Just a Fool
Realization
Jesse's P.O.V.
I can't believe it. He just. And i just. UGH! Right now I'm laying in my bed crying my eyes out. I'm so stupid. Wait, no he's stupid. Agh! I dont know anymore. All i know is that the love of my life is gone. "Jesse? JESS? YOU THERE?" I hear my brother shout through my apartment. "H-h-e-e-r-r-e" i Manage to get out. i hear loud thumps coming to my room. "Oh Jess. I heard what happened. You poor thing. I'm so sorry." Harry says *CRASH* "SORRY!" I hear my favorite leprechaun shout. I laugh. "There's my girl." He says i smile and he smiles back. "NIALL! "WHAT!" "THE PRINCESS WISHES TO SEE YOU!" I crack up at my brothers words and so does niall. Niall walks in and says "hello your majesty" and he bows i get up and tackle him to the floor with a hug and we both start laughing. Then zayn walks in with a mirror and says "what did i miss?" Then i can't take it anymore I'm rolling on the floor laughing my ass off. Everybody gives me weird looks then joins my laughter and we are all just cracking up. Then i look at my dresser and see all of me and Liam's pictures together. Then i can't stand it i start crying again. Then my puppy texas comes running in. He's me and Liam's dog together. He licks away my tears and sits in front of me. "Good boy" i hug him and stand up. I take a deep breath. Then i say "i need to get out of here. Too many memories. Can we go to dinner?" They all nod and then niall screams "FOR NANDOS!" And runs off like superman. We all laugh and follow niall out. "SHOTGUN!" I scream and run off to the car and i go to hop in when I'm picked up and thrown in the back. "HEY!" And zayn laughs and gets in the front while niall was busy putting me in the back. "NO FAIR!" Niall shouts. Harry and zayn were in the front while me and niall were in the back. "Call perrie, el, and louis and ask them to come!" "IM ALREADY HERE!" I hear shout from the back. I scream and louis laughs. I punch him in the arm and say "hey! No fair! Dont do that!" Louis beckons for me and niall to hop in the back so i get squished between the too. "I'll call El and Perrie!" I shout. I take out my phone ad call El. (Conversation e=Eleanor j=jesse)
E:hey GIRL!
j:heyyyy
E:whats up?
J: we are all headed to nandos. Wanna come?
e:yea! I'll meet you there!
j:cld you call perrie?
e:of course!
j:yay!!!! Bye babe!
el: byeee!
i smile and say "they're coming!!"
All of the sudden kiss you comes on. We roll all the windows down and blast it and start singing along. Once the song ends we pull up into nandos and see el and perrie through the window. I jump out of the car and dash inside and run straight to perrie and el. I squeal and squeeze them to death. We all start laughin and then sit down. Then all the guy come sit down. We all order and have a good time and catch up on things when i see something out of the corner of my eye. I see danielle and Liam kissing. I excuse myself and leave to outside. As i walk by i make eye contact with Danielle and she smirks and leans in and kisses him. I start to walk faster and i turn back one more time and i make eye contact with liam while they are kissing. His eyes fill with regret and he starts to get up so i run i take off my heels and thro them on the ground and i run. I reach the gas station and i stop and collapse and cry. "Excuse me mi-" he touches my shoulder and i flip him over. "What?" I ask innocently "i just wanted to see if you were okay" the man says. He's about my age. Probably 19. He groans in pain "sorry!" I say and he says "jesus woman! You got some strength!" I laugh and say "need some help?" I help him up and take him to his car. "Need a ride?" "Can you drive?" He shakes his head. So i say "here i'll drive us both home" i get in his car and we talk and get to know eac other o the way home. I drive to my house with him in the backseat. "Thank you." I say "anytime. I didnt catch your name miss, mines Nathan." "Jesse" "well I'll wait here in case something goes wrong" "thank you" i walk to the door and use my keys to get in when i see everybody waiting in my apartment. I see danielle and Liam there. Liam goes to speak up buying turn around and walk right back out the door and slam it shut. I run back to the car and say "drive." I see liam running after the car and shouting stuff. I ignore him and just listen to the radio. I ask Nathan to drop me off at a hotel and he drives to the closest one. I thanks him and we exchange numbers. I go inside and check in and go up to my room. I lay down on the bed and cry my eyes out. I cried myself to sleep.
I can't believe it. He just. And i just. UGH! Right now I'm laying in my bed crying my eyes out. I'm so stupid. Wait, no he's stupid. Agh! I dont know anymore. All i know is that the love of my life is gone. "Jesse? JESS? YOU THERE?" I hear my brother shout through my apartment. "H-h-e-e-r-r-e" i Manage to get out. i hear loud thumps coming to my room. "Oh Jess. I heard what happened. You poor thing. I'm so sorry." Harry says *CRASH* "SORRY!" I hear my favorite leprechaun shout. I laugh. "There's my girl." He says i smile and he smiles back. "NIALL! "WHAT!" "THE PRINCESS WISHES TO SEE YOU!" I crack up at my brothers words and so does niall. Niall walks in and says "hello your majesty" and he bows i get up and tackle him to the floor with a hug and we both start laughing. Then zayn walks in with a mirror and says "what did i miss?" Then i can't take it anymore I'm rolling on the floor laughing my ass off. Everybody gives me weird looks then joins my laughter and we are all just cracking up. Then i look at my dresser and see all of me and Liam's pictures together. Then i can't stand it i start crying again. Then my puppy texas comes running in. He's me and Liam's dog together. He licks away my tears and sits in front of me. "Good boy" i hug him and stand up. I take a deep breath. Then i say "i need to get out of here. Too many memories. Can we go to dinner?" They all nod and then niall screams "FOR NANDOS!" And runs off like superman. We all laugh and follow niall out. "SHOTGUN!" I scream and run off to the car and i go to hop in when I'm picked up and thrown in the back. "HEY!" And zayn laughs and gets in the front while niall was busy putting me in the back. "NO FAIR!" Niall shouts. Harry and zayn were in the front while me and niall were in the back. "Call perrie, el, and louis and ask them to come!" "IM ALREADY HERE!" I hear shout from the back. I scream and louis laughs. I punch him in the arm and say "hey! No fair! Dont do that!" Louis beckons for me and niall to hop in the back so i get squished between the too. "I'll call El and Perrie!" I shout. I take out my phone ad call El. (Conversation e=Eleanor j=jesse)
E:hey GIRL!
j:heyyyy
E:whats up?
J: we are all headed to nandos. Wanna come?
e:yea! I'll meet you there!
j:cld you call perrie?
e:of course!
j:yay!!!! Bye babe!
el: byeee!
i smile and say "they're coming!!"
All of the sudden kiss you comes on. We roll all the windows down and blast it and start singing along. Once the song ends we pull up into nandos and see el and perrie through the window. I jump out of the car and dash inside and run straight to perrie and el. I squeal and squeeze them to death. We all start laughin and then sit down. Then all the guy come sit down. We all order and have a good time and catch up on things when i see something out of the corner of my eye. I see danielle and Liam kissing. I excuse myself and leave to outside. As i walk by i make eye contact with Danielle and she smirks and leans in and kisses him. I start to walk faster and i turn back one more time and i make eye contact with liam while they are kissing. His eyes fill with regret and he starts to get up so i run i take off my heels and thro them on the ground and i run. I reach the gas station and i stop and collapse and cry. "Excuse me mi-" he touches my shoulder and i flip him over. "What?" I ask innocently "i just wanted to see if you were okay" the man says. He's about my age. Probably 19. He groans in pain "sorry!" I say and he says "jesus woman! You got some strength!" I laugh and say "need some help?" I help him up and take him to his car. "Need a ride?" "Can you drive?" He shakes his head. So i say "here i'll drive us both home" i get in his car and we talk and get to know eac other o the way home. I drive to my house with him in the backseat. "Thank you." I say "anytime. I didnt catch your name miss, mines Nathan." "Jesse" "well I'll wait here in case something goes wrong" "thank you" i walk to the door and use my keys to get in when i see everybody waiting in my apartment. I see danielle and Liam there. Liam goes to speak up buying turn around and walk right back out the door and slam it shut. I run back to the car and say "drive." I see liam running after the car and shouting stuff. I ignore him and just listen to the radio. I ask Nathan to drop me off at a hotel and he drives to the closest one. I thanks him and we exchange numbers. I go inside and check in and go up to my room. I lay down on the bed and cry my eyes out. I cried myself to sleep.
Update
2/5/14