"Made a wrong turn, once or twice, dug my way out. Blood and fire. Bad decisions, that's alright. Welcome to my silly life." I quietly sung along to my favourite P!NK song, thinking about how the song sounded like it was written for me.
"Sydney, I made dinner," I heard Harry's adorable yet sexy brittish accent from the kitchen. I walked in, taking in the beautiful smell of the meal he had cooked me. "And I thought I'd have to drag you out of our room," he smirked, showing of one of his dimples. I gave him a sweet smile back and sat down at the table while he started filling up my plate with food.

"That's enough Harry," I said, suddenly aware of all the food I would have to eat. He looked at me and I prayed he would just let it go tonight, I knew he would when he sighed and started filing his own plate with food. He sat down and we started to eat and talk about Louis latest prank and how it had hillariously backfired. He had filled Niall and Liam's hands with whipped cream and yelled to wake them up while shining a torch in their eyes. Niall has simply woken up with a jump and started eating the whipped cream while Liam jolted and ended up whacking Louis in the face with his whipped cream filled hand. I started to think about the whipped cream and quickly lost my appetite. I put my knife and fork down on my plate that still had over half of the food on it. Harry sighed in frustration.

"Sydney you are not finished"

"yes I am"

"no your not" he said, starting to slightly raise his voice."you've barely eaten 5 bites and I know your still hungry. Sydney you can't keep doing this! I spent hours making this dinner and you are going to bloody eat it!" He was now speaking loudly and sternly and honestly, it was terrifying.

"Harry" I said. My voice as calm as I could manage. "I am not hungry. I am sorry that you feel you wasted your time cooking this for me but I don't feel like eating right now. Pleas just let it go." His face was now furious

"No I will not fucking let it go!" He was now full on yelling. "I let it go when you told me to stop serving you even thought you had an tiny sized meal and I have let it go for the past two months when you stop eating half way thought the meal even though you look at your food longingly and I know you want to eat if. Your turning anorexic Sydney and Im not going to let that happen!"

"IM NOT FUCKING ANOREXIC!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. Not even trying to stop the tears falling down my cheeks.

"Yes you are!"

"No I am not!"

"then eat something. If you so badly want to prove that you're not anorexic finish that dwarf size meal. Even try finishing half of it! I know you won't even though you want to. Your a twig Sydney! It's not healthy you need to get help!"

"You bastard! How dare you talk to me like that Harry! I'm not anorexic. I could finish that meal if I wanted to but I'm not hungry!" The truth was I was starving. I wanted that food so badly yet I knew if I ate it I would get fat. "Why do you even care! Even if I was anorexic why do you even fucking care." I challenged.

"Because I love you!" He yelled. Those words shocked me more than anything. "I love you Sydney." He said now barely a whisper. "Your so beautiful and I love you so bloody much but you can't see that. I can't watch you continue to do this to yourself. Sydney, you're anorexic. You need help. And I love you so Im going to make sure you get the best help there is until you realise just how fucking beautiful you are." I was frozen. I didn't know how to respond. Then it hit me. I was anorexic. I gasped, bringing my hand to my mouth.

"I'm anorexic," I started sobbing. I looked up to see Harry's pained face as he walked over to me and hugged me close. "Please don't leave me harry" I chocked out, "please. I love you. Please don't leave."

"I would never leave you. I love you" he whispered, his lips barely touching my ears. "pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel like you're nothing, you are perfect to me" he sung as he pulled back to look at me. He took a deep breath. "I love you Sydney" and with that he brought his lips to mine, kissing me softly and passionately.

Notes

What do you all think? I'm pretty happy with it but what I think doesn't rally matter.... Hope you all like it!

Thanks Sydney :)

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