Does he know?

Girls, hurry up you’re late already! Louis yelled at me and El as we hurried towards his room. He stood in front of his door with his arms crossed” I can’t believe you’re late”
”Oh cut it off Lou we’re only two minutes late” El said and kissed him on the cheek. He immediately smiled and welcomed us to his room.
The other part of the group were all looking at us, Liam, Zayn, Soph, Niall and… Oh Harry were sitting in Louis’ bed.

”Hey guys” we said and I sat beside Harry.

”You’re home already?” I asked looking at him with a big smile.
He looked directly into my eyes” Already? I came for like two hours ago you would have known that if you picked up your phone” he said not loosing eye contact with me. ” Oh sorry I forgot it in my room when I left earlier today” He held his arms around me and kissed me. I could hear Zayn and Liam laugh I opened my eyes and looked in their direction, they whispered and giggled like two high school kids.

”Attention please” Lou said. He was the only one who stood up while the rest of us had settled ourselves.
”Sooo what’s the big news?” Liam asked.

”As you guys know i’m turning 22 next Friday and since it means a lot to me I have decided to throw a massive party at my parents house. I’ve already talked with them and some friends from Doncaster and they’re like all coming. I think it’s perfect because it’s my birthday and as a plus you guys can meet my friends from home” He looked all excited, his eyes sparkled and his smile was wide.

”WOOOOOOOOOHO PARTY!” Niall jumped out of the bed hugging Lou” That’s nice man, i’m in!”
”Me too ” Zayn said as he high fived Lou
”I’m with you guys Liam” added
”Hey me 2 mate I think it’s a great idea i’m already excited” Harry hugged Louis.
”I’m so glad that you’ve all in! So don’t make any plans on Friday, my father will pick us up in his van” he said.
”Lou I can’t believe you already are turning 22! Soph shouted. ” He’s a big boy now” El added and we all laughed.

”Do you have more surprises?” Harry asked.

”Nooooo I think we should go to McDonalds and talk about how mortal we’re going to be on Friday” he shouted rasing his index finger like he had come up with an idea.


At McDonalds:
Harry took my hand, entangled our fingers. ”I’ve missed you love, how are you feeling today?” He smiled at me and I couldnt stop myself from smiling even more.

”I’ve missed you too and i’m feeling great. Thank for asking” I said and kissed him. This time, I didnt lie I had missed him and I was glad to see him again.

There was something about Harry that I never in a million years are going to be able to explain to anyone because it’s so weird, different but yet so fantastic. When he looks at me I feel like im in heaven, when we kiss I feel like im on top of the world, when he looks at me my heart starts pounding faster and faster. Maybe it’s because he’s my first love, my first boyfriend. Maybe it’s because he’s my first kiss and every time we kiss I get flashbacks from our first kiss. I don’t know but there is something about him and the way he always looks at me makes me realize that I can’t tell him the truth because it will break him into pieces which will break my heart too. I dont want to be a heartbreaker.


”Hello earths calling”, Harry waved his hand in front of my face.
”Oh sorry I just. Yeah”
He giggled. ”What do you want to eat love?”
”The same as you love” I answered.

I sat beside Harry and across us sat Liam and Zayn. It was so awkward for me. Zayn was pretty good to play cool, acting like nothing was wrong. I unfortunately kept giggling every time Zayn said something and every time he looked at me I looked down at the table because I thought I would blush or just get caught into it.

We talked about the musical and the upcoming performances we have to do in front of all students as I suddenly felt something tickling my knee. I tried to ignore it but the tickling got worse and I rapidly realized it was Zayn’s hand that stroked my leg thigh.

”What are you doing?” I moth whispered, he just laughed at me. He continued teasing me and I slapped his hand making sure no one heard it.

”Guys excuse me I have to go to the toilet” I said.

I looked myself in the mirror thinking about what the f was going on. Suddenly someone knocked on the door.


Zayn.



”What are you doing in there seriously?” I asked madly.
”I was just making fun, easy”
”No, don’t tell me that. It’s not fun. You can’t just play games with me in front of Harry and you at any rate can touch my thigh in public! Especially not when my boyfriend is around.”
”Oh I forgot you had one” he smirked.

”Zayn cut it off please; can we just pretend the episode never happened?”

”First tell me you don’t want me and I’ll leave you alone”

I crossed my arms” Zayn seriously?” he took at steep forward now standing closely to me.
”I’m serious; just say it and we’ll cut this thing off”
”Okay I… ”
”You what?”
I paused for a minute as I looked into his dark mysterious eyes .I felt an ecstatic feeling as we looked into each other’s eyes.

But I ignored the feeling because Harry didn’t deserve to be cheated on anymore.


“ I don’t want you Zayn”

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