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Just Another Fairy Tale

Nothings Fine I'm Torn.

*Niall's POV*


"Thanks for the ride." I mumble to Harry who was sitting beside me.

"No problem mate. You sure you don't want me to come in with you? You're in a time of need. I have to be here." He says. I nod 'no'

"I just need time alone." I say.

"Niall, lad. I'm coming in." He says.

"Thank you for the offer, Harry but no." I say.

"Alright. Call me if you need someone." He unlocks the car.

"I do need someone.." I say.

"I can't get you Amanda." He says. I nod. I get out of the car and wave. Saying one last thank you before I walk into my flat. I remove my converse and walk into the kitchen.

"Hi sweetie. How's things?" Mum asks me. I nod.

"Alright." I say, grabbing a box of Nando's and an apple juice box.

"Sweetie, you're 20. You're still drinking from a juice box?" Mum asks.

"I'm 20. I do what I like." I say and walk to my room. I walk in and close the door. I place my food on the side table beside my bed and I sit down. I turn on the T.V and Amanda's favorite show is on. She is crazy about The Walking Dead. We watch it together. I sometimes get scared but nothing seems to bother her. She always told me she never got nightmares cause I was there beside her. Now, I can just imagine her, scared as hell cause I'm not around. It hurts me. I mean,

I'm broken. Do you hear me? I'm blinded. Cause you are everything I see.

I'm half a man, at best, with half an arrow in my chest. I miss everything we do. I'm half a heart without you.

Right now, I wish you were here with me oooh cause right now everything is new to me oooh you know I cant fight the feeling and every night I feel it

Nothings fine i'm torn I'm all out of faith this is how I feel. I'm cold and I'm ashamed lying naked on the floor.

The last part is not true, I am currently fully dressed. The lyrics is just me trying to determine how depressed I am without my other half. I miss her so much. I love her to death and her not being held in my arms hurts so much it's an inhuman feeling. I feel so lonely, hurt, torn. Right now I'm worrying about Eleanor and Perrie now that they're back and alive I just hope they're alright. But the fact that its the next day and Amanda nowhere in site just tells me she wont be back in a long time. But if she comes back and has no memory I'm going to loose it!!

"Niall?" I hear a knock on my door. From a voice I haven't heard in such a long time. I open the door to see Crystal.

"Hi?" I say. Confused to why she's here.

"I heard Amanda is missing. I just want to say I'm sorry for being such and idiot in the past. I am so deeply sorry I will help find Amanda. But if I do, can we start over again?" she asks.

"That's if you do. I don't know if this is a good idea but because I miss her so much, I will try to get along with you. If you're still going to school, tell Jamie, Jordan, Justine, Layla, Haylie and Josh I say 'hi'." I say.

"Oh, by the way, who let you inside?" I ask.

"Your brother was already opening the door so I asked to come inside." She says. I nod.

"Well, thanks for dropping by. And um, if you know anything about my babe, please tell me." I say. She nods.

"By Niall." She walks down the stairs. I sigh and lean against my door. I walk over to my bed and lay down.

"Amanda.. where are you..?" I mumble to myself.


*Amanda's POV, 5 days after they found Perrie*

"Get up you worthless piece of shit!" Kenna yells as she pushes me off my bed. I groan and sit up. My head pounding, body aching. Karly walks in and hands me a bowl of cereal and a water bottle.

"Eat up." She says and gives me a spoon. Out of Kenna, Karly and Megan, Kenna has been nicest. I eat quickly cause if I don't they will whip me with a leather belt. Karly grabs my bowl and spoon. I gulp down the water quickly.

"AMANDA!" Megan yells. I run downstairs. Megan slaps me right away. I bring my hand to the spot where she hit me.

"How come you're not ready? We're leaving today, bitch!" She yells as me. I gulp.

"I-I um just woke." I mumble softly.

"WHAT DID YOU SAY!?" She yelled at me.

"I-I just woke up." I say louder.

"GET READY NOW!" She yells. I nod and run upstairs. Why do I have to get ready? I walk back down.

"Um, I don't really need to get ready..." I mumble.

"Why?" She asks.

"Because it was unexpected when you took me. I didn't take a luggage with me." I say.

"Hm. Oh yeah. Well WALK! LETS MOVE!" She yells. Kenna and Karly walk down with knifes, guns and a bag full of killing materials. Kenna and Megan walk ahead while Karly holds onto my arm.

"I don't really hate you." She whispers.

"What?" I whisper back.

"I don't really wanna do this to you. Megan is just crazy in the head. If I can't find a way to free you I am so sorry." She whispers. We stop in our trail. We were walking through the forest so no one would catch us.

"Slice her arm and keep going." Kenna says. Karly nods and pulls out a pocket knife. My outfit was torn apart so she just sliced me thigh. I hiss at the pain.

"Sorry." She whispers.

"Why don't you just stop this madness?" I ask in a whisper.

"They over power me. Megan and Dylan still contact each other he can kill you at anytime." She says. I nod. We get to the next house. Karly throws me onto the ground. Kenna makes a few more cuts along my body. Megan then kicks me everywhere she can. They all drag my body up the stairs as I was too weak to walk up. Karly grabs a thick rope. It's my turn. She ties the rope tightly around my neck. Making it hard to breathe already. There was a hook on the ceiling. They tied the rope on the hook and hung me there. I struggled to gain hair. I heard sirens and saw flashing lights.

"We need to go." Megan says. They run out of the house. Leaving me there.

"Help." I whisper as if someone heard me. My head gets light and my vision gets fuzzy. Everything starts to fade as I stop trying to break free. The door to the attic opens.

"Amanda!" I hear Niall's voice, then I black out. Hanging there lifeless.

Notes

Sorry for the short chapter guise but I'm just asking. Is anyone still reading? I don't get comments anymore.



Comments

@One D and 5 SOS forever
Omg are you being for real? I stopped updating because I thought no one was reading anymore. I'm gonna update like, 5 chapters tomorrow. Omg you made my day.

Plz update I need to know what happens next I just got back from a vacation and I just cought up btw this is my fav fanfic ever love it soooooo much

@Olivia.Horan.13
I am so sorry I haven't been updating lately! I swear I will try my best to update as much as possible, but with school in the way, updates wont be coming as often anymore. I'm so sorry. and I know I've been losing viewers but thank you to the people who are still here. thank you for your patients. ily all. xx
~Author.

Please update

@Olivia.Horan.13
I have an update but I wrote it on my phone, so I have absolutely no idea how I'm supposed to get in on here. I'll figure it out ASAP. I am so sorry you have to wait!