Tonight is our first volleyball game. Apparently our school is really into volleyball. I'm guessing the boys come only to look at the girls asses. When I got to school most of the school had jerseys on with some of the girls names on the back. Juliet pointed out some jerseys that had my name on it. I looked to the ground because I didn't want anyone to see my blushing smile. I've been thinking about how many people will be at the game tonight while I'm suppose to be studying with the girls.

"Hello! Earth to Riley!"

I came back to reality seeing that both Juliet, Eleanor, and Perrie were waving their hands close to my face.

"Sorry guys. Just a bit paranoid I guess."

"Don't worry you'll be amazing! We all know it."

"Thanks Eleanor. Do you guys think Harry will be there?"

"Maybe. He's been hanging out with Mindy lately so who knows. But don't worry about him. You'll have us out there and plenty of other fans!"

"I hope Mindy gets mono."

"Juliet!" We all said in unison.

"What? We all don't like her."

We all laughed. Juliet doesn't have a filter so she says what she wants. I hope the girls are right. If Harry is there I hope I can ignore him when I play. I don't want a distraction. Plus I'm the captain. Isn't the captain suppose to carry the team and be good?

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Holy cow. The gym is packed! Like packed beyond belief. I'm not as nervous as I thought I would be. Elle and I were warming up together and I started smiling and having fun. Coach called us in to give us a pep talk and she gave us a boost of confidence since it is our first game. I turned my head to watch the other team but something else caught my eye. Well someone to be more specific. The whole time he was walking towards the bleachers he starred at me. His eyes never leaving me.

"Hands in ladies."

I turned my head back into the group huddle. We did our cheer and got to our positions. I'm next to Elle and Ashley. I've grown really close to them. I'm happy to be making more friends. I can't wait to introduce them to Juiet, Perrie, and Eleanor later!

The whistle was blown and the other team served. Our team is pretty solid. All the girls get along and play well together. But so does the other team I think. We watched them when they were warming up. We got a bit paranoid but I think we'll try our hardest because of that. The ball went back and forth. It was a pretty close game so far but we of course wanted to win because it's our first game and the whole school is here! The ball was set to me by Ashley and I just wanted to rip this ball so hard. It hit this ball harder than intended. The ball flew right at this girls face making her stumble backwards. It hit her head making it shank to the wall where no one could get it.

We all joined in the middle and celebrated. We all cheered, "GAME POINT!" We won that round but it's best two out of three. We switched sides and went back to our starting spots. The second round was almost the same as the first except the other team was trying harder except my team is way better. We were so enthusiastic, coming into the middle celebrating for when we would get a point. The other team called a timeout. We stayed on the court because we didn't need any help or advice.

"Elle, your vagina is eating your spandex."

I pretended that I was vomiting. "Ashley that is so disgusting!" I pushed her a side.

"Someone had to say it. I couldn't look at that thing the whole time."

"Stop starring at my lady parts then Ashley!"

These girls are plain out weird. I'm sure they will get along with the others. Especially Juliet!

Coached yelled out for us to stretch so we both went to the floor in the pigeon stretch. It feels so good. But our butts have to be pushed out. We heard some whistling and some "Riley where has that ass been!?", "Can I have a piece Riley!?", and so on. I turned my heads to the boys and just laughed. I looked at Harry, he was standing up and giving the boys a scowl. The guys immediately shut up and looked to the ground.

"Little pussies," Ashley laughed.

The whistle was blown again and we stood up getting back into position. Both teams looked ready for a throw down.

"Game time bitches," I whispered to myself.

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The game is now tied. It's game point so it's due or die. I turned around to all the girls and said, "Lets show them what we're fucking made of." We joined in the middle and did a cheer. I turned around and got in my stance. I eyed this one girl who's been smack talking to our team. Watch what you say because karma will eventually hit back in the butt.

Tiffany passes the ball to Ashley, and she sets it to me. Time to show this bitch what I'm made of. I hit the ball towards this girl and it smacks right into her face! She fell backwards on the ground. She might have blacked out for a second but right now who cares! We won our first game! Elle,
Ashley, and I yelled "Tick, tick boom!"

We gave the other team high fives and shook their coaches hand. The rest of the team went to the locker room and were rinsing off but the girls came over to me and starting screaming bloody murder of how proud they were of me. They wanted to take me out to eat but I wanted to hit the ball outside to cool off. The gym was practically empty when I walked outside. I've been hitting the ball on the wall for around five minutes when a dark figure caught my eye. His back was to me but I could recognize this person anywhere.

I tossed the ball in the air and hit it at his head. I had a cart of balls right next to me so I kept hitting volleyballs at his head. It took him a while to actually turn around and catch one.

"You did good tonight."

Silence.

Harry threw the ball back to me. We starred into each others eyes. His emerald eyes make my heart melt. They're so piercing.

"Riley it's obvious you have something to say so just say it."

"I can't get you out of my head. My friends are sick of hearing about you, my hand is tired of writing about you, maybe my brain too of inventing perfect scenarios that I know that will never happen… I just want to know the truth, and not from Juliet's mouth. I want to know your feelings about me, with your own words. I want to know if you care about me. I want to know why the things that happened before you knew my feelings, that you know what I feel… And I know that I don't know you, and that you don't know me, but I know that you think something about my feelings, and everything that you think are not only jokes."

"Riley I…"

"Can I finish!? Don't stay with me because you feel bad for me. I don't need your pity. Stay with me because you want to. Stay. No matter how hard it is to be with me, just stay. I need you."

"No you don't Riley. I'm a grenade and I'm going to explode. I don't want to hurt you."

"I learn a lot from being out on the waves. Feelings are much like waves, we can't stop them from coming, but we can choose which ones to surf. There are all types of love in this world but never the same love twice."

"Riley I don't like you. End of story." He started walked away.

"Don't walk away from me. You know you don't want to leave me here! You leave letters for me telling me how you care for me and how nice I look. And you're saying you don't like me!? That's complete bull!"

Harry turned around and stormed right up to my face with dark eyes. He didn't say anything. He was starring into my eyes, inches away from me with a firm grip on my forearms.

"To the world you may just be someone, but to someone you may be the whole world."

"It's complicated Riley!"

"Love isn't complicated. People are. So don't be complicated, just talk to me." My eyes are filled with tears but none are rolling down my face yet. "Obstacles are put in our way, to see if what we want is worth fighting for. We've had obstacles and we have overcome them. Why are you giving up now?"

He turned away from me.

"Harry I love you but you make me cry, you hurt me and make me feel stupid."

"So why do you still hold on?"

"Because I know I'll be crying harder, get hurt even more and feel dumber if I ever let you go."
Harry turned his face back to mine and loosened his grip on my arms. Tears were slipping from his watering eyes.

"Truth is, I miss you. All the time, every second, every minute, every hour, everyday. Something about you is so damn addicting. Once you start loving someone it's hard to stop."

"Then stop being stupid and just be with me Harry!"

"I don't want you getting hurt."

"Well you're hurting me right now."

"It's not just you who's fucking hurting too Riley! My heart aches everyday because I can't talk to you, see you, touch you… Kiss you."

"Then kiss me."

"If I do, I won't be able to stop."

He ruffled his hair and walked away from me and got in his car and about to drive out of the school parking lot. I poured my heart out to him. What the fuck does he think he's doing!? I walked to get a decent size rock and picked it up. I ran towards Harry's car and threw the rock at his window. It shattered into a million pieces. He stopped and his tires screeched causing smoke to appear from the tires. He got out of his car slamming his door. He was beyond pissed. I've never seen someone this angry. I didn't really think this one through. I was scared beyond imaginable. I turned and sprinted towards the girls locker room. I could hear Harry's footsteps behind me.

I made it inside the locker room closing the door and locking it. I looked around for somewhere to hide but I can't really hide in someones locker. Plus Harry can't get in here it's locked. I went to the open showers turned it on leaving it on cold. I didn't bother taking my clothes off. I rested my head on the pole and just stood there. The water coming down felt like someone was crying. I heard a crash and glass falling to the ground. I turned around and saw that Harry had punched the window so he could get in. I slid down the pole and tucked my head in my knees. A thud was made. Harry is now in the girls locker room. He walked toward me and crouched down next to me.

"What am I going to do with you?"

"Nothing obviously."

He turned off the faucet and found a clean towel to give to me. He wrapped me up rubbing my arms trying to keep me warm. He picked me up bridal style and carried me to his car and stuck me in the passenger seat.

"Nice throw by the way."

I don't need to respond to him. If he doesn't believe him and I could work he doesn't deserve to hear what I have to say.

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I've noticed he's missed all the turns to my house. Who knows what he's trying to do. Play with me? Harry's been trying to make up conversation but I haven't answered him. "It was cool how you hit the ball at those two girls faces. Pretty awesome I must say."

I could see out of the corner of my eye that he looked at me. I still said nothing. We came to an obrupt halt.

"Riley can't you just talk to me!?"

Nope.

"Can't you at least look at me?"

Nope.

We sat there in silence for a few minutes. Harry has been roaming his fingers through his hair the whole time, blowing out air from his mouth. The next thing he did was unexpected. He grabbed my legs lifting them up and pulling me towards him. I'm now laying on the seat with Harry hovering over me.

"Stop this! I don't like the silent game!"

"Then stop playing games with me then Harry."

"Fine. I'll stop!"
He cupped my cheeks and kissed me. The kiss was so needy. So much passion was put into it. I've been replaying the thought of Harry finally kissing me and wonder when he would actually do it. And now he finally is… Kissing me.

Notes

Here's and UPDATE! Sorry it's been a couple days since I've posted. I hope you enjoy this :) Tell me your favorite part of this please!