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All These Little Things

Chapter 16: It Won't Affect Us, Right?

The concert had ended too soon for me. I wasn’t ready to leave the five amazing guys in front of me. Especially Niall, whom I was starting to like and I didn’t want his concerts getting in the way of our feelings.

The thought had appeared in my mind, uninvited. What if he doesn’t want to see me after a while? Would he just forget about me after his concerts this week?

I certainly hopped not. I was honestly starting to like Niall and for all of the good reasons. Most girls just want to date him because he is famous and very attractive, might I add! But I actually liked Niall because I got to know him and even knowing that he is famous, I still don’t want a serious relationship, well not yet at least. I wanted our feelings to grow more before we start going steady and it has only been a few days since we started dating. Maybe we just clicked more than the average people. But how am I supposed to know how to date considering I have never been in a relationship before so I wouldn’t know the feelings of being in one. If Niall and I were to start dating it would all be a little weird at first. I haven’t been with boys to know how to act in the relationship. I have a feeling I would just ruin it if we ever got together but who knows? I might be the best damn girlfriend anyone can find and it isn’t my fault that no guy has ever taken the time to realize that that might be true. I was glad Niall was taking this time to get to know me.

My mind still struggled over the fact that he has spent time with me this week and nobody else. Though I didn’t want to think about it, I was almost sure Niall would find someone ten times better than me and then forget I have ever existed. Yes I know, that is probably nothing like Niall but he is famous! He could have anyone he wanted, especially the girls that were prettier and skinnier than me yet he seemed to still stick with me, for now at least.

My mind was thinking about too many things right now, things that might not even happen. I just wanted to focus on the type or relationship Niall and I had right now and not one that doesn’t even exist yet.

I heard the crowd get a little upset at the fact that the boys were leaving them. I know I was when the concert ended. It was then I realized I was still sitting on the chair but I was moved back into the previous position before Zayn moved me to the middle of the stage. I saw the boys come towards me, they were all laughing and talking.

I got up to greet them and smiled along with them because let’s be honest, when those boys smile, you want to smile too!

“What did you think?” Louis asked me while rocking back and forth on his heels. I smiled, watching Louis always made me smile. He was such a cutie and he was my favorite out of the group.

Well, it is hard to pick a favorite but there was something about Louis that attracted my attention towards him. Don’t get me wrong, I love all the boys and everything they do but there is just something about Louis.

“It was amazing like always!” I said while Niall walked towards me in a funky fashion.

“Did you ever go to our concerts before we met at the last one?” Asked Niall.

The smile left my face, considering that I thought it was weird that I have never been to their concerts before the last one. (Guys! In real life, I have NEVER been to their concerts! I really want to but don’t have the money to go!)

“No, just the last one and I think it was destined that I went to that one.” I said while Niall smiled uncontrollably at my comment. It was true, I was starting to believe the reason I went to that concert was so I could meet Niall. It was destined for him to be there at that moment and it was destined that I was there at that time.

“You’re right!” Zayn and Harry chimed in. I looked at them while confusion came to my face. What did they mean?

“It had to be destined because you’re all he ever talks about and you guys just met!” Explained Zayn. I smiled. It was nice to know someone was thinking about you on a regular basis.

“And I’m pretty sure he is going to talk about you all this week because he won’t be near you. He’s definitely going to miss you.” Said Harry.

I felt like Zayn and Harry where having the conversation for me and Niall.

“Guys!” Niall blushed and grabbed my hand.

“You don’t have to tell her that!” He said while squeezing my hand a little tighter and was giving the death glare to both Harry and Zayn. They put their hands up in surrender and walked towards Liam, engaging in his conversation. With them gone, Niall turned to me. He looked a little sad, like what they had mentioned tugged at his heart and mind.

“They’re right you know.” He said while giving me a fake smile and then looking down at his feet. His sudden interest in his feet made a smile appear to my face. Niall was going to miss me.

“Niall, it’s not like we’ve been together for years!” I said while sympathetically rubbing his shoulder.

“When you leave it won’t really affect us any because we just met.” I said but I felt like the words coming out of my mouth seemed a little harsh. I wasn’t trying to be but I was right. It wasn’t going to affect us majorly if he left.

“I know!” Niall said while he abruptly let go of my hand. Leaving my hand out for the cold to reach it.

“I know we just met but I feel like I have known you for years! I have never felt like this with someone before and I don’t want to lose this connection between us!” He quickly said. He drew in a big breath and looked at me anxiously. His face went blank. I was still trying to find words to say to him.

“Please say you feel the same way!” He said a little desperately. I thought about it and it was true. I had just met Niall and I felt like I have known him for years.

He dropped his head after a while of hoping I felt the same way.

I smiled and tried to peek at his eyes.

“I do Niall! I do feel the same way and I’m glad that you feel it too!” I said. His head rose, with hope in his eyes. He smiled and stepped a little closer to me. He entwined our fingers and looked deeply into my eyes.

“Really?” he asked while gently rubbing his thumb across my knuckles.

“Yes!” I said and his face became a little more childish.

His excitement surprised me as he bent down and placed a loving kiss on my lips. I could tell he wanted more but I pulled away from him because of the stares we were receiving from the rest of the boys.

His excitement went down a notch as he realized why I had pulled away.

“Don’t make this harder than it should be Niall!” I said while giggling.

He looked at me and smiled.

“I’m going to miss you!” He said before bringing my body closer to his in a Horan hug.

I smiled and hugged him back.

“I’m going to miss you too!” I said against his shoulder.

“Niall! We got to go! Hate to say goodbye like this Cristy but we got to prepare for another concert!” Said Liam. Don’t get me wrong! I love that Liam could keep the boys in check but now of all moments?

Niall looked at him and yelled back angrily.

“Alright!”

My body tensed with this side of Niall. I have never seen it before. I shrugged it off.

“I’m going to miss you love! I’ll call when I can!” Niall said while caressing my back.

“Okay.” I said. I was a little shocked to hear my voice crack. What has this boy done to me?
He kissed me lightly on the lips and let my hand go.

I didn’t want to leave him yet but it wasn’t my choice.

I walked towards the door that I entered the building and walked out. I walked down the few blocks to where my car was parked. It was about 10 o’clock by the time I reached my car.
I got in the car and placed my phone on the car charger. I started the car and drove myself around the many obstacles this block seemed to have.

BZZZZZZ BZZZZZZ

My phone was going off but I decided to leave it be, considering there were a lot of people in front of my car. In one of the traffic jams, I grabbed my phone to check the message.

NiallJ: I miss you already! <3

I smiled. Those boys were right, Niall was going to miss me.

Me: I miss you already too! ;)

The text wasn’t being responded to. It probably was because he was preparing for another concert.

The drive home was antagonizing. I knew Niall wasn’t going to be there to hang out with or to talk to. The closet thing I had to Niall actually being there with me was the phone and the phone could not provide that same attention Niall gave to me.

“This is going to be a long week.” I mumbled to myself. It was true, without Niall to pass the time with, this week was going to be super long.

I got home at about one in the morning. I walked up the stairs and threw myself on the bed. I wasn’t going to get much sleep so I didn’t even bother with changing my clothes. I just got under the covers and started to think about the long week ahead of me. I got a message from Alice but I disregarded it because someone else was on my mind.

Niall.

Notes

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Comments

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