Does he know?

I forgot everything about the McDonalds deal. I called Harry, who sounded nothing else but concerned.

"Where are you we have been waiting for two hours almost. Are you on your way?"

I sighted. " No, i'm so sorry I met Mr. Bolt and we talked about the musical and stuff. Time ran out i'm so sorry just buy me some food and i'll meet you guys here when you come back" I said and hung up.

Oh my. How would I tell this to my friends? They would freak out.

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The flashbacks from our 'episode' flew all around in my head. I caught myself smiling while looking at Zayn. He looked so peacefull and so damn hot at the same time.

But why did we sleep together? Why did he kiss me.. I thought he was over me. Why did I kiss back? I was in love with Harry, Harry was in love with me. Zayn was over me... Or was he?!

I facepalmed myself for my weird behavior. Thank you college, I thought. I wasn’t used to behaving like this. If Sarah knew this she would totally say that I had changed or blaming me for taking drugs.
I don’t know why but I didn’t even felt guitly about the Zayn thing. I didn’t think of Harry at no point and the pleasure Zayn gave me was way better than Harrys.

BUT WHY?! How?!

I once again looked at him.. "Why not?" I thought. He was charming as hell, attractive as hell. So bad and mysterious yet so cute and shy at the same time. It attracted me so damn much I wanted to jump in his bed and kiss him right away.

Stop yourself! I said to myself. I had to step up my game. I kept thinking how I should tell the others about this. I couldn’t tell it to Harry he would dump me immediately and that was the last thing I wanted.

“Morning sweety” Zayns soft voice made thrills all over my body

” Goodmorning handsome” I smirked. He was so cute.

“ How are you from yesterdays treatment?” he joked.

“ Zayn we cant tell anyone about this. Okay?!” I wasn't in the mood for jokes.

“So it will be our little secret ?” he smirked.

"It HAS to be our secret. No other options" I insisted.

"Well that makes everything more fun"

I threw a pillow at him " Stooooop it" I blushed. Why was I so girly with him suddenly? I had never felt like this before.

"It was a mistake and it wont happen again “ I insisted and tried to sound serious but his look made me smile.

“ Ooh are you sure about that?”

“How can you make yourself do this to Harry?” I asked out of nowhere.

“How can you, you’re his girlfriend?” he looked at me with a wondering face expression.

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