The next morning I woke up and realized that I only had four more nights with Niall. That thought was so over whelming. I didn’t even want to think about how devastating it was going to be when we are forced to part ways.

“Niall?” I asked as we lay in bed both awake but too relaxed to move from each other.

“Yes love?”

“Nevermind,” I sighed not wanting to ruin the mood. He moved me up so that we were face to face.

“What is it princess? You can tell me.”

“I know, It’s just I don’t know what I’m going to do when this all ends. I’m leaving in five days.” I avoided his eyes. I didn’t want to see them if they were in pain, and I couldn’t bare to see them if they showed no pain. Niall sighed and pulled me closer to him. He kissed my forehead and tilted my chin so I was forced to look into his eyes. They looked sad and worried and I hated seeing them that way.

“I can’t think about that right now. It hurts too much. All that I know is that I am crazy about you and I would be a fool to send you on a plane and out of my life forever. I just want to spend every moment that we have left together. I don’t want to waste these last days worrying about the future.” I watched his eyes as he spoke and I knew how sincere he was. I nodded and leaned in to kiss him. He kissed me back passionately.

“Well, you know,” I started tracing my finger along his bicep. “I need to shower and if you really want to spend every moment together maybe-” before I could finish I was lifted from the bed as Niall ran to the bathroom with me in his arms.

He placed me down and started the water. He turned back to me and pushed me into the wall as he kissed me feverishly. I pulled his boxers down before starting to undress myself. I reached for the hem of the t-shirt he lent me but he placed his hands over my wrists stopping me.

“Let me.” He growled into my mouth, turning me on even more. He slipped off the shirt and my panties and reached down running a finger along my now dripping core.

“Your so wet already babe. Who made you this wet?” He smirked. I grabbed the back of his neck pulling his lips back to mine but he broke apart quickly and raised an eyebrow at me. “Who?” He asked sternly.

“You, only you Niall.” I breathed, my heart pounding.

“Damn right,” he smiled and resumed kissing me.

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The next three days Niall seemed to make every attempt he could to distract me from thinking about leaving. He brought me all around Cancun, doing every touristy thing possible. We went zip lining, banana boating, swimming with dolphins, eating at authentic Mexican restaurants, walking through the village during the day, shopping, and obviously clubbing at night. No matter what we were doing he made sure that every evening we watched the sunset together. Although I barely had time to think about the future, thoughts did slip in to my mind. It only hurt worse as I spent more and more time with him, getting to know him better everyday, and falling deeper every moment.

Niall barely ever left my side. The only time he let me go was when I needed to change and get ready in my room. He even wanted to come with me but I refused to let him since my friends would be changing as well. I also needed some time with them. I felt bad that I was spending all of my time with Niall on our friend vacation, but they didn’t seem pissed off. They understood, plus Tara was with Liam almost as much. We still went out to the clubs together at night but Niall and I mostly spent the days together just the two of us. He was always making body contact, whether it was holding hands, touching my thigh, arm around the shoulder, or kissing me.


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Today is my last full day in Cancun. My last full day here with Niall. Tomorrow I go on a plane back to New York, and he stays here for another night without me. What if this is it? This could be the end and I never see him again, other than in magazines or on the news. I know that would break me. I have fallen in love with him in just this short week and a half. Could you blame me? How could I not fall for that boy? I think it would be utterly impossible for any girl not to. He has made me feel more loved in this small amount of time than Jack did in a year and a half. I haven't told him that I loved him and I don't think I am going to. There is no way that he loves me. I am so pathetic and fall too easily. I haven't told him about what he drunkenly said to me. I don't want him to regret anything.

Niall and I decided to not do anything crazy today. We just want to relax at the hotel and enjoy each other. We just ate breakfast in his room and I walked back to mine to get changed for the day. I threw on a bathing suit and cover up. I'm supposed to meet him on the beach in twenty minutes.

I decided to check the internet since my sister called yesterday freaking out about everything that's apparently on twitter and gossip sights. She begged me to ask Niall to perform at her sweet sixteen but I told her no. I couldn't ask him to do that, especially when he is so busy already. I opened up my laptop and went to one of the links that she emailed me. There were more pictures of Niall and I. They some how managed to capture everything we did together over the past few days. I didn't even bother to read what the website said most of it was probably bull shit anyway. I was nervous about my privacy for when I returned home. I really hoped that I wouldn’t have any paparazzi up my ass ever. Hopefully they wouldn’t figure out where I lived or went to school. I always seem to forget he's famous. He's just so normal and down to earth.


I walked out to the beach and I saw a beautiful blonde boy sitting on a blanket watching the ocean. I wrapped my arms around him from behind and sat down. He pulled me around so I was in his lap.

“Hello princess.”

“Hey,” I smiled but it didn’t reach my eyes. I think he noticed because I saw my pain reflect across his eyes for a second before he buried it.
“Don’t be upset love, we still have a full day left together lets make the best of it, yeah?”

“Yeah,” I nodded.

So that’s what we did. We spent most of the day on the beach, we laid on the sand, swam in the ocean, played in the pool, and ate lunch at the pizza bar. Niall seemed to kiss me every chance that he could. I smiled like an idiot every time he did. I went back to my room to shower and get ready for dinner. Niall and I are going out alone tonight. He said he is taking me to a small restaurant on the beach, where we could watch the sunset. So I should just dress casual. I threw on jean shorts and a white sleeveless blouse. I was putting on my sandals when there was a knock at the door. I quickly finished strapping them and ran to answer it. Once I opened it I was engulfed in strong arms.

“You always look so gorgeous. I don’t think I will ever get used to it.”

“Thanks,” I blushed. I sucked at taking compliments.

“Come on let’s go so we don’t miss the sunset!” He grabbed my hand and lef us towards the lobby.

The cab ride was only about five minutes, before we pulled up to a small restaurant. Niall paid the driver and led me inside. There were tables indoors but most were outside. He asked to be seated outside and the waiter brought us to a small table with a perfect view of the sky. There was a tiny stage off to the side and a man was singing with a guitar. Apparently it was open mic night.

"Are you going to sing tonight?" Niall asked amused.

"I would, but this all seems to serious. I think I'm more of a karaoke kind of girl. Plus I don't want to disturb anyones dinner with my amazing voice." I joked.

"Hey, your not that bad." He laughed.

"I think you need a hearing check." I said. "But you should sing. Your voice is beautiful." I loved to hear him sing.

"Why do you think I brought you here?" He winked.

We ordered our food. Niall obviously ordered half the menu. I found it so adorable how much he loved food.

"So I talked to my manager." He started and I looked at him to continue. "We're going to be in New York City in three weeks. I'll be there for about a week and a half. I know your busy with school but I really want to see you. I have off the Thursday and Friday and I thought maybe I could come visit you? I can take the train to your school."

"Yes! Please Come! I can cook for you! And we can go to the bars one night! And I can show you around the campus! You are going to die when you try the food it's amazing." I rambled excited, and he chuckled.

"That sounds great! Do you think your roommate will mind?"

"No, my roommates Andie and we have our own apartment with separate bedrooms. Plus David comes like all the time so she can't care."

"Good, And i was thinking, if your not too busy, you could take the train back in to the city with me Saturday and then go back to school Sunday. We have some kind of event on Saturday night that I need a date for, and your the only girl I want to take." He took my hand and kissed my knuckles.

"I would love too." I said leaning across the table to kiss him and he met me half way.


"Excuse me, Niall? Can we have your autograph?" I small voice came from the right. There were two little girls and there mother. They both had pens and paper.

"Sure loves, what are your names?" He said sweetly. He was so good with them.

"I'm Ana, and this is Cassy." The older one said.

"Lovely names," he said signing something for each of them.

"Thank you so much," the mother said. "Can they have a photo?"

"Of course," the two girls stood next to Niall in his chair and he wrapped his arms around them. When they were done they skipped back to their table excitedly as if that was the best moment of their lives.

"Your so amazing with your fans." I told him.

"Their the amazing ones. With out them I would be nothing. It's just weird sometimes. To me I'm a regular normal guy, but then I could make some little girls day just by writing my name on a paper for her. I don't think I'll ever get used to it."

"Yeah, well they treat you like God himself."

"In the flesh," He joked.

Finally our food came, I was starving. We ate and talked some more about random things. When we finished Niall excused himself to go to the bathroom. He was gone for about five minutes when I heard an Irish accent coming from the microphone. I quickly turned my head to the stage and there he was. He had the guitar in his lap and he was smiling at me.

"Hello everyone, I'm Niall. I'm dedicating this to my gorgeous date. This is 'Last First Kiss'."

"Baby, I, I wanna know
What you think When you're alone.
Is it me? Yeah.
Are you thinking of me? Yeah, oh.
We've been friends Now for a while.
Wanna know that when you smile.
Is it me? Yeah.
Are you thinking of me? Yeah. Oh, oh......"

Everyone stopped what they were doing to watch him, some people occasionally looked at me as well. I noticed some were videoing him. This would probably end up all over youtube. I could see it now, 'Niall Horan serenades vacation girl.'His eyes didn't leave me the whole time he was singing.

"........Baby, tell me would it change?
I'm afraid you'll run away.
If I tell you what I've wanted to tell you.
Yeah......."

His voice is so amazing, he sounds like an angel. I wondered if he meant the words he was singing or if he just picked a random song. I hoped he meant them. For the last verse he abandoned the guitar and stepped off the stage with the microphone. I almost died when he started walking towards me. He knelt down in front of my and sang the last few lines.

"......I wanna be last, yeah,
Baby, let me be your last,
Your last first kiss.
Ooh
I wanna be last, yeah,
Baby, let me be your last,
Your last first kiss."

When he was finished I pulled him to me and kissed him.

"That was beautiful," I whispered.

"No, your beautiful Emma. I know we have only known each other for a short time but I have never felt this way about anyone ever. Your so special and important to me, and it scares the crap out of me. I just know that I don't want to lose you, I can't lose you. So will you be my girlfriend?" He asked nervously.

"I thought you'd never ask," I said. His answering smile lit up the now dark sky. He kissed me again, this time more passionately.

"My girlfriend," he whispered into the kiss. " I love the sound of that."

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