Love/Hate

[Next Day]
Hayden's P.O.V.

~Dream~
I woke up to a cold room and an opened window. I got up and walked over to the window. I closed it and locked it, "You should try not to roll over so much in your sleep, you could fall and injure yourself."

"Harry?" I turned around and saw him sitting in a chair in a dark corner of the room. "What are you doing here?"

"I wanted to see your beautiful face." He got up and walked into the light. He isn't wearing a shirt, but he is wearing sweats and his hair is messed up. "You know I like you, right?"

"Yeah."

"Well, then..." He slowly walked over to me with a smile on his face. "....show me that you like me, too." He lifted up my chin and brought his lips to mine.

I know this is so right, but I just don't know what I should do. I brought my arms up and wrapped them around his neck. He picked me and carried me over to the bed.

He gently laid me down and pulled away. "I'm falling in love with you, Hayden Mitchell." He brought his lips back to mine and my heart fluttered. He just said he's falling in love with me, but the question is am I falling in love him, too?

~End of Dream~

*KNOCK* *KNOCK*

I opened my eyes and looked at the ceiling.

*Knock* *Knock*

I got out of bed and slowly made my way over to the door. I unlocked it and opened it revealing Ashleigh, Emily, and Spencer. "Come in?" I walked over to the bed and sat down. "What do you want?"

Emily sat down next to me and put her hand on my shoulder, "First of nice lip ring, and second why aren't returning Niall's, Harry's or Liam's phone calls?"

I looked at Spencer and I guess she didn't tell them, so I will. "Harry cheated on me after I left the party?"

Ash walked over and sat down on the other side of me,"WHAT?!...Who told you this?"

I pointed at her and looked at the floor,"Spencer."

They both looked at her and she put her hands up defense, "I had to tell her, what he was doing is wrong and I wanted her to now then later."

Em moved hair out of my face and rubbed my back, "I'm so sorry." I looked at her and a tear rolled down my cheek again. "Come here." She put my head on her shoulder and I just let myself cry.

Ash got up and began pacing the room furiously,"If I see him I'm going to punch him in the balls." I looked at her and I smiled slightly. She turned and smiled at me, "Let's not focus on that though because we're going shopping, so change."

I got up and walked into the closet. I picked this out and changed into it. I walked back out and they all looked at me, "That's a lot of jewelry."

"I know, but it's worth it." Spence smiled at me and we walked out of the room. We walked back downstairs past the kitchen and out the front door. "Bye mom, I'll be home later."

We walked down the walkway to Spencer's car and got in. She started the engine and drove off.

Harry's P.O.V.

I looked at the ceiling and thought of Hayden. I closed my eyes and remembered the night we had our first date. How happy she looked wining the blue bear and when I kissed her she looked surprised and stunned. I opened my eyes and looked at the ceiling....Why did I have to mess up like usual?

*Knock* *Knock*

I looked at the door and got up. I walked over to the door and opened it revealing Niall. "What do you want?" I walked back over to the bed and sat down.

"I just wanted to apologize because I heard what happened. Are you okay?"

I looked at him with a frown. Is he fucking serious? I got up and walked over to him and put my hands in my pockets, "You apologize for what happened between me and Hadyen, but you don't mean it do you?"

"I do mean it."

I walked over to the window and looked at him, "You don't mean because you wouldn't have kissed her last night?" He didn't say anything, so I now He knows what I'm talking about.

I walked over to him and a tear fell from my eye, "You have a girlfriend and you went after mine. I tried to change for her, but I made a poor decision...now you swoop in and take advantage of her vulnerability."

I walked over to the bed and sat down, "How long have you been kissing her behind my back?" Another tear fell from my eye as I looked at him.

"Since your first date."

I looked at my hands and shook my head in pain, "Does Ashleigh know?"

"No."

I looked at him as more tears flowed down my face, "Get out."

"What?"

"Get out!"

"But the lads wanted to cheer up."

I got up and walked over to the window. I looked outside and saw Louis's car parked in the driveway. "Fine....just give me a minute."

"Okay." He left and closed the door behind him. I looked out the window and it started drizzling. Great, nasty weather to make my unhappy emotion. I walked over to the closet and put on a white t-shirt and hoodie with some sweats.

I walked out of the closet and grabbed my keys and wallet off the dresser. I walked out the room and went downstairs past the kitchen and out the door.

I closed the door and put my hood up to keep my hair from getting wet. I walked over to the car and got in. Louis looked at me and smiled, " Hi, Harry."

I looked at him and he stopped smiling. He turned the car on and drove off.

Hayden's P.O.V.

We got to the mall and we went to my favorite store. I looked through the clothes while the others went off to another store. I heard male voices and I look up. Harry and the guys were walking past the store when his eyes locked on mine.

I felt my heart rate speed up rapidly.The guys walked over to him and Louis touched his shoulder, "Harry what are you looking at?" He followed Harry's gaze when his eyes caught mine.

Harry slowly walked over to me with his eyes still locked on mine. He stopped a few feet away from me and took his hood off. "Hi."

"Hey." I walked closer to him and grabbed his hand. "How are you?"

"Horrible without you." A tear fell from my eye, but he quickly wiped it away with his thumb. His mouth twitched into a brief smile then it disappeared. "Don't cry."

I nodded at him and looked into his eyes. They were green but I could see that behind them are sadness and pain. I don't what came over me, but I slowly rose to my feet ready to kiss him. I was about to when I stopped.

I couldn't bring myself to do it, not yet, so I dropped back down to the ground and turned away. "I like you Harry, but you hurt me."

"I know, and I've regret it ever since." He turned me around and move a strand of hair out my face. "I think I'm falling in love with you, Hayden Mitchell."

He brought his lips to mine and kissed me. I've wanted this to happen again, but no so soon. I brought my arms up and wrapped them around his neck.

The dream is coming true, but I'm not sure if I can keep up. I pulled away and looked at him, "Harry...can you do me a favor?"

"Anything."

"Give me a couple more days to be alone." I looked at him and he nodded at me. I walked out the store and saw the others standing there watching. I walked past them and left the mall.

I just need to know if I'm on the same page as him before I say I'm in love with him, too.

Notes

Enjoy!!!
Evelyn<3