

"Oh it's pretty massive... and about the most intimidating and probably the most stupid thing I could do." getting my mind off Zayn’s problem for the moment

"Continue you have our full attention and curiosity." Niall says

"Well you know I've been wanting to propose to Harry but just haven't had the right time....I would like to ask him tonight during the concert at some point..but am not sure if I should or not. I mean what would Modest do? The last time I did something kinda like this Eleanor came around.." I say sad and worried.

"Well in my opinion Modest can screw themselves they will be gone soon anyway I say do whatever makes you happy." Niall says in a happy obnoxious voice like usual.


"Zayn what do you say? should I go with it?" I question looking at the floor. I cant look at him because fear of his answer. I expect him to say no because he is the sensible one when everyone else is in agreement with me doing stupid.

"Logically I would say no. However I say fuck mangement they can go fuck themselves with a cactus from hell with what they put you through. What do you want us to help with tonight." he responds sending me into shock with how easily he agreed to it.

That settles it if the other three are all in agreement.

I am going to propose to Harry tonight.

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