Just a Fool
Getting back on track.
Jesse's P.O.V.
*2 months later*
Perrie and El visit me alot. I skype pretty much the whole bnd except liam, i havent talked to him since our fight. I heard from magazines that hes very happy and i can tell by his eyes. They look just like they did when we were dating. No matter what i do im still in love with him so the getting over him thing, isnt exactly working. The two hash tags that has been trending and never come untrended are #JIAM and #whyDidYouLetHerGo. Danielle called me to warn me to back off twice and i dont get why she gets so upset. I have worked very hard to get to my new position. So I've gotten back on track and started my singing career. Simon signed me to SYCO record label and I've been working nonstop ever since. My first album came out and i have 7 songs on the top ten charts. I broke a world record!! Right now I'm getting ready for my interview on Ellen.
"You're on in 5.....4....3....2....1 " i swiftly walk in and give Ellen a hug as she introduces me. I smile and wave at the camera and sit down.
"So jesse, how's fame for ya?" "Well, i absolutely love my fans, and i wouldn't be here without them. And i really mean it. I love them so much. They are the reason that i continue to work hard every day. So thank you all my fans!" The crowd starts screaming and then they start chanting "we love you jesse!" I smile and blow a kiss to the audience.
"So would you like to preform for us?" I nods my head eagerly and grab a mike and a guitar.
I start singing:
another shot of whiskey please bartender
keep it coming till i dont remember at all
how bad it hurts when you call
la la la la
turn the music up a little bit louder
just gotta get past the midnight hour
maybe tommorow it won't be this hard
who am i kidding?
i know what im missing!
and i! I had my heart set on you!
but nothing else hurts like you do
do who knew that love was so cruel
yeah yeah
and i! Waited and waited so long!
for someone to never come home!
Its my fault to think you'd be true
yeah yeah
im just a fool.
Say i dont care walk away whatever
and i tell myself we were bad together
but thats just me trying to move on
with-out you----
but who am i kidding?
i know what I'm missing!
I had my heart set on you!
but nothing else hurts like you do-o-o
who knew that was so cruel?
Yeah yeah
and i! Waited and waited so long!
for someone to never come ho-o-me!
my fault to think you'd be true!
Yeah yeah
im just a fool holding on to
something thats never gonna come back
and i cant except that its lost
i should have let it go held my tough
and kept my big mouth shut
cuz now everything is just wrong
oh wrong
im just a fool
a fool for you
im just a fool oh-oh-oh
i had my heart set on you
who knew that love was so cruel
yeah yeah
and i! Waited and waited so long!
for someone to never come ho-o-me!
my fault to think you were true
im just a foooooooooooool
im just a fofooling just a fool
its my fault to think you'd be true
im just a fool
*finishes*
the crowd starts cheering and clapping as i go back to my original seat.
"That was amazing. You were so passionate! Is there a someone that song was about?"
I look at Simon and he nods so i say "yes there is in fact" "well tell me! Im dying to know." As i go to speak she shouts "WAIT!" And pulls out popcorn and starts eating it staring at me eagerly. I laugh and start talking "as most of you know, i used to date Liam Payne from One direction. We had a very sudden breakup because he found danielle. I was absolutely heartbroken. And i still am. I was so in love that i didnt see it coming. Tahts why i wrote my song just a fool. I was so stupid to think taht it would last i mean hes a world famous popstar! Girls practically throw themselves at him and very gorgeous girls if i might add. And he meets all the famous and gorgeous girls i knew he would find one prettier than me. But it hurt to think like taht because i love him so much and it killed me to think that he would leave me for a prettier girl. But i guess i was wrong." I start to tear up and I dont stop the tears from flowing. I just wipe them away and weakly smile. The crowd awes and i hear alot of "how could he do taht!" "Your much prettier that any girl ive ever seen!""your the prettiest girl ive ever seen!" Then Ellen asks me "Do you still love him?" "I look straight at the camera and say "i love Liam godd damn Payne." Then Ellen says "night everyone and thanks to our guest jesse styles!" Then the camera shuts off and i walk off stage. "Good work!" Simon tells me i smile and go outside the studio and drive home. I check twitter and see that new hash tags are trending. #justAfool and #whyDidYouLetHerGo i smile and walk inside my house and go straight to bed.
*2 months later*
Perrie and El visit me alot. I skype pretty much the whole bnd except liam, i havent talked to him since our fight. I heard from magazines that hes very happy and i can tell by his eyes. They look just like they did when we were dating. No matter what i do im still in love with him so the getting over him thing, isnt exactly working. The two hash tags that has been trending and never come untrended are #JIAM and #whyDidYouLetHerGo. Danielle called me to warn me to back off twice and i dont get why she gets so upset. I have worked very hard to get to my new position. So I've gotten back on track and started my singing career. Simon signed me to SYCO record label and I've been working nonstop ever since. My first album came out and i have 7 songs on the top ten charts. I broke a world record!! Right now I'm getting ready for my interview on Ellen.
"You're on in 5.....4....3....2....1 " i swiftly walk in and give Ellen a hug as she introduces me. I smile and wave at the camera and sit down.
"So jesse, how's fame for ya?" "Well, i absolutely love my fans, and i wouldn't be here without them. And i really mean it. I love them so much. They are the reason that i continue to work hard every day. So thank you all my fans!" The crowd starts screaming and then they start chanting "we love you jesse!" I smile and blow a kiss to the audience.
"So would you like to preform for us?" I nods my head eagerly and grab a mike and a guitar.
I start singing:
another shot of whiskey please bartender
keep it coming till i dont remember at all
how bad it hurts when you call
la la la la
turn the music up a little bit louder
just gotta get past the midnight hour
maybe tommorow it won't be this hard
who am i kidding?
i know what im missing!
and i! I had my heart set on you!
but nothing else hurts like you do
do who knew that love was so cruel
yeah yeah
and i! Waited and waited so long!
for someone to never come home!
Its my fault to think you'd be true
yeah yeah
im just a fool.
Say i dont care walk away whatever
and i tell myself we were bad together
but thats just me trying to move on
with-out you----
but who am i kidding?
i know what I'm missing!
I had my heart set on you!
but nothing else hurts like you do-o-o
who knew that was so cruel?
Yeah yeah
and i! Waited and waited so long!
for someone to never come ho-o-me!
my fault to think you'd be true!
Yeah yeah
im just a fool holding on to
something thats never gonna come back
and i cant except that its lost
i should have let it go held my tough
and kept my big mouth shut
cuz now everything is just wrong
oh wrong
im just a fool
a fool for you
im just a fool oh-oh-oh
i had my heart set on you
who knew that love was so cruel
yeah yeah
and i! Waited and waited so long!
for someone to never come ho-o-me!
my fault to think you were true
im just a foooooooooooool
im just a fofooling just a fool
its my fault to think you'd be true
im just a fool
*finishes*
the crowd starts cheering and clapping as i go back to my original seat.
"That was amazing. You were so passionate! Is there a someone that song was about?"
I look at Simon and he nods so i say "yes there is in fact" "well tell me! Im dying to know." As i go to speak she shouts "WAIT!" And pulls out popcorn and starts eating it staring at me eagerly. I laugh and start talking "as most of you know, i used to date Liam Payne from One direction. We had a very sudden breakup because he found danielle. I was absolutely heartbroken. And i still am. I was so in love that i didnt see it coming. Tahts why i wrote my song just a fool. I was so stupid to think taht it would last i mean hes a world famous popstar! Girls practically throw themselves at him and very gorgeous girls if i might add. And he meets all the famous and gorgeous girls i knew he would find one prettier than me. But it hurt to think like taht because i love him so much and it killed me to think that he would leave me for a prettier girl. But i guess i was wrong." I start to tear up and I dont stop the tears from flowing. I just wipe them away and weakly smile. The crowd awes and i hear alot of "how could he do taht!" "Your much prettier that any girl ive ever seen!""your the prettiest girl ive ever seen!" Then Ellen asks me "Do you still love him?" "I look straight at the camera and say "i love Liam godd damn Payne." Then Ellen says "night everyone and thanks to our guest jesse styles!" Then the camera shuts off and i walk off stage. "Good work!" Simon tells me i smile and go outside the studio and drive home. I check twitter and see that new hash tags are trending. #justAfool and #whyDidYouLetHerGo i smile and walk inside my house and go straight to bed.
Update
2/5/14