Once we finished eating, and I payed. Yes, I payed, he complained, a lot actually, but I don’t care! The boy on the cash register actually looked at my top too many times and started to laugh. I gave him a sweet smile in return. That didn’t please my jealous boyfriend! He got up from his chair and hugged me by the waist, kissing my neck. I felt chills going down my spine and everything down my waist tightened. The boy in the register, a very tall guy with light brown hairs and blue eyes, frowned suggestively.
“Her boyfriend, pleasure!” Niall said, giving him a fake smile. I bit my lip, trying to hold a loud laugh, but I couldn’t so I started laughing and shook my head negatively. He can be so jalousie.
He knows he has no reasons to. Nobody will ever be as pretty, as caring, as cute as him. He knows I’m all his. I still don’t understand why he chose me…
“O-Okay!” The guy said, recognizing him
“You can’t intimidate every guy I talk to, Boyfriend!” I said in a whisper and Niall smiled
“I can try!” I laughed and pecked his cheek quickly.
After I payed, I grabbed his hand and pulled him out, almost making him run. I had to get some ice cream. Oh, how I wish I had ice cream right now. I never really liked McDonald’s ice creams. Burgers? Sure, the best but not ice cream. Don’t ask me why, I just don’t like them. Niall smiled, pulling my hand so I could slow down. The smile in his lips was just adorable. I could tell he was happy with us assuming our relationship, and, if it makes him happy, it makes me happy.
He wrapped a hand around my shoulders and walked slowly with me through a park where there were a bunch of seats and grass and pigeons flying around. I looked up to Niall and he smiled. I kissed his nose and got rid of his hand, running after the pigeons. Niall laughed like crazy and I laughed too. I landed my hands in my hips and turned to him.
He had his hand in his forehead, covering the sunlight so he could see me better. Another hand on his own hip. A smile that occupied all of his lips and made him look ten times prettier than he already was when he was normal.
“Are you chasing Kevin’s?” He asked and I frowned
“Kevin’s?” I asked. He smiled, holding the cup of the coke he hadn’t finished back there in McDonald’s.
“Yeah, Kevin is a pigeon and the band’s mascot!” He said and I smiled
“I like chasing Kevin!” I smiled, running after pigeons again. I laughed out loudly and opened my arms again like a plain.
Can I just say that I always wanted a boy to watch me do crazy stuff and think ‘Damn, I love her?’ I really do. Suddenly, two hands surrounded my waist, not holing the cup anymore. He raised me from my feet, making me swing in his hands. He turned to me and looked me in the eyes. He landed me on top of his feet, over his sneakers. I was his height now, and his eyes were just in front of mine. With one hand, he put some hairs of mine behind my ear and smiled.
“Damn princess, I love you!” He said, kissing my lips quickly.
“I love you too!” I said, surrounding his waist with my hands and hugging tightly “But…” He frowned, wariness accumulating in his eyes “I really need ice cream now!” He sighed in relief
“Don’t do that again! You scared me!” He said, his eyes suddenly too warm for me “Just don’t tell me ‘I love you, but…’” I nodded
“Sorry, sorry!” I said, kissing his cheek sweetly. He smiled widely and held my hand
“Let’s get you some ice cream!” He said and I smiled, nodding
We walked through the rest of the park, crossing the grass till we saw an ice cream cart. I smiled and ran towards it. Damn, I should look like a ten year old to the people who were there. The park was empty where we were before, but we took what twenty steps and there are people all over the place. I had my shirt all dirty, and so did Niall.
I sighed, pulling Niall with me. There were large families having picnics. Children ran from one side to the other, groups of friends playing soccer and Frisbee with their dogs. People making some exercise, running around in sportswear. It was a perfect day in London. It wasn’t a cold day, it was slightly warm to Christmas time. The grass was slightly wet from the snow melting over it and I’m actually admired by the fact that the green grass didn’t turn to a brownish green one. Everybody knows that grass burns…
We got to the cart and I looked at Niall. He was trying to choose the ice cream he wanted to eat. I chose strawberry and he chose chocolate. After he payed, only because he insisted, we walked through the path till we got next to a tree. I didn’t care that the grass was wet because my outfit was ruined already, plus, it’s not like I really care. Niall leaned his body in the branch of the tree. I sat between his legs and leaned back while he surrounded my neck with his arm, his elbow in the same direction as my head was, turned to the people in the park, doing their own things.
I sighed, closing my eyes for a second, enjoying the moment. I kept eating my ice cream slowly, enjoying. Niall’s arm felt like a collar on me, that made me laugh. When I was about finished with my ice cream, a football (soccer) ball hit me in the face. Niall’s arm around me hardened.
I was standing still, holding on to a pain tear. I could feel my whole face burning. I closed my eyes and the tear escaped. I wasn’t going to start crying but it was actually painful because the speed of the ball was high and it hit me directly. Niall turned me in his legs, sitting me with my legs around his waist.
“Johanna!” He said worried “Are you okay?” He asked and I nodded slightly, feeling my head hurt “No you’re not!” he cleaned my tear
“I am, I’m just soared!”I said and he smiled, caressing my cheek.
“Are you sure?” He asked and I nodded. He leaned in and kissed my lips. I widened my eyes and cringed in my place. Ow, it hurt! “It hurt you?” I nodded “I’m gonna kill the son of a bitch who did this!”
“Look who we found here boys!” I hear the know voice, the voice that belonged to the person who tried to take me away from my boyfriend so many times, the voice that sent shivers down my spine just by being heard “My aim keeps growing better and better!” He laughed malificently
“You son of a bitch!” Niall growled and I cringed.
I turned around in his lap and saw Jason and two other boys, two of the three I saw in the ally when I was forced to… Well, you know what I was forced to do! I think I saw them around Maria’s school, but I never cared to look directly at him
“Easy big boy!” Jason said, laughing
“You did it on porpoise!” He said, getting up with me in his lap
“You’re dating him now?” Jasper asked and I frowned
“You have nothing to do with it!” Niall growled
“Yes I do, Nelly!” What has he just called my boyfriend? Was it a girl’s name? Oh no, this won’t end up well “I claimed her as mine!” Niall gave him a half smile
“My bed sais the contraire!” Niall said. I blushed heavily, smiling hugely and looking at the ground. I can’t believe he told this out loud.
“You had sex with him?” Jasper asked/yelled, horrified. I looked up and nodded. Thought it wasn’t completely truth because there was no penetration… But it still counted, to me it did “I want to hear it from your mouth!” He took a step in my direction, squeezing my cheeks.
Niall growled, pulling his hands away from me. I grabbed Niall’s bicep to give me strength and stood by his side. I’m so sick of him getting in the way of our relationship. I’m growing tired and tired of this.
“Yes, I did have sex with him!” I could see the astonishment on his eyes “You know why? Because I love him! I’m so tired of you getting between us. That’s enough! Why do you even do this?” I asked
“Because I don’t give up on things I want!” Jasper growled towards Niall “And I wanted you to go through all of this with me, not him!” He said, now towards me “Can’t you see he’s not good for you?! He’s full of tattoos…” I could tell it hurt Niall so I sent him a cold look. No asshole like this is going to hurt the boy I call mine “…he probably smokes and drinks too much…” I laughed
“That’s so funny! You know why? Because he wasn’t the one who tried to rape me when he was drunk!” I said, a smile in my lips “Please, leave me alone!”
“I can’t!” He said
“Why?” Niall asked
“Because I never give up!” I sighed and grabbed Niall’s hand
“Let’s get away from them love, they don’t matter to us!” I said, pulling Niall “Oh,” I referred to Jasper “He might have tattoos, but he’s much more pure than you could ever be!” And then I kept walking with Niall.
We walked in silence for a while.
“Do you love me?” Niall asked and I looked up at him, melting my eyes in his
“Of course I love you dumbass!” I said, stopping in the middle of the park and surrounding his neck with my hands “Why would you ever question that?” he shrugged
“I just like to hear you say that!” He closed his eyes, the breeze moving his hairs to the right. Is lips were so kissable “It makes me feel confident in myself!” I kissed his cheek and he opened his eyes
“I’ll always say this to you!” I said, caressing his hairs “You know why?” I asked
“Why?”
“Because it’s the truth!” He smiled widely and kissed me, holding my waist and spinning me around in the air. I laughed out loud, afraid I was going to fall, but I was enjoying it too.
Niall landed me on the ground, joining his nose with mine, giving me an Eskimo kiss. I smiled sweetly, feeling his sneakers under my feet. I leaned in and kissed his lips quickly. I put my head in his chest and he hugged me tightly.
“Why did you choose me?” I asked, my chin holding on his chest, my eyes on his waiting for an answer. He kept the arm around me.
“You know, I’ve been with a lot of girls… A lot of them, a huge amount of …” I cut him off
“I get it Niall!” I tried to frown but I couldn’t hold on, so I laughed and shook my head negatively. I don’t have to worry, I know he’s mine and nobody else’s.
“Well, and of that amount of girls, none of them was so… hum… unsperienced as you are!” He said “I always had a sense of possession that was too big for a normal person. Knowing that I never was the first with them and I never started them in something wasn’t appealing to me! I wanted someone to be completely mine. Those people are hard to find you know? Right now, people who have eleven years old are starting having sex, girls are having sex earlier and earlier, but not you, not your sisters. Maybe I chose you because of that!” He kissed my forehead “But you know you can’t choose who you fall in love with, so I didn’t actually chose you!” He smiled
II smiled and got in the tip of my toes, to kiss him slowly and passionately. He smiled between the kiss, I could notice. I smiled too and pulled back, grabbing his arm around my neck and putting it around my shoulders. We walked out of the park. I smiled, seeing children playing around. It’s just too cute. I wander if I was like this when I was a child… Probably not because I wasn’t allowed to do almost everything the normal kids do.
“I miss Theo!” Niall sighed, looking at the kids
“You’re going back to Ireland for Christmas?” I asked and he nodded “Look at the bright side, you’ll be with him in a week or so!” I smiled weakly
“Yeah, that’s right!” He smiled back.
Suddenly, somebody grabbed my hand. I looked down, alarmed and saw a young little girl. She had her copper hairs pulled in two different pony tails, a huge smile opened and hazelnut eyes. I smiled sweetly at her and I squatted on front of her. Her eyes followed my movements.
“Hello doll!” I smiled “What do you need? Are you lost?” I asked and she shook her head negatively “Can I hear your voice?” I asked and she smiled
“Yes!”She nodded at the same time
“What’s your name?” I asked
“Jamie!” She said and I smiled
“Mine’s Johanna! How are you Jamie?” I asked and she giggled
“I’m fine! I just wanted you to push me in the swing! Can you?” I smiled sweetly at her and then looked at Niall who was already squat next to us “He’s pretty!” Jamie said, taking a look at Niall and then looking directly at me. Niall laughed. Oh, the innocence of a child. If she was older, she would probably judge him “Are you his girlfriend?” I nodded, smiling and she smiled back.
“Let’s put you in the swing can we?” I asked and she nodded. I got up and held Jamie’s hand. We walked towards the swings. I sat her there and started pushing. Niall was leaned against the pool of the swing, smiling seeing us.
“Where’s your mom Jamie?” I asked and she pointed at a suited woman who was arguing with someone at the phone. Poor child, she probably doesn’t have no one to play with. I wish I had Jess here “She looks like you!” I said and she giggled, enjoying the wind blowing in her face.
“JAMIE!” We heard someone yelling “JAMIE!” She called again
“Here!” I called and she quickly walked towards us
“Mommy, I made two new friends!” Jamie said.
Her mom took a look at me and I smiled sweetly, she tried to give me one back. She looked at Niall then and widened her eyes. Niall rolled his eyes and uncrossed his legs, kissing Jamie in the forehead and extending one hand to me.
I kissed Jamie in the forehead too and gave her a small hug before I held Niall’s hand.
“Bye Jamie!” I smiled, walking away
“Bye Johanna!” She waved
Niall’s arm surrounded my shoulders and I smiled at him. He kissed my lips slowly and looked at me with a remarkable attention. I frowned, a smile plying in my lips.
“You’re so easily compared to that child!” He said, sitting in a bench turned to the sun that was already setting. Oh no, already? I frowned with that sentence “Not physically!” He said, pulling me to him with the arm he had around my shoulders “But you’re so pure, so naïve. You don’t see the bad in people. You’re like Jamie, naïve, simple, friendly and cute. You’re a child!” He sighed “I’m afraid I’m taking away all the naïve parts inside of you, that pureness, by doing what I do with you! I’m afraid I’ll break you somehow. But I don’t want to… You’re so precious!” He held my face in his huge palms “My favorite jewel between all of the other shine less and simple ones! My favorite person in the entire world! So naïve, so pure! I’ so afraid…” He kissed my lips slowly. I pulled back, his hands still holding my face.
“Niall…” I called “You saw mw chasing birds this afternoon! If that isn’t a prove that I’ll never change, then take the fact that I love cartoons, or I love dots and Halloween, and I want to give away all that I can when it’s Christmas… You can’t always treat me like I’m gonna break with the slightest movement!” I said “I’m strong, I don’t look like I am, but I really am, I can take everything for you!”
I leaned in and kissed him hardly! He held my waist and sat me on top of him, my legs around his body. His hands slowly surrounded my waist, tightening it hard. I smiled against his lips and pulled back, caressing his soft hairs. He’s so cute, especially when he has his eyes closed… He looks like an angel. The golden rays of the sun hit his perfectly pale skin, making it glow.
“I’m so in love with you! All of you, flaws and everything!” I sighed, still caressing his own hair
“Can I be honest with you?” He opened his eyes
“Of course you can!” I smiled
“I love you too! But sometimes I feel like I need to hurt you so you won’t hurt me, because I can’t feel any more pain, I can’t handle it. But at the same time I can’t hurt you! And then, it hurts me, but I know that’s worth it if you’re here with me!”
“Danny says that if it doesn’t hurt, then it’s not love!” I looked down at his chest “It hurts me too so I think we’re at the same level!”
He gave me a half smile and kissed me again. I held the neck of his shirt and pulled him so he was now sat and kissing me. I opened a small gap between my lips wich gave immediate space to Niall’s tong. He explored my mouth until he found my own tongue and they started dancing slowly with each other. I was starting to get cold and a shier went down my spine. I pulled back, sitting back in my space and landing my head in Niall’s chest. He took his jacket off and put it over the both of us. I had his green jacket already, and he’ll get s cold if he doesn’t get dressed right now.
“You’re going to get a cold!” I said
“Love, I’m from Ireland!” He said and I smiled widely, pecking his lips
We watched the sky turning orange, holding hands, my head in Niall’s chest and one of his hands making circles in my shoulder. I smiled before I closed my eyes and dozed off there, against the man I love.
**
I woke up with someone kissing my lips slowly. I smiled widely and blinked twice.
“Are you awake already love?” He asked and I nodded “Here, let me take you to the car, it’s getting too cold for you!” He held me in his arms and I just cuddled against him, caressing his chest over the t-shirt. I sighed and surrounded his neck with my hands.
“You’re so cute when you want to Ni!” I mumbled
“You called me ‘Ni’ again!” I frowned “I thought that the other time it was a mistake!” He shrugged, holding me in his arms
“I like to call you Ni!” I said, smiling
“I like you to call me Ni!” I laughed and so did he, sitting me in the bench of the car. How did we got here so quickly?
“My Ni!” I said, while he walked around the car.
I still can’t believe I fell asleep in a park. Lately, it feels like all I do is sleep. Niall got inside the car and started it, a smile on his lips. He turned up the music from the radio and started singing the lyrics. Hey, it was a damn pretty song.
“Which song is this?” I asked
“It’s ours!” He said. Wow, it wasn’t the style of the songs I heard in the concert “It came out recently!” He shrugged, noticing I was rationalizing everything.
“Why haven’t you told me?” I asked
“We weren’t talking and I thought that the release of a song wasn’t that important!” I narrowed my eyes to him
“If it’s related to your career is always relevant so tell me every single detail about the things you do!” I said
“It’s pretty right?” He asked and I frowned, hasn’t he heard anything of what I just said? “The song!”
“Oh, yes, it is pretty! Very pretty actually!” I said “I never knew this was your type of song!”
“It’s not normally, but we wanted to try something new and see what we could do with it!” he shrugged “It’s called Story of my Life!” He said
“Keep singing!” I asked “Please! I love your voice, you sound like and angel!” he smiled, quickly kissing my forehead and kept singing.
Unfortunately, our ride had to be over and my house appeared in the way. I sighed when the car pulled over and looked directly at Niall. I didn’t want to go away but I had to, I had to say goodbye to him.
“Bye!” I said, leaning in and kissing him slowly
“Bye!” He said and I gave him a weak smile “Don’t be like that, I’ll see you soon!” I nodded “Tomorrow?” He asked and my smile grew wider
“Tomorrow!” I assured and pecked his lips once more “Bye!” I jumped out of the car and ran towards the door of my house.
As always, Niall’s car stood still until I got inside the house. When I opened the door, the car started and he drove off.
“Mom, Dad, I’m home!” I said and ran till the kitchen.
My dad was cooking. He actually is cooking. Something is very wrong. I stopped by the door frame
“What’s happening?” I asked and my dad turned “You don’t cook dad!”
“I don’t, I’m just waiting for your mum to come back!” I smiled
“Hey, that one isn’t fake!” He said and I smiled more, towards the ground
“Here I am!” My mom made herself announced “Oh, hi Johanna!” She said and walked towards the counter. My dad gave her a kiss on the forehead and walked towards me.
“I have to talk to Johanna, I’ll come back in a minute!” My dad said
“Okay!” My mom said, frowning.
My dad pulled me towards my room and pushed me inside. He had a huge smile on his face, so big I thought he was going to tear apart his face muscles. I sat in the tip of my bed and looked at him.
“You made up with him?” My dad said, sitting by my side. I frowned. My dad wasn’t dumb, but he wasn’t a wizard to guess things neither. What’s happening? “I’m not dumb Johanna!” He said, rolling his eyes. I tried to hold on to a laugh, seeing him do that. My dad is completely different from what I thought he was “You can tell me love! Speak!”
“Yeah, we made up!” I smiled widely
“My daughter is in love!” He hugged me tightly and I hugged him back
“Doesn’t I bother you?” I asked against his shoulder
“No, of course not!” He pulled back “You should be in love! It’s actually good for people!” My dad said
“Why is your opinion different than mom’s?” I asked
“Because your mom doesn’t want you to know that I have tattoo. Here!” He pulled the back of his t-shirt up and I saw our names written there. Mine, my sisters and my Mom’s. It’s clear that my mom knows about it, but I understand why my dad accepts Niall and my mom doesn’t.
“Oh, I didn’t knew you had a tattoo dad!” I said and he smiled
“That was the idea!” He pointed at his brain and I laughed, hugging him tightly “So glad I have you back birdy!” Birdy? My dad doesn’t call me this in… In a long, long time
“I’m glad I am back dad!” I smiled against his shoulder

Notes

Sorry for the delay. Freaking school is killing me :P