Does he know?

”The notebook? But i’m using it?” He looked doubtfully at me.
“Then pluck the side that you’re using and handle me the notebook” I answered.
“But why can’t I just borrow it, it takes like two minutes to call the pizzeria?” He clearly thought I was odd.
“Because I need the notebook” I smiled trying to cover up what I hit.
“In your bathroom?!” he raised his eyebrows.
“Yeah I just need to.. note something”
“Ooh. Well okay” he looked awkwardly at me as he plucked the side off he had written on and handled me the notebook.
“Thanks” I smiled and closed the bathroom door. I checked the pages, the letter was still there. Great! Now my heartbeat finally was normal again and I continued the beauty process.

After making myself ready, Zayn came with the pizzas and we haded towards Niall's room. Everyone was already buzzin' and ready for a crazy night. Liam was already tipsy.

“Woooooow you looooook stunning” El stated and gave me a hug. “Of course I’m stunning I’m your twin” I said and we both laughed. We actually did look pretty good. Soph as usual wore some black leggings and a shirt you could see through and not to forget to mention – her huge Jeffery Campbell shoes I badly wanted. We ate our pizza and took a last look at the mirror before heading to a pub.
“WAIT WE HAVE TO TAKE SOME SELFIES” El stated and we almost raped the front camera with weird photos. After 5 minutes I had like 20 pictures of the three of us and some selfies with Louis and Liam. People started walking towards the city but I managed to grab Harry’s arm when everyone was out of the room.

“Wait we don’t have a selfie, you and I “ I said looking innocently at him.
“Did I mention how gorgeous you look?” He said biting his lower lip. I smiled and gave him a wet kiss. I giggled because my lipstick was all in his face. “Thank you baby “I said and took a picture of us. Harry was about to close the door but I stopped him for a minute. “You don’t look bad yourself “I whispered. Maybe a bit too seductively because he once again bite his lips and licked his lower lip with his tongue. I gave him one last kiss. He carefully grabbed my ass and I couldn’t stop laughing. Maybe Harry had already got a little drunk.
“Let’s go before the others leave without us” he said and closed the door. We hurried to catch up with the others who already was like what felt miles away.


The pub was filled with people and smoke. I wasn’t a big fan of pubs but I didn’t want to be a spoilsport so I decided not to complain. I sat beside Harry and on my other side was Zayn. He looked handsome with his leather jacket. I couldn’t resist him at all. It’s so weird that I on one hand want Harry but also Zayn who’s a total contrast of him . They both turned me on and still managed to make me feel good and loved. They were special to me in different ways and somehow I still find it hard to choose one of them.

“LET’S GET MORTAAAAAL” Lou yelled as he ran to the bar with Liam. Zayn, Harry and Niall shouted and followed him.
“The boys are in a really good mood” Soph said as she took a sip of her beer.
“They totally are but it’s also a life time ago since we’ve been clubbing together.”
“I cant’ wait to get to the club I just wanna dance all night long” I said. The three of us looked around; typical girls even though we all have a boyfriend we still somehow want to grab other guys’ attention just for fun. We decided to rate all boys who came to the pub on a scale from 1- 10. The boys were busy drinking beer but it didn’t stop any of us for having fun. Zayn and Niall kept giving each other knuckles and high five like they had something going on. Niall’s a typical Irish guy, he loves beer more than anything and he cand drink like 10-15 without getting drunk. Quite impressive I get drunk after three beers!



“BOYYS” We want to go clubbing now “El said after some while.

“Okay my dear we’re going then” Lou said giving her a kiss on the cheek. He absolutely loved El you could tell that from a mile away, even though he was drunk and it was his birthday party he still listened to her. So cute.
It was my first night out in Liverpool, I was beyond excited. We had been in the club for like 10 minutes and I already saw billions of good looking people and the music was so loud and great. I didn’t really bother about the boys I had Harry and I couldn’t wait to dance with him. As I had imagined he and the guys wanted to take some shots before getting loose, but I didn’t hesitate getting on the dance floor. I grabbed Soph and El’s hand and we started dancing to “Work Hard Play Hard”. "Girls I need alcohol" El said and forced us to go with her to our VIP table. Of course the table was filled with lots of drinks and empty shots glasses. “ Damn guys you’ve been busy “ I joked. Harry made signal for me to sit as his lap which I gladly did. “Youre having a good time?” he asked.“Yeah what about you, you drunken idiot” I joked.

“Heeeeeey I’m not drunk at all” he said giving me a kiss.” But Zayn on the other side is.Look” He said pointing his finger at Zayn and Niall who sat across us. In front of them were 10 empty shots glasses and a half full bottle of wine. “Wow why do they drink so much I don’t want any puke in my room” I said leaning my head on Harrys shoulder. “ Don’t worry you can sleep in my room “ he said caress my hair.

“What are you sitting there for? DRIIIIINK” Louis yelled and handed me a beer.
“I will , I will “.

The girls started drinking but then it hit me out of nowhere. “GIRL WE FORGOT TO GIVE LOUIS OUR SURPRISE”.. Louis looked suspiciously at me. “What surprise?” he smiled.
“Well baby, Liam has a surprise for you” El said. Liam grabbed a chair placing it in front of our table.” Sit Lou” he said pointing at the chair. “What why?” he said but drunk as he was, he sat on it.. “Are you ready to the best birthday present ever?”
We started laughing so hard. I , El, Soph and Liam had planned this for so long and now the moment finally came.
“ Just lean back and relax” Liam said as he sat on top of Louis. He started making riding motions and stroked his fingers through Louis’ hair. Louis sat speechless on the chair as he started laughing out loud. The group started clapping and whistling and I started crying because Liam was actually giving Lou a lap dance!! El took pictures and videos as Liam continued his ‘show’.
He kissed Louis on the cheek as he took of his four-in-hand tie and tied it around Louis’ neck. He then pushed him to himself so he raised himself. They danced slow dance and Liam grabbed his ass while giving him a kiss on the lips. Louis made fun of it and spitted, everyone clapped even harder and Liam himself started laughing. He placed Louis on the chair again as he turned around and shook his ass in front of Louis' face. In return Lou smacked it and Liam started laughing even harder.
“Happy birthday my lovely friend even though I’m gay you know I would never do anything sexual to you this was all your girlfriends job” he said and pushed El towards Lou. They kissed each other and Lou went out for a group hug” You guys are the best friends on earth” he said. “ I LOVE YOU LET’S GET FUCKING MORTAAAAAAL “ He yelled lifting his beer up. We did as he said and starting drinking like crazy bastards.
Zayn sat beside me and we started chatting.
“ You look stunning” he whispered. “ That dress fits you perfectly” he smirked.
“ Thank you” I said looking after Harry who was lost in the crowd.
“ Oh you’re ignoring me?”
"Nooo I just dont wanna see any puke in our room tonight"
“Annabelle please look at me. I’m not that drunk I can control myself I’m just a little tipsy that’s all.”
“Are you sure? How many fingers do I have here?”
“Nine” He answered
“Okay I trust you” and we said cheers. “ Let’s dance?” he suggested... I CAN'T BELIEVE HE WANTS TO DANCE WITH ME?

Fine but my feet are burning so don’t go crazy “ I smiled at him. We took like two steps and our song came on.“OH MY GOOOOOD IT’S OUR JAM! “ I yelled and throwed my hands in the air. I loved “ Blurred Lines” more than anything, so did Zayn. We gave each other high five and started singing a long as we danced like crazy bastards.

"I’m gonna take a good giiiiirl, I know you want it, I know you want it, you’re a good giiiiiirl, cant let it get past me, you’re far from plastic, talk about getting blasted, I hate these blurred lineeeees. I know you want it” He grabbed my waist and we danced along to the rhythm, we made eye contact and both smiled as we got closer and closer. Zayn looked down my cleavage “ But you’reeee a goooood girls, the way you grab me, must wanna get nasty, go ahead, get at me”, he smirked. Then my verse came.
What do they make dreams for, when you got them jeans on, what do we need steam for
You the hottest bitch in this place. I feel so lucky, you wanna hug me. (We hugged)

The song had been me and Zayn's jam for months. We kept dancing close as I could see Zayn getting flirty with his eyes. Of course it worked on me he knew exactly how to play his cards. Typicall Zayn, damn you and those cute eyes!“Baby can you breathe, no more pretending, cause now you winning. Here's our beginningggg” . We were in our own world suddeny the DJ wanted to kill our mood by putting on " Just Hold On We're Going Home"
“Oh a slow song perfect for us” he said and held his arms tightly around me. His hands slowly ran down my back, lower and lower.” Stop it zayn” I said. “ Harry’s here”
“Oh really “ he said sarcastically. “If he can dance with El then you are allowed to dance with your best friend too. .. Well he was right – once again .We slow danced and I placed my hand on his chest. His heart beat so fastly.“What?” I asked, by accident my lips touched his as I wanted to move my face. He smiled.
“Nothing im just trying to control my urge”
“What do you mean?” I giggled.
“You look so beautiful and I’m just trying to behave” I smirked. He made me blush, his words always had a crazy impact on me and suddenly the butterflies went crazy in my stomach.

Out of nowhere someone pushed me aside " There you are I've been looking for you". It was Soph, she was completely wasted and she could barely talk. Somehow she managed dancing with me but after some while I started feeling sick. There were too many people and too little space. " Let's have a break " I said and took her hand. Luckily Harry was at the table with Niall. " Harry i' sorry but i'm going back to college i'm tired and don't feel very well". Even though he sent me a smile and told me he was fine with it I could see the diassapointment in his eyes but I just couldn't walk anymore. Harry stayed to watch out for the group and I and Zayn went home. He didn't want me to go by myself. After 5-10 minutes of walking I finally quitted. " Zayn I can't walk anyore my legs are burning" I said giving him my sad puppy face. " Come on we're almost home?"

“ALMOST? Look at this can you see how blue my toe is?”
"Come on just walk until we arrive at the college then I’ll carry you upstairs.

” Sounds like a plan to me”!

The walk felt like a life time. I was half drunk, exhausted and the pain in my feet were endurable.

“You’re seriously forcing me to carry you?”

“Noooo I just want a break”

“Annabelle, it's half past 3 , we’ve been walking for 10 minutes only”

“ I don’t care im tired “ I said innocently.
“ Come, jump” he said and bended so I could jump on his back. He carried me all the way up to our room. He placed me on the bed and I fake cried.

“What now princess? He said sarcastically.

“ Can you give me some water please”? I looked at him with puppy eyes.

“ Oh you owe me big time” he said and throwed me a bottle of water at my bed

“God, what a exhausted night” he said and took off his jacket. I must have starred at him because he suddenly giggled. “ What are you admiring?” he smirked. I blushed. Caught once again, damn it Annabelle I thought.

“Oh nothing”

“Don’t pretend you don’t like what you see” he said as he said beside me.
.
“Im not pretending anything” I smiled.

He laid beside me as we made eyecontact and he smiled big.
“ What?” I said.

“The notebook thing you know? “..

“Yeah?”


What the fuck?

"You did what?"

"I read it. "

"What? When?"

"When you were showering" he giggled.

"Nooooo way" I covered my face with a pillow. He removed the pillow from my face " I find the letter cute. I read a lot of things I didnt know about " he smiled. " So you like it? " I asked as I felt my cheeks burn more and more.
" I like it a lot" he said kissing me. I couldn’t resist him anymore I needed him.. I sat on top of him as I started to kiss him. He took off his shirt and we started a hot make out session. He pulled up my dress and started fingering me. I guess alcohol and feelings aren't a good match.

We were too caught up in the moment when a light suddenly showed.

“Annabelle you forgot you-“

"What the fuck are you doing?”

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