After a day of caring and being smothered by Niall in his house, he returned me to my own. Right now we are in the car, Niall holding my hand tight while he drove. I could see he was worried, maybe feeling guilty. I didn’t want him to do so because it’s not his fault. It’s nobody’s fault. The car stopped and Niall took his seat belt off. I followed his lead and turned my body in the seat to look at him. He held both of my hands and leaned in to join his forehead with mine!
“I wish you could stay with me forever!” He whispered
“I wish I could stay with you forever!” I whispered back, being rewarded with the most passionate kiss ever. Niall took the liberty of taking me to his house after I fell asleep. I still don’t know how he does to keep away from the cameras, but I’m glad he does because I would get in a lot of trouble about it.
“Then stay with me tonight!” He whispered and I gasped
Wait, what? Where? In his house? In his bed? I haven’t even seen his bedroom yet, we just stayed in the living room, in the couch, hugging, Niall taking care of me like only he knows how to do. I looked down, blushing hard. I think my parents wouldn’t let me spend the night out anyways. They let me once to go to Danny’s, but I don’t know if I can now.
“I don’t think I can, Niall!” I said, firmly and with my eyes closed.
There’s an explanation for me being with my eyes closed, seeing those sparkly blue eyes would make me change my mind and stay with him. Knowing that I wouldn’t resist, I would just stay with my eyes closed.
“Look at me!” He whispered
“No!” I said, my voice cracking
“Look at me!” He begged. Hearing that tone made me open my eyes, immediately. He smiled when he saw them. “Hello gorgeous!”
“Hi handsome!” I giggled and he smiled
“You don’t want to spend the night with me?” He asked, his voice trembling. Hurt?
“No, no! It’s not that, it’s ... my parents!” I said, looking down
“Is that the only reason?” He raised an eyebrow, smiling
“I promise it is! I had to take M to a party tonight, but I don’t think she would let me get out of the house like this!” I said
“So, tell them to warn your parents that you’re going to spend the night with Danny!” He said.
I bit my lip. The proposal seems tempting. Sleeping alone in my huge bed, cold, uncomfortable because I finally found a body that perfectly fits in mine. Or sleeping with Niall, warm, cozy, good! I snorted. Why did he had to make things difficult for me? God, it’s annoying sometimes!
“C’mon!” He begged!
I bit my lip so strongly, I think I tasted blood. I immediately stopped biting my lip and moved my hand slowly towards the handle of the car door. I opened it and got out, closing the door behind me. I knew Niall looked perplexed at me, not knowing what my actions would be. Would I stay with him or wouldn’t I?
I opened the house door and closed it behind me, making it slam.
“MARIA!” I yelled.
I heard steps, quick steps running down the staircase. Maria appeared in the hallway, worried. She took a hand to her chest, in the place where the heart should be.
“You have your mother’s lungs!” She smiled and I smiled back
“I have to tell you something, and you have to listen very carefully okay?” She nodded, afraid and I sat in the stairs with her.
**
I walked out of the house, hopping to see Niall and his car, but I didn’t. Really? He left? I shook my head, walking towards the street to look for some lights or a black car. When I was about to look for the car, two strong hands grabbed me. I was about to scream when one of the hands covered my mouth. The person turned me to face them. Niall was looking at me, his eyes widened, a stiff line between his lips.
“You shouldn’t be outside like this! You’re sick!” He said, taking his hand out of my mouth
“What are you doing here? Out of the car?” I asked he pointed up.
We were under my tree. So that’s how he manages to sneak to my porch? And, probably, I was the one who gave him the idea when he saw me coming dawn the tree. I turned to him and smiled.
“This tree was planted in the day I was born you know?” I said and Niall frowned, then he smiled
“It’s big and strong now! It can carry me around!” He said “I don’t think you can carry me around!” He laughed and I smiled
“Yet!” I said, raising two fingers to squeeze his nose. Niall laughed and hugged me under my tree.
“It’s a fine tree!” He said, raising one eyebrow to me
“I think so too!” I extended one hand to touch the tree, still between Niall’s embrace “A pretty fine tree!” He laughed out loud
“Let’s go you crazy head! I need to take you home, into a bathtub or something!” I wrapped my hands around, smiling against his black leather coat and burring my face inside of it. Niall swiped me off my feet and carried me towards the car, in his arms.
His scent was amazing, like he had just taken a bath. I like the smell of soap, and he smells like soap, his skin smells like soap. I closed my eyes, my nose brushing his neck slowly, making his skin get goose bumps. I smiled against his skin and planted a kiss in his neck.
I felt something warm under me, something cozy too, but nothing compared to Niall’s hug. The place he had in his arms for me felt perfectly shaped for my body. It’s uncanny but I kind of like it. I leaned back against the car bench, what I can identify now by the soft texture and the coziness. The door was closed behind me and Niall walked around the car towards the driver’s seat. When he got in, he gave me a small smile before he turned the car on.
The car ride was silent, no one was talking and I preferred that way since I was able to punish myself about lying to my parents again, and lying to Maria for the first time in my life. My head was racing, but at least I knew that I would be able to spend a full night with him, in his bed, cuddling and being cute together.
When the car stopped, Niall quickly got out and I followed his lead. Silence until the front door. He opened it and we both got in. I was feeling weird for some reason. The environment between us was weird. I don’t know, I just don’t like it one bit.
“Niall…” I called “What’s going on?” I asked, worried
“I-It’s nothing!” I crossed my arms in front of my chest
“You don’t usually gasp over nothing Niall! Tell me the truth!” I requested a bit annoyed.
Niall never told me anything about himself, not what I wanted to know. Like, who is James? That question never stopped in my head since I first heard him call it in his sleep. I wanted to know who James was, but Niall doesn’t let me reach out to him, not in his mind anyways. I wanted to be a part of everything he does, if he wants me to, of course, but even so, I want him to feel as safe with me as I feel with him.
“It’s just that…” He stopped himself
“That…?” I patted my foot on the floor repeatedly, waiting for an answer.
I’m so cranky today, I don’t know what’s happening. Probably is the headache talking and sending stuff t my brain that shouldn’t be there, but Niall can simply say what I want to hear and we would just go to sleep and forget this.
“You’re the first girl sleeping in here!” Niall said, and I noticed he had his cheeks red
“Wait, sleeping with no sex or sleeping sleeping?” I asked, frowning with my own words
“Sleeping sleeping and sleeping with no sex! You’re the first person to ever sleep in here!” He smiled
“What about that girl I saw yesterday?” I asked, uncrossing my arms and putting them in my hips. Niall smirked
“She never slept here. She was like… hum… how can I put this? She, and I we had a thing going! When she said she wanted more, I had to finish things, but she never slept here. Sex? Yes! But sleeping like you’re about to do, no!” He said.
Wow! So that was how his previous relationships went? Very comforting right? How can I be sure that he won’t do the exact same thing to me? Well he let you sleep here didn’t he? And he told you that he wanted more from you that just sex! Conscience, you, talking to me, is becoming a permanent thing hu? Anyways, I guess you’re right. But what about that girl? Did he just dump her because she wanted more? I can say that it’s a bit scary to me to think that. To m, sex isn’t a light thing that you can have with the first person you find in the street (or in a concert), but with a person you love and who loves you back! How can I be sure Niall loves me? How can I be sure I love Niall? I never been through anything like this, so I’m confused.
“Did you just dump her because she wanted, and I quote, “more”?” I said, crossing my arms in front of my chest again, a bit annoyed
Niall swallowed, noticing my threatening position. I snorted to a hair that fell in my face. It’s still a bit confusing to me how some people can take sex as a light thing. It’s not, it’s supposed to be special, with a person who you love, who loves you back and you want to spend the rest of your life with. Yes, I’m corny and cheesy, but it’s the truth. Sure, my best friend lost it when she was sixteen with her boyfriend at the time, now they don’t even speak to each other because he cheated on her. See? Waiting for things, build up that suspense isn’t a bad thing! Au contraire monfrère, building up the suspense makes things get a lot better. But who am I to know right? Just a silly little girl who knows nothing about love, being a relationship or how things about sex should go! But that’s just my believes, the ones I’ve been impregnated with, since I was about three years old, the same believes I so reluctantly had to give to Maria and to Adriana and to Jessica.
“Yes!” Niall whispered and I felt my heart stopping. My fingers grabbed the fabric of my sweater, tightening it, scared, disappointed, sad “But she was nothing like you!” He said, a bit louder. I uncrossed my hands again and made a signal for him.
“How different am I? Enlighten me please!”
“You are… You are…” Seriously now, he can’t even think of differences between me and her
C’mon Niall, I thought you were better than that. I guess I don’t know how to judge people and I must certainly didn’t know how to judge him. Maybe that because I was never used to judge someone, my nature is just forgive and forget and move one from things.
“You can’t even distinguish both of us, seriously Niall…. I thought you were better!” I said, disappointment sowing off in my tone.
“I know you better, I promise I do!” Niall was worried now
“Prove it!” I said
Silence. Niall didn’t say a word. I smiled sadly and shook my head negatively. You sure are dumb girl. He just deceived you in every way possible. Well, not every way, you still have one thing that that girl didn’t have (if you know what I mean) and wasn’t took away by him. I turned around, about to open the door to leave.
“You are like the sun, and she’s rain!” Niall brought me back before I could storm off
“W-What?” I gasped, closing the door and turning to him
“She’s cold, feet on the ground, not dreaming at all kind of person. She likes expensive stuff, over the top things, noise, she’s too ambitious, she like’s money and wants nothing more than material things! She judges people, she was gloomy. You’re warm, a dreamer! You see color everywhere when the world is nothing but a dark blurt. You’re pure, you’re generous, kind, intelligent, you’re forgiving, you’re brave and you accept everyone and their defects. You don’t judge anyone, you’re the light, you glow Johanna!” He breathed and continued “ You’re all about the simple stuff, rain, books, tea, warm sweaters… I know you don’t care about money! Why would you care about money when you can have all the money you want from your parents?”
“Niall…” He cut me off
“No! Listen!” He sighed “She never came close to the genuine effect you have on me, she never gave me as much caring and loving as you do with only one kiss in the cheek or a chaste kiss on the lips. She needed the full action if you know what I mean, the only thing close to a feeling that I got with her was when she gave me The Script tickets. My heart skipped a beat because I love them and I wanted to go to a concert since, forever. I thought it was very kind of her but ... With you…” He took a step in my direction “You don’t need to give me anything, only the glare of you by the morning … how your hair is always messy, how your eyes are genuinely grey when you wake up but as soon as you blink several times they turn to a color that fits your mood. For example. Your eyes now are grey. You’re angry, annoyed. But your eyes are turning green, slowly, meaning you’re happy about something.” I closed my eyes and breathed heavily, trying to return to my angry state of mind, keeping my eyes grey, but I couldn’t keep my lips from making a slight curb, knowing he knows me so well. When I opened them again, Niall was two steps away from me “When your clumsy, I love when you’re clumsy, have I told you that? Except when you fell from the tree…” He took the last step in my direction, leaving a slight opening between our bodies “… that actually pained me a bit!” He sighed, extending one hand to caress my cheek, brushing his thumb against it. I pressed my cheek more against his opened huge palm, closing my eyes “I simply adore how cheeky you are!” I frowned and opened my eyes. I sure as hell was not cheeky.
Before I could do anything more, Niall raised his other hand and squeezed both of my cheeks, each with open hand. Truth is, I always have been a bit cheeky, not bold cheeky but cheeky cheeky, I have been since I was a child.
I grumbled with pain. Pulling and squeezing my cheeks was always painful to me. Danny uses to do it in school or when we are together, but she knows not to pull too much because it hurts me. I laughed unexpectedly with Niall’s tightening. I took his hands off of my cheeks and jumped on him, wrapping my hands around his neck. He held my waist, tightening his fingers in my rib zone, making me and him feel the bone. That didn’t kept the smiling out of my lips. Niall smiled widely too and gave me a quick, shy kiss.
“Seeing you by the morning makes me feel things that a million concert tickets couldn’t do all together!” He whispered against my lips
I smiled widely, crashing my lips against his again quickly and burring my head in his neck next. Niall pulled my thighs around his waist and walked towards the living room. He sat on the couch, me in his lap. We stood there, silently appreciating each other. My legs were still around Nialls waist, my keens supported on the couches pillows, one in each other, accidentally of course. My hands were playing with Niall’s hair, my nose buried in the left side of his neck, feeling his scent. Niall’s thumbs were caressing my back, his right cheek pressed against my chest, his eyes closed, enjoying the moment. Seeing Niall like this, reminds me of a needy child, who doesn’t know how it is to feel loved. The thought of it made my heart ache so I just forgot about it. I took Niall’s head in my hands, raising it till his blue orbs found mine.
“I like you.” I breathed “A lot!”
Niall smiled so widely I thought his muscles were going to tear apart. I smiled back. Niall wrapped his hands around my body, turning me around for me to sit in his lap. I frowned when he did so, but a forced smile appeared on my face when Niall’s huge fingers started to ticklish me. I’m extremely ticklish, EVERYWHERE, so we trailed off in a circle of giggling and laughing all the time.
I got loose from Niall’s embrace and started to run around the living room, feeling to the kitchen next. I ran around the kitchen island, provoking Niall from the other side of the island. He laughed and ran after me, but managed to run across the table to flee from him.
When I saw that the path to the hallway was clear, I ran, finding a staircase in front of me. I looked behind me to see Niall, laughing and running behind me. I giggled and rain upstairs, finding a lot of doors to where I could go to. I opened the door of the first in the left and got in, closing the door behind me.
The room was dark, I didn’t turn on the lights to see what the inside of the room looked like. I pressed my ear against the door and tried to listen to Niall. I hear footsteps coming upstairs and I smiled against the door. Then, I heard silence, but a few seconds after a voice, slightly raspy and with a cute accent voice echoed.
“Johanna!” He called “Where are you princess?” I giggled but tried to cover it up with my hand “I’m gonna find you!” He said
The door opened, making me take two steps back and smiled to Niall. The lights were turned on and I noticed we were on a bedroom. He gave me a wild look after coming at me, trying to grab me and ticklish me. He threw me in bed and sat on top of me, tickling me. He was having fun, seeing me like that, in agony. I kept laughing, and laughing and laughing. My arms moving, trying to make Niall stop but he wouldn’t, he just kept doing it, laughing when I laughed, smiling when I yelled for him to stop, he was just having a good time.
“Niall stop!” I said cleaning up the tears in my eyes “Please!” I busted out laughing again.
“Okay, okay!” He stopped and lied next to me, looking at the ceiling “You wanna eat something?” I nodded “You wanna come downstairs?” I nodded
“I cook! It’s safer!” I giggled
“Okay!”He snorted and looked around 2This is my bedroom you know?” He said
“Yeah?” I asked
“Yeah! You found it at first!”
“It was the first door I found!” I giggled and had a look around too.
Niall didn’t have a lot in his bedroom, only a king-size bed, two bedside tables, a drawer or two, all black. He had a door attached to the room itself too, wich I guess it was the bathroom. I guess Niall doesn’t care much about his bedroom since everything is black and white, but its cute thought, and tidy too.
“Are you coming?” He said, already by the door
“Yes!” I smiled, getting up and walking towards the door where Niall was at. E extended a hand for me and I smiled, willingly taking it. We got to the first floor and into the kitchen.
“What do you wanna eat?” I asked him who was sitting in a chair, by the kitchen’s island.
“No! You’re the one who’s sick, you choose. Plus, you’re the one cooking too!” I smiled sweetly
“I don’t think I’m sick anymore!” I said, pulling my hair into a messy bun and washing my hands next
“Are you going to school?” I nodded, my back turned at him “Yo brought everything?” He asked and, by the tone he had, I could tell he was frowning
“I brought a bag you know!” I turned around, one hand holding the board of the sink, the other one holding a half pealed potato that was now being wiggled in front of Niall, making him laugh “If you weren’t paying attention to the tree and trying to climb it, you would notice I was with one in my back when I got out!” I turned to the sink again.
“Well I was too distracted to notice you had a bag! But it wasn’t about the tree though!” I smiled, my back turned at him
“What was it then?” I asked.
When I had barely finished the phrase, two strong hands were wrapped around my waist and a body clashed with mine. Niall pressed a kiss in my exposed collarbones. I gasped and Niall smiled against my skin.
“You!” He breathed “I was distracted by you!”
“How could I…” I turned around “…have distracted you?” I asked, smiling, my lips close to Niall’s
“Have you seen yourself lately?” Niall asked “You’re beautiful!” I cringed with shyness, my head falling to the side, my eyes fixed one of the corners of the kitchen, looking everywhere but Niall “What?” He asked, his thumb covered my chin, pulling my head to look at him.
“I’m not beautiful!” Niall frowned
“Yes, you are!” He said firmly “You’re beautiful, always had, always will!” he smirked
I blushed and hugged Niall, my hands soaking wet rubbing against his shirt. Niall complained about the wet shirt and I laughed, keeping up the good work. Niall ended up laughing with me and having fun.
“Now, I have to cook Mr. Horan, go put the table!” I pointed at the island, letting Niall know that I would like to eat in the kitchen, not in the living room.
Niall snorted and let go of me, opening a door and taking the plates out of there. I turned around to finish our small dinner.
**
When I finished cooking, I putted everything in the island, in front of Niall. His eyes widened, his lips parted. He was amazed by the fact that I can cook really well, I can tell by the look in his face.
“You cook really well!” Niall said, serving a plate of food for me while I sat in the chair across his.
“You haven’t even ate yet!” I giggled and he landed the plate of food in front of me
“I think everything you do is perfect!” he shrugged and I blushed
“Thanks!” I whispered
“You welcome!” Niall said, taking a fork with food to my mouth
I smirked and finished eating. When I did so, Niall was already starring at me. My eyes met his so curious ones and I frowned.
“What’s wrong?” I asked
“Nothing!” I frowned more, making a perfect coin whole appear between my eyebrows.
“Niall Horan, don’t you lie to me!” I said, angry
“Calm down love!” He asked
“Tell me then!” I asked, calmer
“I… I have hum… I have to leave to Australia in two days!” He said.
My heart fell so quick I thought he would break! Apart from me? Now? Really? Now that I’m getting used to have him here, around me, all the time, he’ll leave for God knows how long.
“How long will you be away?” I tried to ignore the missing feeling in my chest and hide the anxiety
“Two days tops! I’ll be back soon, so don’t get anxious okay?” He asked, probably noticing the tone in my voice “I’ll be here!” He stretched one had to touch my chest and he pressed his huge palm there, feeling my heartbeat accelerated “And you…” He grabbed my hand and stretched it to touch his chest, making me lean over the table “…will be here!” I nodded, not knowing what to say.
I don’t really believe in long distance relationships. They just never last do they? I don’t think so, but I’m glad Niall isn’t going out for too long.
“I leave at 6:00 in the morning! I should stay there for the rest of the week in vacation!” He sighed, looking up to the ceiling and then looked at me “But then I remember it wouldn’t be a vacation with you in it!” I giggled
“Maybe we’ll go to the beach and I’ll give you a taste of vacation okay?” I said, smiling warmly. Niall nodded like a small child, his hair wiggling, all happy and funny.
“Well, I have a busy day tomorrow, and you need to sleep tonight because you have classes tomorrow miss!” Niall said and I smiled
“I do!” I sighed “Do you want help packing or something?” I said, not being able to control the sadness in my tone.
Niall smiled sadly at me and shook his head negatively. I smiled weakly and got up, being followed by Niall. We went to his room and laid on the bed, under the sheets. Niall had taken his shirt off. There was an awkward silence in the room. I don’t think Niall had ever left a girlfriend back here while he went to play in a different country. That’s why it’s being so awkward! Not at all the change he’s cohabitating the idea of breaking up with you! I tried to convince myself.
Turned around, my back turned to Niall, my eyes landed outside where it was rainy and stormy, the perfect weather when your as nostalgic as I am right now! The thing is, I don’t even know WHY I am nostalgic. Sure he’s leaving, FOR TWO DAYS, it’s not a year Johanna, control yourself please! You’ll have to get used to him leaving all the time. After all he’s famous and has to move around. I don’t want to be the one standing in front of his career. NO! I refuse to do so. Just, let him go, he’ll return to you in two days.
My hands were put under my head and my knees raised to my chest, the position I make when I need comforting. I’m not even feeling Niall’s warmth in me, the thing that can give me the most comfort in the whole world. I moved my head and felt the watch under my left temple. He’s right, he’ll always be with me, always even when he’s away for a gig in Australia. I closed my eyes, scared for tomorrow, the last day I would have with him! I tried to send away all of the anxiety in my body. If I think too much, I’ll be anxious and I don’t want Niall to see me anxious.
Suddenly, warm filled my body. Niall’s body was completely glued on mine. His legs were wrapped around mine, his hands around my arms, not letting me move, my bum pressing against his hips, my back against his back. I sighed, feeling a bit better and comfy. Niall fitter perfectly in me.
“You fit me better than my favorite sweater!” I said, right before I fell asleep
**
I woke up, alone in Niall’s room. Oh no, please tell me he didn’t left. I have to see him before he leaves. He’ll probably want to sleep earlier today so he can wake in a good mood tomorrow. But I need to… I need to see him. I got desperate. Where is he? He wouldn’t left before he said goodbye right?
“Niall?” I called, my voice cracking “W-Where are you?” Silence for a while, but then I heard footsteps coming from the hallway. “Niall?”
I called as the door opened. Blond hairs sprung loose while he took the towel out of his hair, finishing drying it with the towel. Niall was shirtless, only wearing his usually large black pants and his red vans. He smiled when he saw my frightened face.
“Did you thought I left before I talk to you?” He said, smiling. I nodded “I couldn’t have, after all, I fit you better than your favorite sweater right?” He laughed
I blushed right away. I remember saying it to Niall before I fell asleep, but I don’t remember his reaction to the words since I completely fell into a circle of dreams before I even got the chance to see those beautiful blue eyes of his. I blushed and looked up from my dark hair, pulling it out of my face to see him better. Niall smiled, mocking me.
“What does that have to do with anything?” I said, faking annoyance and turning around in bed so my back would be facing Niall.
“You’re so cute!” He said in my ear.
I could feel the warmth coming from his body, but he was not touching me. Except for where his lips were kissing my ear. Niall grabbed my thighs and turned me. Then, he pulled me down, making me face him, under him. I gasped and shot a glare at Niall, my lips pressed against each other.
“I’m not cute!” I said, blushing
“Yes you are!” He said. He leaned down, his hand playing with my dark brown hair “My hair had this color when I was younger!” He stated
“It’s a great color!” I smiled at him and he smiled back
“It looks good on you!” He smiled. To get himself more comfortable, Niall put his legs around my waist, sitting on top of me. I gasped with the closing up and Niall smirked “It would be a very good goodbye gift wouldn’t it?” He teased, his hand running up my thigh till he reached the sweaters end. I gasped again and Niall laughed “Relax Princess, I won’t make you do anything you don’t want to do!” I smiled, letting my body relax after the sudden mini heart attack Niall had just given to me. Niall got up and walked towards the wardrobe, opening it, his back turned at me.
He grabbed a shirt and put it on, turning to me next. I got up, pulling the sweatpants down since they were in my bellybutton high now. Niall laughed.
“See? Clumsy!” He smirked and I showed him my tong. He made a face, a face that made it seem like he had just drank spoiled milk and that made me laugh “Come here my small princess!” He opened his arms.
“I’m not small!” I stated “My height is just cute!” Niall laughed and I ran towards him, wrapping my hands around his neck and burring my nose in it.
Niall laughed out loud and hugged me, locking my waist against his body, like he wanted to join both bodies in only one. I sighed and moved my head to look at him. When I found those pretty blue and sparkling eyes, I felt my heart pounding again,, my stomach was flipping, my head was a black sheet and my legs, regardless the fact that they were not touching the ground, were shaky. When I looked at those pretty blue eyes I felt complete, prefect, a match to something, in this case, someone.
“I wish you could see yourself in my eyes!” Niall whispered with admiration and buried his nose in my neck.
I raised one hand to put it in his head, caressing his hair and wiggling it, paying with it, stroking it. Niall giggled against my neck, making shivers go down my back, but good shivers.
“You know I have to go right?” Niall whispered when he got a glance at his/mine watch. I sighed
“Will I see you again?” I asked, hopping the answer would be yes
“No!” He answered, and to that, silence followed.
I nodded, being strong for him, I needed to be if I wanted to not be a problem in his career. He couldn’t have his girlfriend asking him to stay here when he has to go to Australia. Niall let me fall down, my bare feet touching the hard wooded floor. I let his neck go too, my hands feel around my body.
“Soo, I guess this is goodbye!” I whispered, my head down
“Princess!” He called, I looked up.
When I did, Niall was already two inches away from me. He pressed his lips on mine, his hands around my waist, pulling me to him and slightly raising my feet of the ground. I slightly opened my mouth and Niall explored it with his tong, moaning low pitched. I held on to his hair, squeezing it, letting out an occasional moan. When my feet touched ground again, I wasn’t expecting it so I stumbled. Niall caught me and smiled sweetly.
“I’ll miss you, you clumsy!” I smiled sweetly
“I’ll miss you too!” I said
“Alright, I have to go!” He pressed a kiss in my cheek and grabbed the jacket that was hanged on the doorknob. He opened it and, before closing it, he turned to look at me. Sad eyes, sad expression, agony. Both of us “I like you!” He breathed “Really, really much!” He said
“I like you too!” I smiled and looked down.
Before I could look up to give him a last glare, Niall was already gone.
I let myself sit in the mattress of Niall’s bed, thinking. This was the last time I was able to see him in the next three/four days. I will miss him. He made so much pressure on getting into my life and now that I have accepted it, he just leaves to Australia. At least he could take some photographs of koala bears, they are so cute.
I sighed and got out of bed, grabbing my backpack. I had brought my uniform in there and my books too. I stripped off my clothes and got into the skirt and the white shirt with the tie. I let the tip of the tie ran loose but put the shirt inside of the skirt. I let my hair loose from the bun I had made yesterday. It was completely messed up and I had no comb here, so I just braided it, like Niall did.
I got into my ¾ sock and my sneakers. I walked downstairs and got into the kitchen to eat something before I left. The kitchen smelled good and I knew this smell from somewhere. I frowned, but my frown turned to a smile when I saw a plate of pancaques with maple syrup on top of the kitchen island. A piece of paper was next to it.
“See? I know how to cook after all!”
I laughed low pitched and started eating my pancaques, made by the guy who is leaving tomorrow at 6:00 in the morning.

Notes

Hey guys! So, another chapter! I have an idea, if I make an ask for the fanfic, would you see it? Please reply! Love you <3