She said,

::And I’ve been to hell and back- I spill shit, trip, and embarrass myself. I can’t just flutter my eyes and get that boy. My life is messed up; I’ve been through more shit than you see on TV. Nobody’s perfect. I’ve been lied to, cheated on, and had my heart stolen. I’ve f*cked up, pissed people off, and been f*cked up. But, everything was worth it because I felt it. I knew it was real. Life is real and I’m living it wrong everyday. I’m f*cking up royally and doing everything opposite- but do I regret one thing? Never. Because at one point what I did was what I wanted and I got my satisfaction. My life is mine and no stupid bitches or immature boys can f*ck it up for me anymore. I’m the real deal and I’d love to see you try and break me::

he said,

"::I’m sick of the hookups, the setups, the f*ck ups. When you love someone and they don't love you back, it's hard to find a way to keep yourself on track. It leaves you broken hearted and hurts so much.

1. Prologue

2. Chapter 1

   The Party

3. Chapter 2

   The "Argument"