I cried and cried, staring at the price of paper. My name is Lucy Walkers. I am 17 years old. I am Anorexic. What was I supposed to do now? How could I tell anyone? Who could I tell? How would they take it? My life was a mess. I heard a knock at the door. Zayn. He was coming over to help me with some collage applications. I called out saying I would be there in a second. Quickly, I wiped under my eyes and blinked over and over again to try and hide the tears already reforming. I folded the piece of paper and shoved it carelessly in my pocket, walking over to the door and opening it.
"Hey gorgeous" Zayn smiled as he pecked me on the lips and walked into my apartment. I smiled back at him. I really did love him. What would happen when I told him, if I told him. No. He was my boyfriend of 2 years. Of course I had to tell him. But when?
"Lucy?" He asked, with a worried look. I had lost my train of thought and zoned out again. "Are you ok?"

"Yea, of course" I replied with my famous fake but convincing smile. "Can we start the applications now?"

"of course."

After 2 hours we were almost finished and I abruptly got up to make some coffee so I wouldn't fall asleep, forgetting about the piece of paper. Before I could stop him Zayn picked it up and read it, him face turning from confusion, to shock, to pain.

"Lucy....." I was scared to hear what he was going to say so I cut him off.

"no. If you want to leave I understand. Just go." He almost looked shocked when I said that.

"of course I'm not going to leave. I love you Lucy. I wish you had told me sooner." I could see tears forming in his eyes and that just tore me apart. I broke down and started crying. Zayn pulled me into tight hug as we sank to the floor. Me crying into his shoulder, and him hugging me and occasionally stroking my hair. After a few minutes he started to sing Little Things, changing one of the lines to 'even if you have to squeeze into your jeans, your perfect to me.' He finished off the song, his angelic voice chocking towards the end. "I love you Lucy. We'll make it through this together."

Notes

This is my first ever Imagine so I hope it was ok. Even though I don't even know you Lucy, it was brave to admit you were anorexic. Stay strong love xoxoxo


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