The Broken Angels
Chapter 10
Niall’s POV:
We had just finished our last show of the tour and I was chilling out in my hotel room thinking of Carrie. She was honestly the most beautiful and understanding person I’ve ever known in my whole life, I can’t actually believe she agreed to become my girlfriend. I sighed when I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I slipped my hands into my pocket and grabbed it feeling a sudden surge of confusion flood my eyes when I read the message.
‘Meet me behind your hotel’ it said flatly. I was very confused. Who was this message from? Was it a fan, or was it one of the boys, or someone from management? Well I guess there’s only one way to find out. I slipped my phone back into my pocket and placed my feet on the carpeted floor, putting on my shoes and wearing my coat, the perks of being in London, I thought to myself. After a fair while of lazily stumbling to my destination I was finally in what seemed like an uncomfortably dark and small alley. For some reason though, I stood my ground, I wasn’t planning on leaving now.
“Hello Niall, I’m surprised you actually showed up,” a voice I knew all too well spoke in a venomous tone.
“Kristen?! What the hell are you doing here, and why did you bring me down here?” I threw way too many questions at her whilst she analysed my words.
“I-It’s just that I-I miss you Niall, I miss you so much, I-I was wrong for leaving you,” she spoke regret lacing her tone. Her tone seemed in genuine, It’s useless taking Kristen back and I knew it myself, she hurt me, she hurt me more than anyone in this world ever has, whilst on the other hand Carrie was so sweet and considerate, I could tell her anything and she’d always help me and comfort me, she made me feel secure, something Kristen never gave me. Looking back at everything now, I honestly have no idea what I actually saw in Kristen.
“Sorry Kristen, but I moved on, I already found someone who actually loves me,” I spoke sternly, allowing a small amount of anger to conquer my tone in the process. Suddenly the look of regret on her face switched off, she came towards me and pinned me against the brick wall of the hotel and smashed her lips onto mine. Her kiss was nothing like Carrie’s it was rough, and it didn’t have the slightest bit of compassion or love in it, but or some reason, I made the biggest mistake of my life, the mistake that I never knew was going to put me in such grave danger later on, I kissed her back.
Kristen's POV:
Wow, he's actually that stupid? This was such an easy mission, Niall really doesn't know what's comig, we're gonna make a huge load of money from that boy.
Carrie’s POV: (The Day Niall Comes Back)
It’s been five months now and Niall and I were still going strong. He took me on loads of dates before he left for the tour, and he also introduced me to all the boys, I got along with all of them, especially Harry, though, I considered him like a big brother, the other boys as well but I just had a stronger bond with him. The tour has been going on for three months now, and the boys have a two week break so Niall’s coming back to Ireland today and spending some time with me, and I also have a two week break from work to spend time with him. Right now I was standing at the airport terminal waiting for him to show up. I was buzzing with excitement! I haven’t seen him in three months, and I can’t even explain how much I miss his good night kisses, us cuddling on the sofa every night and talking about whatever comes to our mind. I could tell Niall anything, and that plays a huge role as to how he’s so special to me, because since my parents were gone, I haven’t been this happy with anyone in my life, even though I wish they were here to meet him, because I’m sure they would’ve loved him to bits, he’s truly beautiful. I finally saw that familiar mop of blonde hair emerge from the crowds of people and scan its way through them. I launched myself towards him with all my might and finally threw my arms around his neck kissing his soft lips that haven’t met mine in months.
“I missed you so much!” I smiled as our lips disconnected leaving our foreheads resting on each other.
“I missed you more babe,” Niall smiled at me half heartily. I could see it in his eyes that something was wrong, but I just let it go for now, maybe he was just tired from the long plane ride.
“You look tired sweet heart, maybe we should go back home and you should rest for a while,” I smiled at him gently taking his hand in mine and leading him to the car, he sat in the passenger seat whilst I started driving, I would usually rub it in Niall’s face that I have a driver’s license and he doesn’t, that day we went to the football stadium, I never knew he didn’t have a license but he said that if he told me then I wouldn’t let him drive, and he did have a point, anyways though, he seems to be a little off today, so I just settled it in with putting on the radio to break the awkward silence that was bound to occur if no one spoke up. After talking to my inner conscious for the rest of the ride back home, I decided to finally ask Niall about what’s bothering him.
“Alright, I know something’s wrong, what’s bothering you love?” I asked parking the car in front of our house.
“N-Nothing,” he stammered playing around with his fingers nervously.
“You know Ni, if you get it off your chest you’ll feel better,” I squeezed his hand for reassurance.
“Promise me you won’t get mad at me?” He asked as my eyes were clouded with even more confusion.
“I- I promise,” I replied hesitantly looking into his almost teary eyes.
“K-Kristen, called when I was on tour.... and she said she wanted to sort everything out Carrie,” Niall started making my heart ache with pain, is he trying to say that he cheated on me? I motioned for him to go on with my hands not finding the strength to speak.
“A-And I went to meet her, we talked a little, but then she started getting a little... clingy? She was flirting with me a-and then s-she kissed me,” Niall whispered the last part.
“W-What?” I stuttered out not wanting to believe what he just said.
“S-She kissed me,” Niall replied. The words hit me like a bullet.
“You didn’t kiss her back did you?” I asked hoping he’d say he didn’t so I could just forget this like it never happened, but Niall didn’t reply to me, and that’s all the answer I needed.
“I-It was a mistake Carrie, I-I promise, I love you,” Niall said starting to tear up, but I didn’t reply to him, I just couldn’t, and I promised him I wouldn’t get mad.
“A-Answer me Carrie,” Niall said his voice breaking as I stared right ahead of me.
“Look Niall, I promised I wouldn’t get mad, and I do keep my promises,” I turned to him wiping away the tears that were cascading down his face.
“And I know that if you didn’t regret it then I wouldn’t be wiping away those tears,” I kissed his tear stained cheek.
“I forgive you, but, I think we should take a little break, I-I mean just to sort things out, maybe we weren’t meant to be together, I mean, you’re a big pop star and I’m just some bullied orphan girl, I don’t blame you for going to see Kristen Niall,” I said as more tears stated streaming down both of our faces.
“Please Carrie, I swear I didn’t mean to,” he cried.
“I’m sorry Niall, but I-I can’t, we can still be friends though, alright? It doesn’t mean we’ll never speak again,” I whispered caressing his face for what’s probably the last time.
“I’m sorry,” I heard him whisper as I shakily got out of the car and made it into the house. I went straight to bed and just started crying, the day I’ve been looking forward to for three months just became the worst day of my life.
We had just finished our last show of the tour and I was chilling out in my hotel room thinking of Carrie. She was honestly the most beautiful and understanding person I’ve ever known in my whole life, I can’t actually believe she agreed to become my girlfriend. I sighed when I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I slipped my hands into my pocket and grabbed it feeling a sudden surge of confusion flood my eyes when I read the message.
‘Meet me behind your hotel’ it said flatly. I was very confused. Who was this message from? Was it a fan, or was it one of the boys, or someone from management? Well I guess there’s only one way to find out. I slipped my phone back into my pocket and placed my feet on the carpeted floor, putting on my shoes and wearing my coat, the perks of being in London, I thought to myself. After a fair while of lazily stumbling to my destination I was finally in what seemed like an uncomfortably dark and small alley. For some reason though, I stood my ground, I wasn’t planning on leaving now.
“Hello Niall, I’m surprised you actually showed up,” a voice I knew all too well spoke in a venomous tone.
“Kristen?! What the hell are you doing here, and why did you bring me down here?” I threw way too many questions at her whilst she analysed my words.
“I-It’s just that I-I miss you Niall, I miss you so much, I-I was wrong for leaving you,” she spoke regret lacing her tone. Her tone seemed in genuine, It’s useless taking Kristen back and I knew it myself, she hurt me, she hurt me more than anyone in this world ever has, whilst on the other hand Carrie was so sweet and considerate, I could tell her anything and she’d always help me and comfort me, she made me feel secure, something Kristen never gave me. Looking back at everything now, I honestly have no idea what I actually saw in Kristen.
“Sorry Kristen, but I moved on, I already found someone who actually loves me,” I spoke sternly, allowing a small amount of anger to conquer my tone in the process. Suddenly the look of regret on her face switched off, she came towards me and pinned me against the brick wall of the hotel and smashed her lips onto mine. Her kiss was nothing like Carrie’s it was rough, and it didn’t have the slightest bit of compassion or love in it, but or some reason, I made the biggest mistake of my life, the mistake that I never knew was going to put me in such grave danger later on, I kissed her back.
Kristen's POV:
Wow, he's actually that stupid? This was such an easy mission, Niall really doesn't know what's comig, we're gonna make a huge load of money from that boy.
Carrie’s POV: (The Day Niall Comes Back)
It’s been five months now and Niall and I were still going strong. He took me on loads of dates before he left for the tour, and he also introduced me to all the boys, I got along with all of them, especially Harry, though, I considered him like a big brother, the other boys as well but I just had a stronger bond with him. The tour has been going on for three months now, and the boys have a two week break so Niall’s coming back to Ireland today and spending some time with me, and I also have a two week break from work to spend time with him. Right now I was standing at the airport terminal waiting for him to show up. I was buzzing with excitement! I haven’t seen him in three months, and I can’t even explain how much I miss his good night kisses, us cuddling on the sofa every night and talking about whatever comes to our mind. I could tell Niall anything, and that plays a huge role as to how he’s so special to me, because since my parents were gone, I haven’t been this happy with anyone in my life, even though I wish they were here to meet him, because I’m sure they would’ve loved him to bits, he’s truly beautiful. I finally saw that familiar mop of blonde hair emerge from the crowds of people and scan its way through them. I launched myself towards him with all my might and finally threw my arms around his neck kissing his soft lips that haven’t met mine in months.
“I missed you so much!” I smiled as our lips disconnected leaving our foreheads resting on each other.
“I missed you more babe,” Niall smiled at me half heartily. I could see it in his eyes that something was wrong, but I just let it go for now, maybe he was just tired from the long plane ride.
“You look tired sweet heart, maybe we should go back home and you should rest for a while,” I smiled at him gently taking his hand in mine and leading him to the car, he sat in the passenger seat whilst I started driving, I would usually rub it in Niall’s face that I have a driver’s license and he doesn’t, that day we went to the football stadium, I never knew he didn’t have a license but he said that if he told me then I wouldn’t let him drive, and he did have a point, anyways though, he seems to be a little off today, so I just settled it in with putting on the radio to break the awkward silence that was bound to occur if no one spoke up. After talking to my inner conscious for the rest of the ride back home, I decided to finally ask Niall about what’s bothering him.
“Alright, I know something’s wrong, what’s bothering you love?” I asked parking the car in front of our house.
“N-Nothing,” he stammered playing around with his fingers nervously.
“You know Ni, if you get it off your chest you’ll feel better,” I squeezed his hand for reassurance.
“Promise me you won’t get mad at me?” He asked as my eyes were clouded with even more confusion.
“I- I promise,” I replied hesitantly looking into his almost teary eyes.
“K-Kristen, called when I was on tour.... and she said she wanted to sort everything out Carrie,” Niall started making my heart ache with pain, is he trying to say that he cheated on me? I motioned for him to go on with my hands not finding the strength to speak.
“A-And I went to meet her, we talked a little, but then she started getting a little... clingy? She was flirting with me a-and then s-she kissed me,” Niall whispered the last part.
“W-What?” I stuttered out not wanting to believe what he just said.
“S-She kissed me,” Niall replied. The words hit me like a bullet.
“You didn’t kiss her back did you?” I asked hoping he’d say he didn’t so I could just forget this like it never happened, but Niall didn’t reply to me, and that’s all the answer I needed.
“I-It was a mistake Carrie, I-I promise, I love you,” Niall said starting to tear up, but I didn’t reply to him, I just couldn’t, and I promised him I wouldn’t get mad.
“A-Answer me Carrie,” Niall said his voice breaking as I stared right ahead of me.
“Look Niall, I promised I wouldn’t get mad, and I do keep my promises,” I turned to him wiping away the tears that were cascading down his face.
“And I know that if you didn’t regret it then I wouldn’t be wiping away those tears,” I kissed his tear stained cheek.
“I forgive you, but, I think we should take a little break, I-I mean just to sort things out, maybe we weren’t meant to be together, I mean, you’re a big pop star and I’m just some bullied orphan girl, I don’t blame you for going to see Kristen Niall,” I said as more tears stated streaming down both of our faces.
“Please Carrie, I swear I didn’t mean to,” he cried.
“I’m sorry Niall, but I-I can’t, we can still be friends though, alright? It doesn’t mean we’ll never speak again,” I whispered caressing his face for what’s probably the last time.
“I’m sorry,” I heard him whisper as I shakily got out of the car and made it into the house. I went straight to bed and just started crying, the day I’ve been looking forward to for three months just became the worst day of my life.
Notes
Heyyyyyyyyyy guys!! So this is where the big plot twist starts *dun* I hopee your ready!! So what are your thoughts on Kristen? Who do you think she's working for or with? What kind of danger do you think Niall's in? Is Niall gonna be okay? How do you think Carrie's holding up? How will Kristen make money off Niall? Loads of questions that need to be answered ;)Btw, any ideas for a good ship name for Niall and Carrie? o.O
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-Hagar xxx
7/31/13