When In Cancun

Emma’s P.O.V

I sang the last lines and couldn’t refrain from looking at Niall any longer. I wanted him and I wanted him to know. So much for playing hard to get Em, I thought to myself.
When the song was over I saw him get up and walk down from the V.I.P section. I walked off the stage and noticed Niall approaching me. I decided I would give in to my desires. It seemed like he wanted me too from the way he was watching me before. I’ll have to play hard to get another time. I am way too drunk tonight. Niall was stopped a few times by fans asking them to sign things and take pictures. I wasn’t going to walk to him though; he would have to come to me. I was waiting at the bottom of the stage when someone approached me from behind wrapping their arms around me. I turned around expecting Niall, but was disappointed when I saw Stevens jerk of a smile.
“What do you want now?” I asked him rudely.
“A dance, a kiss, a smile.” He said trying to be cute. He just couldn’t pull off the corny flirting the way Niall could.
“For you-“ I pretended to think about it. “No.” I said pushing him off of me. I pushed him just in time too. Just in time to see some girl straddling Niall’s waste and making out with him. I couldn’t help the rush of pain and the lump in my throat that was trying to block the tears from spilling over. This is what you wanted remember? You’re giving him space. I never imagined it would hurt this badly. I couldn’t hold back a few tears as I watched it continue for about 3 seconds and could no longer bear it. I wasn’t thinking clearly so I grabbed Stevens arm and dragged him on to the dance floor. I pulled him through the people and gave him a shove before pushing my backside up against his front. He immediately responded grinding into me and aggressively feeling my thighs and hips.
How could I have let Niall hurt me in this way? I just don’t understand I only knew him for 2 days how could he have knocked down so many walls? Because you don’t build walls stupid, you fall way to easily. Your pathetic I told myself. How could you possibly think you’re the only girl for him? There was no way someone like him came on vacation to be tied down by some girl he just met. You would never be enough.
Steven spun me around the same way he did last night. This time I did not stop him when he leaned in to kiss me. I responded and put my arms around his neck. The kiss was hard and slobbery. I felt like I was kissing a dog. He pushed into me and I felt his hardness on my stomach. It was not a turn on the way Niall’s was. It made me feel gross and I wanted to stop. Then I remembered how upset I was and just decided to break the kiss and turn back around to keep dancing. He was getting more and more aggressive and I didn’t like it at all. He roamed his hands on the inner parts of my thighs until they made it to my crotch. He began to rub me. His fingers made their way through bottom of my shorts and under my thong until he was actually touching me there. I was so grossed out and was about to push him away when I felt someone shove him off of me making him fall to the ground. I felt a rush of relief. I turned to see Niall on top of him punching him repeatedly. He looked so hot; I had never seen him this angry. I was so grateful that he saved me once again, until I realized I was pissed at him. Why was he allowed to make out with other girls, and then freak out when I did the same? He wasn’t.

Niall’s P.O.V
I was making my way to Emma. I was interrupted by a couple of fans and as always I wanted to be polite. I took pictures and signed what ever they wanted quickly so that I could get to her. I didn’t want her talking to that asshole for too long. I was almost there when some girl jumped on me almost making me tumble backwards. She took me by surprise and I had no idea what was going on until it was too late. She had her legs wrapped around me and I only held on to her so that she wouldn’t fall not because I wanted too. Before I knew it she was making out with me, forcing her tongue down my throat. I tried to pull away but she had her grip on me. I finally broke free of her to see Emma as she pulled that asshole on to the dance floor. I move
She started grinding with him and the way he was touching her made me want too literally rip his arms off. I was probably angry enough too. He was touching what was mine, or what I had hoped was mine. When he started sucking her face off I almost lost it and pushed him off of her, but I was heartbroken when I noticed she was responding to the kiss. I just stood there watching because I didn’t have the strength to move.
I didn’t understand I really thought we had a connection today on the beach. Maybe she had seen me with that girl a moment ago? She had to know that it was just some crazy fan and I couldn’t control it.
Then I noticed the scared look on her face as the son of a bitch began to rub her. My face went pale. He was making his way up her shorts when I ran to them. I went full speed wrapping my arms around his hips slamming him to the ground. I then jumped on him and began punching at his face as hard as I could. I lost myself. I was like a savage. I’m not sure how many times I punched him when I felt soft small hands on my shoulders trying to pull me up.
“Niall! Stop please! Niall!” She was crying. I snapped out of it right away and stood up pulling her into my arms.
“No! Get off of me!” She pushed me away. I looked at her hurt. I have to say my heart has never stung so badly.
“Emma please! I’m so sorry, he was kissing you and then when he started touching you I saw you were in pain. I had to do something. He can’t do that to you; I couldn’t bear it.” I said in despair and on the verge of tears. She started punching my chest. I was so confused.
“That’s not for you to decide!” She said through tears. “Your not my boyfriend! You go around kissing other girls! Then when I kiss another guy you attack him! Your right I didn’t want him touching me but I could have taken care of myself!”
She was hysterical now. She looked up at me and my eyes were watery.
“Emma, please don’t do this! That was just some nuts fan that jumped on me! I pulled away the moment I could! I swear! You’re the only girl I planned on kissing tonight.” I took a step closer to her.
She immediately took one back.
“That’s the thing,” She said her sobs were dying down just a bit. “I don’t want to have to worry about other girls attacking you and kissing you. I’m just so confused I don’t know why I like you so much after two days and it’s scaring me.” I dared to step closer again. That was a big mistake.
“Em-” I tried to comfort her but she cut me off.
“Just stay away from me okay!” She shouted and ran through the crowd of people. I tried following her but I lost her. Fuck!
I didn’t know what to do. How could I let her know how much I want her, need her. I have been practically forcing myself on her since the moment we met. Finding her at the club last night. Making her go on a boat ride and Jet skiing with me today. Following her here tonight. I decided to do what I know best. This was going to be so corny, but she seemed to like my corny side this morning. It was worth a try. I ran to the song selection and picked what I was looking for. There were two people before me. I ran to get Liam and Harry. I would need back up for this. It also could help Liam with trying to win over Tara. Most importantly I was going to let everyone know I want her and only her.
Emma’s P.O.V
“Just stay away from me okay!”
I turned and ran away from him as fast as I could, knowing he would try and follow. I pushed through people and quickly ran to the bathroom before he could find me. I leaned into the wall and slid down to the floor sobbing. There were some girls doing their hair and fixing their make up. They just ignored me. After about 5 minutes of uncontrollable crying I got up and fixed myself the best I could. I walked out making sure Niall wasn’t around and went to the table where I was sitting with my friends before. Andie and Tara were talking to three of the guys who ate with us. Tara was sitting there not really paying attention to anyone but focusing on the last sip of her drink. Jen was on the dance floor with that guy. I smiled happy for her that someone would be in a good mood tonight. I went and sat next to Tara.
I called over the waiter and asked for two double cranberry vodkas. I needed to numb the pain.
“You okay?” Tara asked looking as if she had been crying herself.
“No, are you? I asked.
“Nope,” she said sadly. I pulled her in for a hug and when the waiter came with my drinks I gave one to her. We both started drinking.
“So what happened to you? Liam?” I asked knowing he is the only guy who has ever made her upset.
“Yup, he came up to me after our little performance.” She said that with a smile. I smiled with her and looked at her to go on.
“Well we didn’t really say anything. We just walked up to each other and he lifted my thighs so I was around his waist and carried me to a couch in the V.I.P section. We were making out for a while. Then I said something dumb.”
“Like what?”
“Maybe tonight you wont be such a dick to me again.” She said so quietly looking down. I almost didn’t hear it.
“And then he got really upset. He said he was only trying to be a good guy and if he was a dick he would have done what he wanted and had sex with me. I knew he was right but I was once again scared. I got up to leave and he grabbed me arm and told me not to leave him again and that he liked me.”
“What did you do?!” I asked. She looked at me like that was the dumbest question she has ever heard.
“Well I’m here right now all depressed so what do you think?” She asked sarcastically.
“Sorry,” I said as the announcer began talking.
“Up now is Harry Liam and Niall singing “She’s Not Afraid” by One Direction, well their selves.”
Tara and I both turned our heads in shock. My jaw dropped. He was not about to do this. I saw the three of them walk on stage and the music started playing.
Harry sang first.
“She sneaks out in the middle of the night, yeah
Tight dress with the top cut low
She's addicted to the feeling of letting go, oh-whoa, letting to.”

Niall sang next he was looking directly into my eyes and I got the chills.

“She walks in and the room just lights up
But she don't want anyone to know
That I'm the only one that gets to take her home, oh-whoa, take her home”


Then Liam Sung, he looked at Niall who then pointed in our direction. I felt his eyes on
Tara.
“But every time I tell her that I want more
She closes the door”

They all sang this part, but as they were singing they hopped off stage and walked over to our table.
“She's not afraid of all the attention
She's not afraid of running wild
How come she's so afraid of falling in love?
She's not afraid of scary movies
She likes the way we kiss in the dark
But she's so afraid of f-f-falling in love, love”

Then it was just Niall singing again. He grabbed my hand and looked into my eyes like he was looking at his favorite place in the world.

“Maybe she's just trying to test me
Wanna see how hard I'm gonna work
Wanna see if I can really tell how much she's worth, what you're worth
Maybe all her friends have told her, Don't get closer—
He'll just break your heart.
But either way she's teasing me
And it's just so hard, so hard”

Liam sang again, this time right to Tara. I didn’t look at them I was to busy starring at Niall.
“'Cause every time I tell her how I feel
She says it's not real”

(One, two, three, four)

I smiled when they all began singing again. For the first time in the whole song a smile found Niall’s lips after seeing mine. I would smile everyday to see his beautiful smile.

“She's not afraid of all the attention
She's not afraid of running wild
How come she's so afraid of falling in love?
She's not afraid of scary movies
She likes the way we kiss in the dark
But she's so afraid of f-f-falling in love, love”

Then it was Harry’s turn and I was happy to notice he was singing to Kalie. Even though it didn’t exactly apply to their situation. Having Harry Styles sing to her probably made her life.
“What about all the things we said
Talking on the phone so late (so late)
I can't let her get away from me, oh
When I say that I can do it no more
She's back in my door”

They all started singing again but I cut Niall off with my lips leaving it to just Harry and Liam to finish. I threw my arms around his neck and I felt his lips turn up into a smile as we kissed. We received a lot of whistles and claps from the audience.

Niall pulled away and then leaned down to whisper in my ear.
“Lets get out of here.”
I looked into his eyes. They were darker than his usual cool blue; they were filled with hunger and need. It made my knees weak knowing his hunger was for me. I didn’t say anything I just gave him a look and he knew. He picked me up bridal style and walked me out of the club in the same way as last night. The only difference is tonight I was wide-awake and desperate for him.

There were cameras everywhere as we walked towards the limo. It was just Niall and I tonight. He put me down so I could walk past the cameras beside him. The Paparazzi were everywhere asking all of the obvious questions.

“Niall! Who is this mystery girl?”
“Is this the same girl as last night?”
“Is this the same girl from the beach this morning?” I was freaked out that they knew about that.
“What is your name sweet heart?!” I heard at least ten people ask me.
“Niall can we get a photo of you and your girlfriend?”

Niall answered the appropriate questions that had little to do with me and we got into the limo. He shut the door behind us and in a second my back was against the long leather seat and Niall’s mouth was once again on mine. He was hovering over me. He moved to my lips to my jaw to my neck while planting soft nibbling kisses. He paid a lot of attention to the sweet spot on my neck making me let out tiny moans of pleasure. I felt his smile as he heard them. There would definitely be a mark there and I didn’t care. I wanted everyone to know I was his. He moved from my neck slowly until he reached my chest. He kissed the tops of my breasts that were popping out. He ran his tongue in a line along my breasts where they met my top. I heard him moan.
“This top,” he groaned, “is so sexy.” He felt my breasts over the shirt. “You’re so sexy.” He returned to my lips our tongues not even asking for entry.
“You can’t dance like that in public.” He started kissing me again. “You don’t know what it does to me.” His voice was low and husky as he looked into my eyes. I noticed the hunger in them again. “Too many guys wanted you tonight.” He said seriously and with a hint of that sexy anger.
“I only wanted you.” I said my voice coming out lower than expected. He smiled making me smile. He started kissing my neck again.

“I want you to be mine. Please be mine.” He looked up into my eyes ag ain. His eyes have such a crazy effect on me. My mind, which was yelling at me a few hours ago to play hard to get was now screaming, be his be his.
“I’m already yours.” I admitted looking into his eyes.
“Mine,” he said smiling while running the back of his hand over my cheekbone.

The car came to a stop. We sat up and Niall grabbed my hand leading me out of the limo and he ran in the hotel to the elevator. We got in he hit the 10th floor and once the doors closed he lunged at me. He pinned me to the wall of the elevator using his hips, crashing his lips to mine. When we heard the beep and the doors opened he scooped me up once again and carried me to his room. He put the key card in the door and opened it skillfully with me in his arms. His suite was huge. I didn’t have time to admire it because he rushed into his bedroom and tossed me down on the bed jumping playfully on top of me. I giggled and reached for the collar of his shirt and pulled him down to me. I love when guys wear polo’s it is so sexy. However in this moment I didn’t want all of the fabric between us so I ripped it over his head. I explored his chest. First with my hands lightly playing with his soft chest hair making my way down to his abs. When my fingers didn’t satisfy me I leaned up and planted light kisses all over his chest.
He grabbed me under my armpits pulling me back up to his lips.
“Can I take your shirt off?” He breathed in my mouth. I didn’t have a bra on because the shirt didn’t need one so I would be bare beneath him. I just nodded; I wanted him to know I was his. I sat up and he slowly unzipped the back. I lay back down before he removed it from covering my breasts. He slowly pulled it away leaving me vulnerable beneath him. His eyes widened in amazement as he stared at my chest. I always felt so self conscious about letting guys see me but I felt so comfortable with Niall.
“Your beautiful Emma.” He said in a tone that made me actually believe he meant it.
He began to massage my left breast keeping an eye on my reaction. When I moaned he took that as approval and his mouth found my right nipple. He took it between his teeth and rolled his tongue over it. The sensation was erotic. I felt it in the pit of my stomach. He continued this until his hand and his mouth traded breasts. Another moan escaped as my left nipple felt the same sensation. He made his way up my neck pecking feather-like kisses up to my jaw, the corners of my mouth and finally my lips. His chest was pressed into my breasts as our tongues twirled around each other.
I really didn’t want to go any farther tonight. I knew that I would be pissed at myself in the morning if we did. He asked me to be his, but he was drunk and I would want to hear those words from him when he was in the right state of mind.
I think he sensed my hesitation because he broke the kiss and hovered over me, supporting himself by his elbows.
“Are you hungry?” He asked smiling. I was starving actually. Half a plate of French fries didn’t exactly count as a dinner, at least not for my appetite. I shook my head excitedly and he lifted me up off of the bed and placed me on my feet. He walked over to his dresser and took out a white t-shirt. He walked back over to me and placed it over my head. We walked out of his room hand in hand and headed for the kitchen.
He reached in a cabinet and pulled out a box of Oreos a carton of milk and two glasses.
He poured the milk and handed me a glass before putting the carton back in the fridge. I sat at the table and Niall followed me with the box of Oreos sitting next to me. He opened it up and took one dunking it in his milk. I took one and twisted it licking off the cream. Niall looked at me chuckling.
“What?” I asked nervous.
“Nothing, its just, only you could even make eating Oreos sexy.” He admitted. I rolled my eyes and started dramatically licking the Oreo clean of cream. I was trying to make it look disgusting but apparently I failed. He grabbed my arm stopping me.
“Please stop before you give me a boner for the fifth time tonight. I don’t know if I will be able to control myself this time.” He said moving to my face so our noses were about to touch. His eyes gained a hint of the hunger from earlier. My breathing quickened from his close proximity. I looked away and popped the remaining cream-less cookie in my mouth and crunched as my response.
We ate almost all of the box. We talked about random things. I think Niall made me laugh more in that hour than I have in my entire life. He is truly so funny and adorable. I started to yawn and Niall noticed.
"Come on love, lets go to bed." He said taking the box of Oreos and putting it back in the cabinet. I got up and put our glasses in the sink. I felt him wrap his arms around me from behind and he kissed behind my ear making me shiver. He then lifted me and ran to the bedroom making me shriek and throw my arms around his neck.
He placed me on the floor of his room and stood in front of me. We looked into each others eyes and I began to unbutton my shorts. I pulled them down and stepped out of them. So I was in my panties and his shirt. Niall watching closely to my every movement swallowing thickly. He then unbuttoned his khakis and did the same as me so he was left in his boxers. He walked towards me and kissed me softly lifting me up again and placing me on the bed. He got in beside me and pulled the blanket over us. He wrapped his arm around me and I cuddled into his chest smiling happily
"Good night Princess." He said sleepily and kissed the top of head.
"Good night Niall." I said as I drifted off to a perfect sleep.

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