-Alex’s POV-

*MINOR SMUT, BUT LIKE DUHH ITS RATED R FOR A REASON*


Luke starts to attack my neck with little assaults. Wet kisses and teeth nip at my skin and i slip out a little moan.



“Luke”



“Lay down baby”



And so i do just that.



I shuffle around and Luke hovers over me. I feel deeply embarrassed and i feel exposed and i lay down flat, right in front of the man i love in my plain black underwear.



He pecks my nose and i cover myself with my hand



“Hey” he puts it back down to my side “don’t cover up, not for me”



He pecks my nose once again before going back to work on my neck.



He starts moving the short, small kisses down my body and onto my stomach.



Once again i am extremely embarrassed, me being so insecure about the way i look.



I flush pink on my cheeks, but since Luke’s head and eyes are directly on my stomach he has no idea.



He then slides his fingers around the elastic of my underwear.



My palms start to sweat and my heart speeds up, anxiously



“May I?”


I swallow the lump in my throat and nod.



“do you have a condom?” i gulp



“condom? Alex, im not gonna have sex with you



Yet”



“Oh” i say just as Luke slowly starts to pull my underwear down



“c-can i.. you know?” he shyly tries to ask



“finger you?”


Silence passed between the both of us and i nod, very nervously as he pulls them entirely off



“will it hurt?”



“maybe baby, but only for a little bit”



“alright”



And with that he pulled my underwear all the way down.



He quickly kissed my cheek saying “ just remember that i will love you always”



“I will always love you too” i repeated



Then, his shaky hands led one of his fingers along my entrance and then up towards my clit



“i just really wanna make you feel good” he said and then started to rub it in little circles setting off millions of nerves in that sensitive area



My hips jolted slightly at the feeling and he smirked



“baby were just getting started”


-Luke’s POV-
(yay!! i feel like i barely do luke’s pov’s anymore)



I spread her legs open a little more, in awe at the sight in front of me.



Alex is the most beautiful person i have ever seen inside and out, and i have waited to share moments like these with her since the day i met her.



I put my fingers just in front of her opening, unsure of what to do next


I froze


Yes i have done this many times before, with many different girls, but this time is different and it needs to be perfect



“just do it” she says



“baby i don’t want to hurt you”



“i’ll be fine, just please” she pleds



I slowly ease a finger inside and wait for her to get used to it before i thrust in and out.



“Luke” she moans


but instead of taking that moan the right way, i take it into the wrong way and i am reminded of the my past. My bad, ugly past

-

“LUKE!” the male’s voice yelled

“ARE YOU HAPPY NOW, YOU DESTROYED HIM!

DO YOU HEAR ME? YOU DESTROYED HIM!!”

-


I freeze and quickly jolt up from my position and stand up in shock while Alex remains on the bed with a very confused look on her face.



“Luke whats wrong?”



“we can’t do this, i-i i cant do that to you”


“why luke, why not ?”



“i don’t want you to regret anything we do”



“Luke why would you say that? I would never regret anything we do” she says as she picks up her pants from the floor, pulls them up and walks over to me



“You will once you find out” i pull the roots in my blonde hair and pace around her bedroom



“find out what?”



“nothing, i have to go” i rush and pick up my jacket of the floor and head for the door



“ oh no you don’t” she grabs my by the forearm and pulls me back


“why can’t you just do this for me, i mean i’ve waited for like ever!” she rolls her eyes and looks slightly pissed



“Wait your mad at me? For not fingering you” i scoff



“Yes!! I mean c’mon luke we’ve dated for like ever and all we’ve done is make out! Im tired and you being such a pussy and always turning me down when i wanna try things!!” she yells



“well excuse me for wanting to wait for the right time!! You can’t rush the feeling of love Alex!” i yell back



“look at you all of a sudden! You little virgin trying to think you know it all about sex, why are you being such a hormonal bitch about this! I fell in love with you because of who you are – were. Not this girl right in front of me who is annoyed because i won’t finger her. Thats low Alex it really is! Here i was thinking you were different to all the other girls, i thought you liked me because of me not because of how i can satisfy you, with my fingers or with my dick! Your just crazy of hormones right now, you know that. Your a crazy hormonal bitch!” i am out of breath but the end of my speech.



But the truth is i didn’t mean a word i said. They just tumbled out of my tongue as if they were natural things to be saying to a loved one. And that was the worst part of all


“get out! Just leave!” she yelled with no emotion, she had no sadness shown on her face and that surprised me the most



“with pleasure” i smirk, and with that walked downstairs said goodbye to her dad, and did just as she told me to.


leave

Notes

hello :)

yes i suck at smut, please don’t judge me, its just not a natural gift to me....

is it werid i was laughing while writing their fighting scene.. yes, ok?

anyway, so who is the guy from luke’s past?
Comment below your guesses and lets see if your right...

ps i didn't edit so if you point out typos i will kill you xx