Harry and I haven't spoken since last night. After he kissed me it was silent throughout the whole car ride. I was so ecstatic that he kissed me but it was awkward after we parted. We both didn't know what to say. Are we together again? Did he just kiss me because he was angry at me for being quiet? Who knows. He wasn't in class today. I didn't see him in the hallways nor at lunch. I gave up so I walked into the class my special ed student is in. She has down syndrome and doesn't quite understand simple words. She doesn't know how to process a clean sentence. She was getting very frustrated due to the fact she wasn't getting anything right. I told her she could have a break.

"I-I-I hungry." She gave me a sad look.

"Do you have a lunch, or lunch money?"

She shook her head no. I already ate my lunch and my wallet is empty. I had nothing to offer her and I felt so bad. A plate was set on her desk and she lit up like a christmas tree. "Th-th-thank you."

"You're very welcome."

I looked up to see Harry giving up his lunch to Annie. He wore a big smile while starring down at
her.

"Umm Annie, you did good today. We're done you can eat your lunch. I'll see you Monday?"

She blew a kiss at me and I blew one at her. I walked out of the classroom, Harry not following my steps. I was stopped right outside the door out of Harry and Annie's sight.

"Did you know I love that girl Annie?"

"No-o-o."

"But I can't be with her though."

"Why not-t-t-t-t?"

"Because I think I'll hurt her. I think someone will take her from me."

"If you lo-o-ove her, you won't let tha-at ha-a-appen."

A lot of people make fun of the the special ed kids. They're not stupid they just have a disorder making them a slower learner than us. Annie might have down syndrome but she is smart. And she's right about this. Harry won't let someone steal me from him. He know's that's the truth. My wrists were taken and quickly thrown above my head, he was pushing me up against the wall with his body. "Well someone's noisy."

Harry was wearing his normal smirk making me more attracted to him but it also gives me the chills.

"Hi Harry." I gulped making him laugh.

"Hi Riley."

I let out a big breath. I wasn't breathing.

"Did I take your breath away or something love? Hmm."

Nothing came out of my mouth. I was frozen. The first time he comes up to talk to me since last night has to be seductive and frightening.

"I must have since you can't respond." He was getting closer to my mouth. His lips were brushing against mine. His breath smells like peppermint. So refreshing. "There's a party at Zayn's tonight." He takes my lower lip and bites it between his teeth and pulls it lightly. What is he trying to do to me. He's making me feel weak. Making me feel wanted. Making me feel wet. Wait. Wait. WAIT. No I'm not one for feeling this way.

I was heaving pretty quickly. "Am I making you nervous Riley" He kissed me. "Elizabeth." Another peck to the lips. "Shawn."

"Stop, stop Harry." I was whimpering into his ear. We're at school. In the hallways. I can't believe he has the confidence to do this, here!

In a harsh manner he said, "You're coming to this party tonight. Don't bring Luke or another guy. You're dressing for me and only me. No little fabric like last time. I don't need no guys starring at my babe. Alright?"

I didn't say anything. I'm trying to process his words while he's groping all over me.

"Alright!?"

"Yes."

He dropped my arms down to my sides, leaned off of my body, and starred straight into my eyes.

"Till tonight love."

I watched him walk away from me and turned the corner. I tried gathering myself together. "What.
The. Hell. Just, Happened."

I looked at Perrie, Eleanor, and Juliet. It's crazy how they all say things in unison. I swear they're all twins. "I don't know. You tell me."

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"So he wants you to wear something sexy but not too sexy? I don't have anything like that girl sorry."

"Ugh Juliet you are so not helping me right now!"

I told the girls exactly what Harry told me. We're going through Juliet's closet to see if we can find something sexy but not remotely slutty.

"I think I have the dress!"

"Well what is it El?"

Eleanor drove to her house and came back with the perfect dress. She had it in the back of her closet. She says she never wears it anymore and that I could keep it. It's white, gold, and turquoise with loads of sparkles on it of course. Perrie did my hair in a messy bun, braid kind of thing. I would have never been able to make it myself. We're climbing into the car when I get a group text from Elle and Ashley.

From Ashley:
You two going to the Zayn's party tonight?

To Elle and Ashley:
Of course I am! Perrie, El, and Juliet as well. Can't wait to introduce you guys!

From Elle:
Can't wait to see you girls! xoxo

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We walked into Zayn's house and I was attacked by Elle and Ashley. They were jumping all around me so excited we get to hang outside of practice. I introduced them to the girls and they got along super great! We are now not the Fab 4, we're now the Sexy 6. Juliet made up the name of course. Figures. We found the boys in the living room sitting on the couch and playing some pool. I didn't see Harry hanging with them so maybe he's getting some drinks. No need to worry, right? Ashley and Elle didn't know the boys well enough so now they have the perfect opportunity to learn more about them. Ashley took all the girls aside. We thought something was wrong do to the expression on her face. She had anxiety all over her face.

"Girl you look like you're constipated or something"

"Shut up Elle!" with a punch to the shoulder.

"Is Niall single?"

"You have a crush on Niall?!"

"Can you be any louder Juliet!?"

We all gave a chuckle. We turned our heads to Niall's direction. Niall is such a cutie and he deserves a girl in his life. He's the only guy in the group who doesn't have a girlfriend. "Ask him to dance or take a walk in the back yard."

"Oooh! Even better, invite him to a game!"

We were giving Ashley so many options to what she can do to get Niall's attention. She finally got the courage to walk her ass over to him and start a conversation. Niall took her hand and led her outside. Me and the girls started squealing, and walked back over to our guys. Well the girls guys at least.

"Guys do you know where Harry is?"

"Ummm, I have no idea. Sorry Riley"

Liam gave me a sympathetic look. Harry told me to come and he's not here. Is he ditching me? I stood up and walked around the house trying to find him. No sign of him downstairs might as well try upstairs. It took me a while to get through the stairs. So many make out sessions. Ugh! I remember one of the times I was upstairs during a party I walked in on two people having sex. I really don't want that to happen again. I stuck my ear on doors. Yup. Sex here, sex there, sex
everywhere.

I walked into Zayn's room. I didn't really have a fun experience in this room last time I was here. I touched the windowsill and flashbacks of Eric and Jake kidnapping me came to mind. I pulled my hand away and walked out of the room closing the door behind me. I took in a deep breath, wiping the sweat off of my forehead and proceeded downstairs. Well I can see Ashley is having a good time since she is sitting on Niall's lap and shoving her tongue down Niall's throat. I started my way for the front door without telling anyone. I pulled the door open but someone shut it from behind me. This man turned me around and pushed me against the door. "I've been looking all over for you. And you think you can sneak away from me that easy?"

"I've been looking for you to Harry."

"And you just gave up?" He lifted an eyebrow.

I tried opening the door again being up against it. Harry shoved the door closed again. I attempted again but Harry repeated the same actions. My hands were starting to get shaky. He looked me up and down, tasting his lips. "I like the dress."

"Thanks. I like it too." I like it too? Really that's the only thing I could come up with?

"Come on." He said it in a more nicer tone. He took my hand interlocking our fingers. He was leading me upstairs. We made it into Zayn's room. Try not to freak out Riley. Harry's here he won't let anyone get you.

"Harry. What happened last night?"

His back was to me. He was looking out the window, looking at the moon and stars.

"Last night? You told me how you felt and I did the same. You broke my window and I chased you into the locker room. You played that dumb silent treatment game and the only thing that would work was a kiss."

"You sort of make it sound like a bad thing."

"It is. You're addicting. You're like a damn drug to me. I've never felt like this towards anyone in my life. And I'm scared because of it. I don't know what to do or act. I feel like I'm not good enough for you. I don't want you but I do want you."

"You do but you don't? I thought we figured this mess out last night. What about Annie?"

"What about her!?" He growled and turned my way so I can see his distorted face."

"You know exactly what Harry!"

"I'm a criminal Riley. I sell drugs, I beat people, to death sometimes, we steal, we do bad things Riley! And I don't want you getting into any of this because I want you to live, not die."

I walked up to him and cupped his face making him look down at me with those glossy eyes.

"I'm only dying if I don't have you."

He leans into my left palm and sniffles. He looks down at me and starts speaking with a shaky breath.

"And I'm dying if I don't have you."

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Harry POV

I was walking back into the house to get Riley and I some drinks. I was only gone for a few minutes and Riley is surrounded by guys. The guys who happened to be the ones who made crude comments at her during her game. I stopped right in my tracks. She was smiling and laughing along with these ass holes. I couldn't hear what they were saying but I didn't like it one bit. One guy gave her his jacket because she looked as if she was shivering. I got a bit closer but out of their vision.

"So Riley are you with anyone?"

"Umm…"

"Zack of course she is! She's a beauty with a fine booty!"

The FUCK!

"Nice talking to you guys but I have to leave."

"Riley where are you going?" This guy took her shoulder and pulled her back slamming her into his chest.

I threw my beer glass at these dudes and Riley's soda can. I walked towards them and pulled Riley behind me. I push this dude with a hard shove. "Yes she is a beauty but she's my beauty. So back the fuck off. Touch her again you're dead."

I turned back to Riley and made sure she was okay.

"Yeah I'm fine. Can we leave?"

I kissed her forehead. "Of course baby."

My hand was on the small of her back. We were making our way back into the house when this
boy has the flipping balls to speak to us.

"Don't worry Riley when this so called boyfriend breaks your heart I'll be here waiting for you. I'm much better in bed anyways."

I turned around and he slugged his beer and threw it at me feet. The glass bottle shattered.

"Ouch!"

I looked down at Riley's feet and her ankles and feet had cuts on them from the scattered glass pieces.

"Do you know who I am Zack?" I smirked at this bloke he thinks he's so much better than others. But in reality he is such a pussy.

"Yeah. You're Harry Styles. Supposedly the most feared man in the town. But I highly doubt that. I can beat you in a fight any time anywhere."

I pulled out my gun and Zack went into shock.

I laughed. "Yeah I thought so."

I slid my gun back into my pants and rapped my arm around my girl. I walked her to my car and I drove her to my place. .

"Were you really going to shoot him?"

"Riley."

"Were you!?"

"No. I just wanted to scare the piss out of him."

"Were you going to fight him?"

"If I had to? Yes."

I pulled up to my place. I opened Riley's door and helped her out.
I grabbed her butt, "A beauty with a fine booty."

She swat my hand away.

"Sorry! I had to." Lifting my arms up in defeat.

We laid on my bed for hours talking about whatever came to mind. She turned her head to look at me. I smiled at her and took her head in my hand and kissed her all my might. "Can we get personal?"

"Personal? What do you mean Harry?"

"I know what Jake has done to you I'm sorry in so many ways. I know it was awful and it wasn't enjoyable but…"

"But what?"

"Has anyone ever pleasured you?"

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Riley POV

My eyes just starred at him and his words were echoing through my head. I almost had sex with Jake. Jake was just teasing me. But I didn't have any arousal. Well that was because Jake raped me. I'm starting to feel dizzy. I stood up and wondered around Harry's room. Back and forth, back and forth.

"Riley you look a bit funny do you want to sit back down?"

I didn't answer him because I just kept thinking about the words that escaped his mouth. "Has anyone ever pleasure you?" Why did he bring this up?

I felt Harrys hand grab my wrist. He was leading me back to his bed. He sat me down on his comfy bed. He sat beside me. He lifted my chin up and tilted it towards his direction. I was now looking into those sparkling eyes of his. "Riley did you hear me love?"

I was stuttering. "Yeah, I think so?"

"You think so?"

"Um can you repeat it?"

He sighed. I think he's upset he has to say it again. I think he doesn't want to because I'm all distorted right now.

"Has anyone ever pleasured you?"

I said, "No," while looking at my shoes. These heels became very interesting to me. I didn't know shoes could have that much sparkle on.

"Can I?"

I looked at him. I wasn't shocked really. I knew Harry has had sex with girls before but I didn't know he wanted to do inappropriate things with me. I have never had experience. The worst I have done with a guy is a make out session but that was with Harry. I'm not counting what Jake did to me. It was under my will. Should I say yes? I know Harry really wants this, but do I? I'm really attracted to Harry but this is a huge step for me.

"Can you?"

"You're the one who can only answer that Riley."

I stood up and Harry did the same except I didn't look at him. It was quiet for a minute or two. I final got the courage to look at the shy and eager face he was wearing. "Can I step outside please?"

"Yeah of course." He walked to the door and opened it up for me.

When I heard the door close behind me I closed my eyes and thought about if I should do this or not. I'm curious to see what Harry would do to me. Curious to know what it would feel like. But I don't think I am ready. Why does Harry want to do this? Is it because I'm some innocent girl? I was marching in front of his house, a few feet away from his door. I wonder if he could hear my mumbling. I'm fighting with myself, trying to weigh out the pros and cons about the situation.

The door opened which made me jump but I kept on marching not stopping because of Harry's presence. "Riley?"

I didn't stop.

"Riley?"

No answer.

"Riley Elizabeth Shawn!"

I froze in my tracks and lowered my shoulders. I wish he would stop using my full name. When he says it it makes me weak. He knows my weaknesses.

He took my shoulders into his strong hands and turned me towards him. "It's okay. You don't have to. You can say no. You know that right?"

"Why do you want to?"

"Because I love you and I want to make you feel good and I want you to forget all that has happened."

"I just want you to hold me. Can you do that?"

"Of course." He smiled at me. He didn't care if I said no. He just wanted me to be happy and safe.

"Lets go get you in comfy clothes and tuck you in."

I nodded my head and was given one of Harry's t-shirts and boxers. I went to his bathroom to change. I looked good in his clothes. They smell just like him. I want to wear these forever and smell them every single day. I opened the door and walked out timidly.

"No need to be shy Riley."

I stepped out to give Harry more vision.

"You should wear my clothes more often. You look good in them. Now time to get to bed I need to read you a bedtime story."

"Bedtime story really?"

"Don't argue with me just get in."

I followed his instructions. He jumped in the bed after me and held a book. He wasn't kidding about a story.

"The Flying Unicorn."

Memories started flooding my mind.

Notes

I wonder where Harry was that whole time Riley was looking for him? HHHMMM This question must be answered! Comment below and take a guess! :)

And what memories were flooding through Riley's head when she heard 'The Flying Unicorn.'

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