She was the leader of The Scorpions, until she made a fatal 'mistake', or so she thought. What was her 'mistake'? It was sparing the leader of the King's life, Niall Horan, and helping him escape the wrath of her gang. She was thrown out, alone with no family or shelter anymore. But when things start to look up for her and she manages to afford a home and an education, will she cross paths with Niall again? Or will he always just be the boy who destroyed her life and turned her family against her?

1. Prologue

   Near far wherever you are, I believe that the heart does go on

2. Chapter 1

   And You Bleed Just To Know Your Alive

3. Chapter 2

   I love you for all that you are, all that you have been and all you'll ever be

4. Chapter 3

   It's okay not to be okay

5. Chapter 4

   If you need me, yeah, I'm in the wind, look for me friend I'm in the stars

6. Chapter 5

   You need me man I don't need you

7. Chapter 6

   Tell her that I love her more than anyone else if you don't I'll tell her myself

8. Chapter 7

   I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed, get along with the voices inside of my head

9. Chapter 8

   Say something I'm giving up on you

10. Chapter 9

    Crawling In My Skin, These Wounds They Will Not Heal, Fear Is How I Fall, Confusing What Is Real

11. Chapter 10

    There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface, consuming, confusing