*Amanda's POV*


"If you're pretending from the start, like this, with a tight grip, then my kiss, can mend your broken heart, I might miss, everything you said to me.." I sing quietly as I walk to my first class.

"Hey Amanda!" Eleanor says, rushing to my side.

"Hi." I say weakly. My voice cracking and my head down.

"What's the matter?" She asks.

"I'm going to turn myself in after school today." I mutter.

"What!? No! You can't!" She says, grabbing my arm and we stop walking. I keep my head down, my eyes flickering to her every now and then.

"El I don't have much time. Time is what I don't have. It's Wednesday I have to turn myself in by Friday. I don't have time." I say, whispering the last part.

"They could be torturing him, giving him portions of weird liquids that could make him go insane or forget me. Eleanor, this is what I need to do. If they hurt me, you could all just keep going with your lives because.. I was never that important anyways." I say, a tear slipping from my eyes. I turn and continued walking.

"Amanda do think that way!" She yells, just standing there.

"Don't walk away from me!" She yells.

"Bye El!" I yell and walk into my class.


*


"Said I’d never leave her cause her hands fit like my t-shirt,
Tongue tied over three words, cursed.
Running over thoughts that make my feet hurt,
Bodies intertwined with her lips

Now she’s feeling so low since she went solo
Hole in the middle of my heart like a polo
And it’s no joke to me
So can we do it all over again?" I sing as I walk out of my last class.

"Amanda!" I hear a voice just as I exit the school but I keep walking. Someone then grabs me by the waist and I just loose it. I burst out crying as I hug whoever it was. Ah. Harry. I hug him tightly. Harry guides me to a bench and we sit down. Harry pulling me onto his lap.

"Amanda you can't turn yourself in." His deep, slow voice calms me.

"I-I don't h-have time. I-I have to turn myself i-in before Friday." I stutter.

"Amanda-"

"No Harry. I-I will turn myself in. I-If I get hurt, m-move on with l-life cause I was n-never that i-important." I say, standing again and my arms wrap around my stomach as if it was hurting.

"Amand-"

"Bye Harold!" I yell and keep walking.

"Don't call me Harold!!! Only mum calls me that and it's only when she's angry!!" He yells.

"Fine, come if you want to." I say. He smiles and walks beside me.

"If you're pretending from the start, like this, with a tight grip, then my kiss, can mend your broken heart, I might miss, everything you said to me. And I can lend you broken parts, that might fit, like this and I will give you all my heart, so we can start it all over again.." I sing, wiping tears.

"You know that song?" Harry asks.

"You guys lied to me. You said you made 5 song but you made 3 whole albums and Simon Cowell tweeted to Niall and says he wants to sign you and he asked why you guys didn't try out for the X Factor." I giggle.

"Eh. I don't know. But yey we're discovered!" He smiles and hugs me tight as we walk.

"Yeah yeah.. So do you guys wanna talk that offer?" I ask.

"Why not? I mean, Niall's parents, him and Greg will pay, my mum, me and Gem will pay, Lou's parents, him, Fiz, Lottie, Phoebe and Daisy will pay, Li's parent's, him, Ruth and Nicola will pay, Zayn's parent's, him, Doniya, Waliyah and Safa will pay and you, El and Perrie will pitch in.. right?" He asks.

"Course." I smile.

"That's good. Then I'd like to take Simon Cowell's offer." He smiles.

"Do it!" I jump and hug Harry around his torso.

"Mm sure." He smile. I laugh while Harry picks me up and twirls me, then brings me to him and hugs me tight while he tickles me.

"H-Harry! HAHAHA! P-Put me HAHAHAHA down!" I giggle. He laughs and brings my feet back to the ground.

"Okay, okay." I say, breathing heavily.

"You guys look like a cute couple." El says. We both jumps and turn as we stop walking.

"How long at you been there?" I ask.

"Not long. Maybe a minute. Louis is coming- he's here." El says as Louis wraps his arm around her waist.

"Sup losers." Louis smiles.

"Don't they look like a cute couple?" El asks.

"Yeah. But Namanda is much cuter. and Hiffany is cute. Hamanda is cute tho. But imagine Tiall?" Louis asks. We all laugh.

"Tiall wouldn't be as cute as Hamanda." Louis says. Harry wraps an arm around my shoulder.

"This is what I call a brotherly hug wrap-around-the-shoulders." Harry chuckles. We get to the house their currently at. It said on the note.

"Stay here. I'm gonna look through the window." I say. I run up to one of the windows and I peek through. I see Niall sitting on the floor, crossed legged and Karly on top of him, on her knee's with Niall's legs in between hers and their making out. My hearts shatters, falls to the ground and gets stomped on. I turn and walk back.

"So?" El asks,

"Is it this one?" Louis asks.

"It is. W-Why don't you look for yourself?" I ask. They all nod and Harry wraps an arm around my waist cause he sees the hurt in my eyes. Harry reads me better then any of them do. He's a brother to me. Unless he's like to be more then I'd be happy to cause right now, I'm single and Niall seems to be enjoying Karly's face. He's actually kissing back. His hands at places where's their not supposed to be. He can only touch those places on my body not anyone else's.

"Amanda. I'm so sorry." Harry says.

"I don't care whats happening in there, the point is I don't want him hurt." I mutter.

"He's not hurt. You are." Louis points out.

"I-I don't care. I don't want my ex boyfriend in there and making out with the person I despise." I say. I knock on the door. Kenna then opens it. Karly and Niall still making out.

"Oh. Amanda. Hi. Come in? Megan isn't here. Want tea?" She asks.

"What?"

"Amanda, we mean no harm to you. Megan does and we do whatever she says." Kenna says.

"What is your sister doing to my Niall?" I ask.

"That, she just wants to do that.." She says.

"How long has this been going for?"

"Around.. 9 minutes. Non stop and he's been all over Karly." She says. I nod, crying now.

"We're just gonna leave. You're not planning on killing him, are you?" I ask.

"No. But if Megan points a gun at him I promise we'll shoot her." She says.

"O-Okay.. Bye." I say, confused but glad they won't hurt him. I turn.

"I guess I'm going." I say, turning to leave. Harry grabs my waist again and we walk in silence.

"Now she’s feeling so low since she went solo
Hole in the middle of my heart like a polo
And it’s no joke to me
So can we do it all over again.." I sing, the last part more like a statement than a question. But there's a hole in the middle of my heart. Yeah, like a polo. But what if this is all too much, and I don't wanna do it all Over Again?

Notes

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But seriously.. watch this I want a relationship like that!! Aweh. Forever alone.

Okay. So much is going on. Sorry if you hate this chapter.