“I’m going to kill myself,” I muttered as I sat in Poppy’s perfectly white living room. I was trying so hard not to purposefully spill my tea all over her vintage wingback chair.

“Knock it off, Tone,” Rusty warned me as she chewed on her scone. I rolled my eyes and spun the liquid in my mug with a spoon. Poppy had left us alone while she “tidied up” the guest bedroom for us to sleep in. What she really meant was that she needed to change the spunk-filled sheets and clean up all the dirty rubbers that were on the floor. I wasn’t a rookie to Poppy’s life; I knew exactly what kind of company she kept.

“Alright ladies! Everything should be tip-top now. So sorry I had to step out. How is the tea?” Poppy smoothed her skirt before sitting down and pouring herself a cup. She pissed me off so much. She was always trying to make it seem like she was some royal princess with enough class to fill Buckingham Palace, when in fact she was just as dirty a whore as any of the prostitutes walking the streets of South London. Living with her for any amount of time was really going to test my sanity.

“Thanks so much for this Pop,” Rusty smiled as she set down her empty mug. “It’s going to be so much fun staying with you for a couple days, right Toni?” She shot me a death glare and I quickly finished my tea.

“Oh yeah, Poppy, I’m looking forward to it. Are you sure we aren’t imposing?”

“Of course not! It’s so safe that you’re both here. We’ll be such good roomies!” I held my gag as she sipped her tea. I felt my phone buzz and flipped it open. You still coming tonight, babe? x. I smiled at the text from Harry. Where there’s coke, there’s a chance I’ll be there. I texted him back and flipped my phone shut as Rusty and Poppy blabbered on about some bullshit.

“Well, I’m going to go bring some of our bags inside. Then we need to get ready for tonight, Rusty.” I hit her shoulder as I made my way towards the door.

“Get ready for what?” Poppy asked, sipping her tea. I rolled my eyes and let Rusty tell her about the party tonight while I went outside to my car. I kicked a nearby rock and pulled out a cigarette. As I took a drag, I noticed a fit boy with blue eyes staring at me on the sidewalk.

“Hi.” He smiled, scratching his head.

I looked him up and down as I smoked. “Hi.”

“Mind if I steal one?” He gestured towards my pack and I stuck it in front of me so he could take one. “Name’s Matt. I just moved in next door.” He held out his hand and I stared at it.

“Lovely. I’m crashing at this slut’s house till my flat is bought.” I smoked my cigarette away from his face as he laughed.

“Well what about your name, love?” He shoved his hand into the pocket of his jean jacket and looked down at the ground.

“Toni.” I stomped my cigarette on the concrete and started walking towards the Mini.

“Will you be here long, Toni?” He asked as he followed me. I stopped and turned around, looking right into his sky-blue eyes. His brown hair had fallen in front of his face and I noticed a few freckles adorning his cheeks.

“Too long. Help me bring in my stuff, yeah?” I opened my trunk and handed him a few bags. Normally I would have been a huge cunt, but he was too cute to let walk away. Accompanied by the Lone Ranger, I made my way back into the house.

“Who’s your friend Toni?” Poppy asked as she practically flew out of her seat. Stupid slut.

“This is Max. He lives a few blocks down.”

“Hi I’m Matt, I just moved in next door.” I shrugged my shoulders. I was close enough.

“Oh wonderful! This is my house, and Toni and Rusty are staying with me for a bit.” Poppy was practically drooling at this point.

“So I’ve heard. Where should I put these down, Toni?” Matt asked me as he held up the bags. I gestured towards the bedroom and he followed me inside. “So that’s the slut then?” He dropped the bags on the bed. I laughed as I did the same.

“That’d be her. Real piece of work. Hope she didn’t come off too desperate. Wait, no I don’t.” He smiled and ran his fingers through his hair.

“I hope I’ll see around, Toni. If you ever need an escape or an alibi, just stop on by.” He winked and left the bedroom. I heard him say goodbye to the other girls before walking out the front door. Rusty came in soon after, a look of concern on her face.

“Who was that?” She asked as she unzipped her suitcase.

“I met him outside and he offered to help me. I don’t know, he’s cute.” I ignored her looks as I looked through my bags for a cute dress. I found the perfect low-cut red dress that made my tits look amazing.

“I’m guessing Poppy is joining us tonight, yeah?” Rusty picked up a teal tube top and black sequin mini-skirt.

“Yeah she is. Is that okay? I thought it could be compensation for letting us stay here.” She looked at me with pleading eyes.

“Yeah, it’s fine. At least it will shut her up for awhile.” My best friend smiled at me and we got ready for our night out.

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I was in shock when Rusty, Poppy, and I hopped out of the cab at the address Harry texted me. There were so many people outside that I didn’t even know what the outside color of the house was. We shuffled our way inside, getting handed many drugs as we passed through the crowd of people. By the time we got into the living room, I had a bag of coke, three pills, and two spliffs in my hand. I popped all the pills in my mouth and swallowed, then looked around to find an open table. I grabbed Rusty’s hand and dragged her through even more people. I saw Arab Sex God snorting powder with some blonde, but Harry wasn’t with him.

When I found a clear table, I sat down and pulled out my bag. I used my ID to force the powder into a smooth straight line against the glass. I pulled out a bill and rolled it up into a cylinder-like shape, then placed it against the opening of my nostril. I inhaled as I slowly ran the tube across the line, looking up at the ceiling once I was finished. I dealt with the burn of chemicals that went down my throat and exhaled through my mouth. Sniffing until all the powder was out of my nose, I then drew a line for Rusty. The music was blasting and I could feel my high already. Rusty picked me up off of the couch and we danced together in the crowd of people. I felt a number of hands on my body, but didn’t care as I was having such a great time with my best friend. All of a sudden, I felt a hand on my shoulder and turned around to have two wet lips plant a kiss on mine.

“Toni, so good to see you!” Zaahir or Zaid or whatever the fuck his name was appeared behind me with who I’m guessing was his girlfriend.

“Thanks for the kiss.” I smiled at him and the blonde who was just giggling and staring at the dancers around us. High as kite wouldn’t even begin to describe her.

“Harry was looking for you earlier. Last time I saw him he was going to take a piss.” He scratched his head as he looked around with his bloodshot eyes. I smiled and patted his shoulder.

“I’ll go find him, cheers.” He smiled and I kissed Rusty on the cheek before finding Mr. Rockstar. The drugs were making me horny, and a quick fuck in a closet sounded like fun. I asked a random girl in glitter stripes where the bathroom was, and she pointed towards a red door. I turned the knob and opened the door, seeing Harry’s curly locks in the reflection of the mirror. But, that wasn’t the only reflection I saw.

Harry’s head was tilted towards the ceiling as a slutty little red-head had her disgusting lips around the tip of his cock. He moaned in pleasure as she sloppily shoved him in and out of her mouth. Really? He couldn’t have waited for me? Fucking prick. Not being able to take it any longer, I let my bitch out.

“Shit, Styles. If you wanted a blowjob, you could have at least gotten a girl without so many diseases. Have fun at the doctor’s tomorrow!” His eyes grew wide in horror and I saw his mouth open to protest, but I closed the door and walked back towards my friend.

Rusty was dancing on top of a table with Poppy, and I jumped right up and joined them. It’s not like Harry and I had anything serious, so I wasn’t jealous that he was with someone else, just mad that I lost a good fuck for the night. Or…maybe I was jealous? I don’t know these drugs were too fucking strong.

There was a huge crash and we stopped dancing to see what was happening. Two large men, one in black and one in white, were throwing punches at each other. Soon their friends started joining in, and there was so much fighting going on that the whole place was freaking out. My eyes darted around the scene below me to try and find an escape route, but they landed on a pair of green globes. Harry looked worried, but I blew him off as I grabbed Rusty’s and Poppy’s hands and made a break for the door. I pushed and shoved my way through all the people, stepping on countless toes and fingers that got in my way. Once we were outside I heard cop sirens and started to run, my friends close behind me. We ran about two blocks until finding a cab and climbed inside.

“Fucking fuck! What the Hell went down in there?” Rusty asked while she rubbed her temples.

“I think that was two drug lord guys fighting. Onyx was the main supplier of the party, but I think some Bones showed up, too.” Poppy was fanning herself with her purse and rubbed Rusty’s back with her free hand.

“I think you’re right. I remember seeing what looked like a member of Onyx and a member of Bones starting the brawl. Fucking crazy.” The drug dealer gangs of London scared me; even though I was happy they supplied me with the majority of my drugs. The rest of the cab ride was silent as we calmed down from our highs. Poppy paid the driver, and we made our way to her front door. She stumbled to get her keys out of her bag as I saw there was still a light on in Matt’s house. I checked my phone and saw it was nearly three in the morning.

“You guys go ahead, I’m going to smoke. Don’t take all the covers, Rus.” She smiled and followed Poppy inside. I made my way next door and knocked twice. After a few minutes, I heard shuffling and the door opened. Matt was standing in an undershirt and boxers, his hair messy and a beer between his fingers.

“To what do I owe this pleasure?” He cracked a grin and took a swig of his beer.

“Care for a little company? I’m not ready for bed yet.” He shook his head as he smiled and allowed me inside.