The cold ink in his heart
In The Café
Marlya’s POV:
I sat there for a while and then stood up and walked out of the room.
“Hey where are you going?” Liam asked me.
I ignored him and went out of the house.
I had a really bad headache and needed some fresh air.
I put my hands in my pockets and started to walk.
I needed to think.
I needed to clear my head.
To digest what has happened to my life lately.
I was shot by my dad’s best friend and I almost died.
I was a ghost last night.
I was in somebody else’s body right now.
Just found out that I was sold to a family… and I had a brother… my friend was my brother…. Zayn was my brother.
My whole life was a lie.
How was this possible?
Did Simon know that?
Well according to the fact that I found that paper in his house, yes he did.
I had to talk to him.
I entered the main street.
It was somehow crowded.
I could see some couples that were laughing and just having fun.
I envied them.
I didn’t know whether Harry loved me or not…. But even if I knew the answer, it wouldn’t change the fact that I loved him like crazy.
I’ve never loved a guy like this before.
There was something special about him that made me go blind in love.
I fell head over heels in love with him the first time I saw him.
I just couldn’t hate him.
“Harry!!” someone yelled from behind and grabbed my arm and twirled me around and pushed me out of my thoughts.
I saw a sexy blond girl smiling at me.
“Hellooo” she said flirtatiously.
“Who the hell are you?” I said.
She arched her right eyebrow and stepped closer and grabbed my other arm too.
“You don’t know who I am, Styles?” she breathed and licked my lower lip and sent shivers down my spine.
“Woo!!! What was that?!” I snapped at her.
“I know you like it” she said and wanted to kiss me that I cupped her face and stepped back to keep the distance while frowning at her.
“I like the angry you, baby… cause then you’ll do it roughly.” She came closer and whispered in my lips and traveled her hands through my hair.
Where that come from?!
If I didn’t stop her… something way awkward could happen…
I seized her by wrist and pushed her away.
She kind of panicked.
“FUCK. OFF” I snapped at her and walked away.
“Harry!! Please!! Don’t ignore me!!” she shouted from behind.
I tried to get lost in the crowd.
Harry’s phone started to ring.
It was in his back pocket.
It was Louis.
“Hello?”
“Marlya I need you to come back home, now!!”
It was Louis’ voice.
I panicked.
Did he just call me Marlya?
“I… how do you know that?” I gasped.
“Harry told me everything. Come back, now!! It’s not safe for you out there!!”
“I.. I don’t know how should I get back.” I confessed.
“ Where are you? Text me the address and I’ll pick you up!!” He said and hung up.
“Excuse me, do you know the name of this street?” I asked a middle aged lady.
She glared at me.
“Never mind” I said with an awkward smile and started to walk.
“Harry please just one more time!!” someone pleaded and pulled my shirt.
Shit!!! She found me again!!!
I stopped walking and she bumped into me from behind.
I turned around and sighed.
“Please!! One more time!! I love the way you do it!!” she pleaded.
“Look, I don’t know who you are, ok?” I said through clenched teeth.
“Harry you said that…” she said with a shaky voice.
“Leave me alone!!!” I roared.
“You had never said no to me before!!” she whined.
Some people were staring at us…. it was so amusing for them to watch a girl, begging a guy for sex…. And that made me feel pitty for her. she didn’t deserve this kind of behavior.
“Please, it’s a crying shame to beg guys to give you a good fuck, okay? You’re a girl and that’s beneath your dignity!!” I said quietly.
She blinked a couple of times.
“You’ve changed so much!!”
I shrugged.
“I…I like the new you…” she stuttered.
I started to rub my chin… great now she liked me more!!
“Such a gentleman!” She cried with happiness.
I rolled my eyes… but of course she liked the new Harry!!
The old one was a dick apparently!!!
That’s who you fell in love with.
I’ll kill you Harry for playing with this girl’s heart.
I said to myself.
Don’t be stupid. You are angry because you are jealous, not because he has played with another girl’s heart.
“Please take me to your home so I can pick up my stuff.” She said and wiped off her tears.
I didn’t know where Harry’s house was!!!
I just stared at her.
“But before we go, can you please buy me a drink?” she said and held my hand.
“Yeah… sure…” I murmured.
Shit!! Did I just say that?!
I seriously needed to learn how to keep closing my mouth sometimes.
“Yay our favorite café!! C’mon!!” she said and walked in a café and tugged me along with her.
“Welcome Mr.Styles!!!” a waitress said and winked at me.
The blond girl glared at her.
“Here’s your seat!” the waitress said and ushered us to a table.
We sat right in front of each other silently.
I wanted to text Lou with Harry’s phone but I didn’t know its password.
Shit!
She was staring at me while I was typing random numbers.
2222
1234
4321
I lifted my head and looked at her.
She looked away.
“So… do you know when is my birthday?” I asked her.
My voice was so husky.
Maybe his phone’s password was his date of birth!! It worth the shot!
“Of course I know!!! February 1st 1994!!” she replied.
“Clever girl!!” I smiled at her.
She blushed at my complement.
I typed 1294 and it opened!!
Yess!!!
The waitress came and gave us menus by bending down in front of me and giving me a full view of her cleavage.
My lips parted and she winked at me again and then went.
“So you order whatever you want… I’ll be back in a minute!!” I said and headed to the toilet.
I went to one of the stalls and called Lou.
It beeped but no one answered.
Come on, Come on….
“Hello?” Lou said.
“Heyy!!”
“Marlya everything’s okay?” I felt the worriness in his voice.
“Yeah it’s just… Where is Harry’s house?” I asked.
“Harry’s house?!”
“Yeah there’s this girl that… she wants to pick up her stuff from Harry’s house and I don’t know…”
“Shut up Harry and let me talk!!! Where are you now?” he cut me off.
“In a café, In the toilet!!” I spat at him.
“Oh… Do you know the name of that café? Harry let me talk bloody…” he didn’t finish his sentence.
“Marlya?” I heard my voice.
“Harry?!”
“In the café, is there a waitress winking at you?” he asked me.
“Yeah!!”
“I know where you are… just don’t leave the place!!” He said and hung up.
I went out of the toilet and sat on my chair.
“I want a cheesecake…” she said shyly.
“Okay…” I said and browsed through the menu.
“Harry…” she murmured.
“Hmm?” I hummed without looking at her.
“Do you love me?” she whispered.
I could feel the fear in her voice.
Fear of rejection.
My eyes froze on the menu.
“Excuse me for a second.” I said and walked towards the toilet and called Lou again without any hesitation.
“I’m on my way… ”
“Lou do you know the name of Harry’s …. Girlfriend?” I asked him.
“Girl friend? He doesn’t have one and by now you should now that none of us does.”
“But there’s this blond girl and… I’m sure she’s…”
“Sexy, tall, big green eyes?”
“Yeah…”
“Her name is Meg and she’s not his girlfriend and …”
“Thanks” I said and hung up.
I was in the hallway that the waitress showed up.
“Hey sexy!!” she said and slammed me to the wall.
“What the hell?!” I widened my eyes.
She leaned against me and grabbed my crotch.
I gasped heavily.
“Get off your hand or I’ll swear…” she didn’t let me finish and put her lips on mine.
I grabbed her shoulders and pushed her aside and ran to the toilet.
I washed my mouth and spit like a maniac.
“What’s wrong Harry?” the damn waitress said from behind and grabbed my bum.
I slapped her hand away and turned off the tap and turned around.
Think I looked furious cause when she saw my face, she panicked.
“I’m sorry Harry!! I thought we would do some naughty stuff in the hallway as always!!” she said while playing with her fingers.
“What?! In the hallway?! As always?!” I exclaimed.
“Sorry. Please don’t hurt me!!” she pleaded and I could see her eyes were getting wet.
I closed my eyes and inhaled.
You’re dead Harry!!
I opened my eyes and cursed and hugged her.
“Hey… I would never ever hurt you again, okay?” I whispered in her ear and pat her on the shoulders.
“I…” she sniffed.
I put my finger on her lips.
“Shh… you don’t have to say anything… forget what just happened and be a good girl and get us some good drinks.” I said and walked out of the toilet.
Meg was eating a cheesecake.
“You already ordered, Meg?” I said and sat down.
“You didn’t answer my question, Harry.” She said.
Okay maybe I had to act like Harry now….
“Are you interrogating me?! You little bitch?! I didn’t answer cause I fucking don’t want to!!” I snapped at her.
She bit her lip and looked down.
Hmm… better.
“What should I get you?” the waitress asked me.
I looked at her.
Her eyes were red because of the tears.
“I want a cold coffee.” I said and handed her the menu.
I closed my eyes and started to massage my temples.
“Are you okay, Harry?” Meg asked.
“None of your business.” I snapped at her.
I heard that she swallowed hard.
“Here’s your coffee.” The waitress said and put a cup of coffee on the table in front of me.
My head was killing me.
All that I could think of was either Zayn or Harry.
I opened my eyes and took a sip on my coffee.
She had finished her cheesecake and was playing with her hair.
I sighed.
If it was her last “date” with “Harry” and she wasn’t going to get laid in the end, at least I had to talk her, right?
“So… do you remember how we met?” I asked her.
“Of course I do!!!” She gave me a sunny smile and then she continued.
“About seven months ago, in a pub, you were sitting alone all by yourself. Then you saw me and bought me a drink and we talked then you took me to a club, we danced, then you took me home and we had a wonderful …”
“Yeah I know the rest!!” I almost shouted.
I couldn’t take it anymore.
Why did I ask that stupid question?
I really wanted to know how they met?
Idiot!!
She chuckled and I took another sip.
“Hey, how’s Lou?” she asked me.
“Lou?!” I asked.
“Yeah your best bud.” She said and rested her chin on her hand, staring at me with half closed eyes.
She wanted to look sexy and somehow seduce me.
Haha yeah if only she knew there was a girl hiding in this body…
Maybe I should have some fun… after all these mind blowing events…
“He’s fine. Thanks for asking, babe!” I purred.
She flattered her eyelashes.
I could tell that she was mesmerized by my deep husky voice.
“So… where did you meet Lou?” I asked, draining my coffee.
“At a party!! Lou’s mom birthday party.” She replied.
“Oh… right… do you have any pictures?” I asked.
She took out her phone out of her purse.
“Of course I have!!” She said and handed me her phone.
I raised my eyebrows and took the phone.
There was a picture of Harry, Louis, Megan, Niall and a lady who was supposed to be Lou’s mother.
“Don’t you remember? Harry it was just a few months ago!!” she said.
“Of course I do!! Wanted to make sure you still have this pic.” I said sassily and handed her the phone.
Harry’s phone started to ring.
It was Liam.
“Hello?”
“Hey Hazza! Everything’s alright with you, mate?” he asked.
“Yeah…” I replied.
“Okay…I’m going to Zayn’s place.”
“Alright…”
I really had no idea what to say!!
“Just one more thing. You left your gun on Simon’s table and that was a very clumsy of you. I ignored it this time but next time that happens, mate, I won’t go this easy on you.” He said and hung up.
I blinked a couple of times and frowned.
Go easy on me?!
What did he mean?
“Harry… you fought last night?” she asked.
I glared at her.
“Cause you know, I can kiss the cuts and your bruises better and just lick them off.” she purred.
Damn it woman!!
What a bitch!!
“Waiter!!! The check please!!” I shouted.
A tall guy ran to our table and gave me the check.
36.5 £
I looked for money in my pockets…
I found 2 pennies.
Shit!!
I’ve totally forgotten about the money!!
“Is everything okay, sir?” the waiter asked me.
I glared at him.
“I’ll pay it!”
As I heard the familiar sweet voice of Louis, I felt a great sense of relief.
Meg and I went outside and waited for Lou.
She was staring at me and I was looking in the café, searching for Louis.
Finally he came out and we followed him to his car.
In the car, Lou glanced at me two or three times, but didn’t talk at all. We drove silently to Harry’s place.
We went upstairs, in Harry’s guest room.
Meg picked up her stuff and planted a kiss on my cheek and left the house.
The whole time Lou was wearing his serious mask.
I was so tired that just sprawled out on the couch.
“We need to talk.” Louis said and closed the room’s door.
I sat there for a while and then stood up and walked out of the room.
“Hey where are you going?” Liam asked me.
I ignored him and went out of the house.
I had a really bad headache and needed some fresh air.
I put my hands in my pockets and started to walk.
I needed to think.
I needed to clear my head.
To digest what has happened to my life lately.
I was shot by my dad’s best friend and I almost died.
I was a ghost last night.
I was in somebody else’s body right now.
Just found out that I was sold to a family… and I had a brother… my friend was my brother…. Zayn was my brother.
My whole life was a lie.
How was this possible?
Did Simon know that?
Well according to the fact that I found that paper in his house, yes he did.
I had to talk to him.
I entered the main street.
It was somehow crowded.
I could see some couples that were laughing and just having fun.
I envied them.
I didn’t know whether Harry loved me or not…. But even if I knew the answer, it wouldn’t change the fact that I loved him like crazy.
I’ve never loved a guy like this before.
There was something special about him that made me go blind in love.
I fell head over heels in love with him the first time I saw him.
I just couldn’t hate him.
“Harry!!” someone yelled from behind and grabbed my arm and twirled me around and pushed me out of my thoughts.
I saw a sexy blond girl smiling at me.
“Hellooo” she said flirtatiously.
“Who the hell are you?” I said.
She arched her right eyebrow and stepped closer and grabbed my other arm too.
“You don’t know who I am, Styles?” she breathed and licked my lower lip and sent shivers down my spine.
“Woo!!! What was that?!” I snapped at her.
“I know you like it” she said and wanted to kiss me that I cupped her face and stepped back to keep the distance while frowning at her.
“I like the angry you, baby… cause then you’ll do it roughly.” She came closer and whispered in my lips and traveled her hands through my hair.
Where that come from?!
If I didn’t stop her… something way awkward could happen…
I seized her by wrist and pushed her away.
She kind of panicked.
“FUCK. OFF” I snapped at her and walked away.
“Harry!! Please!! Don’t ignore me!!” she shouted from behind.
I tried to get lost in the crowd.
Harry’s phone started to ring.
It was in his back pocket.
It was Louis.
“Hello?”
“Marlya I need you to come back home, now!!”
It was Louis’ voice.
I panicked.
Did he just call me Marlya?
“I… how do you know that?” I gasped.
“Harry told me everything. Come back, now!! It’s not safe for you out there!!”
“I.. I don’t know how should I get back.” I confessed.
“ Where are you? Text me the address and I’ll pick you up!!” He said and hung up.
“Excuse me, do you know the name of this street?” I asked a middle aged lady.
She glared at me.
“Never mind” I said with an awkward smile and started to walk.
“Harry please just one more time!!” someone pleaded and pulled my shirt.
Shit!!! She found me again!!!
I stopped walking and she bumped into me from behind.
I turned around and sighed.
“Please!! One more time!! I love the way you do it!!” she pleaded.
“Look, I don’t know who you are, ok?” I said through clenched teeth.
“Harry you said that…” she said with a shaky voice.
“Leave me alone!!!” I roared.
“You had never said no to me before!!” she whined.
Some people were staring at us…. it was so amusing for them to watch a girl, begging a guy for sex…. And that made me feel pitty for her. she didn’t deserve this kind of behavior.
“Please, it’s a crying shame to beg guys to give you a good fuck, okay? You’re a girl and that’s beneath your dignity!!” I said quietly.
She blinked a couple of times.
“You’ve changed so much!!”
I shrugged.
“I…I like the new you…” she stuttered.
I started to rub my chin… great now she liked me more!!
“Such a gentleman!” She cried with happiness.
I rolled my eyes… but of course she liked the new Harry!!
The old one was a dick apparently!!!
That’s who you fell in love with.
I’ll kill you Harry for playing with this girl’s heart.
I said to myself.
Don’t be stupid. You are angry because you are jealous, not because he has played with another girl’s heart.
“Please take me to your home so I can pick up my stuff.” She said and wiped off her tears.
I didn’t know where Harry’s house was!!!
I just stared at her.
“But before we go, can you please buy me a drink?” she said and held my hand.
“Yeah… sure…” I murmured.
Shit!! Did I just say that?!
I seriously needed to learn how to keep closing my mouth sometimes.
“Yay our favorite café!! C’mon!!” she said and walked in a café and tugged me along with her.
“Welcome Mr.Styles!!!” a waitress said and winked at me.
The blond girl glared at her.
“Here’s your seat!” the waitress said and ushered us to a table.
We sat right in front of each other silently.
I wanted to text Lou with Harry’s phone but I didn’t know its password.
Shit!
She was staring at me while I was typing random numbers.
2222
1234
4321
I lifted my head and looked at her.
She looked away.
“So… do you know when is my birthday?” I asked her.
My voice was so husky.
Maybe his phone’s password was his date of birth!! It worth the shot!
“Of course I know!!! February 1st 1994!!” she replied.
“Clever girl!!” I smiled at her.
She blushed at my complement.
I typed 1294 and it opened!!
Yess!!!
The waitress came and gave us menus by bending down in front of me and giving me a full view of her cleavage.
My lips parted and she winked at me again and then went.
“So you order whatever you want… I’ll be back in a minute!!” I said and headed to the toilet.
I went to one of the stalls and called Lou.
It beeped but no one answered.
Come on, Come on….
“Hello?” Lou said.
“Heyy!!”
“Marlya everything’s okay?” I felt the worriness in his voice.
“Yeah it’s just… Where is Harry’s house?” I asked.
“Harry’s house?!”
“Yeah there’s this girl that… she wants to pick up her stuff from Harry’s house and I don’t know…”
“Shut up Harry and let me talk!!! Where are you now?” he cut me off.
“In a café, In the toilet!!” I spat at him.
“Oh… Do you know the name of that café? Harry let me talk bloody…” he didn’t finish his sentence.
“Marlya?” I heard my voice.
“Harry?!”
“In the café, is there a waitress winking at you?” he asked me.
“Yeah!!”
“I know where you are… just don’t leave the place!!” He said and hung up.
I went out of the toilet and sat on my chair.
“I want a cheesecake…” she said shyly.
“Okay…” I said and browsed through the menu.
“Harry…” she murmured.
“Hmm?” I hummed without looking at her.
“Do you love me?” she whispered.
I could feel the fear in her voice.
Fear of rejection.
My eyes froze on the menu.
“Excuse me for a second.” I said and walked towards the toilet and called Lou again without any hesitation.
“I’m on my way… ”
“Lou do you know the name of Harry’s …. Girlfriend?” I asked him.
“Girl friend? He doesn’t have one and by now you should now that none of us does.”
“But there’s this blond girl and… I’m sure she’s…”
“Sexy, tall, big green eyes?”
“Yeah…”
“Her name is Meg and she’s not his girlfriend and …”
“Thanks” I said and hung up.
I was in the hallway that the waitress showed up.
“Hey sexy!!” she said and slammed me to the wall.
“What the hell?!” I widened my eyes.
She leaned against me and grabbed my crotch.
I gasped heavily.
“Get off your hand or I’ll swear…” she didn’t let me finish and put her lips on mine.
I grabbed her shoulders and pushed her aside and ran to the toilet.
I washed my mouth and spit like a maniac.
“What’s wrong Harry?” the damn waitress said from behind and grabbed my bum.
I slapped her hand away and turned off the tap and turned around.
Think I looked furious cause when she saw my face, she panicked.
“I’m sorry Harry!! I thought we would do some naughty stuff in the hallway as always!!” she said while playing with her fingers.
“What?! In the hallway?! As always?!” I exclaimed.
“Sorry. Please don’t hurt me!!” she pleaded and I could see her eyes were getting wet.
I closed my eyes and inhaled.
You’re dead Harry!!
I opened my eyes and cursed and hugged her.
“Hey… I would never ever hurt you again, okay?” I whispered in her ear and pat her on the shoulders.
“I…” she sniffed.
I put my finger on her lips.
“Shh… you don’t have to say anything… forget what just happened and be a good girl and get us some good drinks.” I said and walked out of the toilet.
Meg was eating a cheesecake.
“You already ordered, Meg?” I said and sat down.
“You didn’t answer my question, Harry.” She said.
Okay maybe I had to act like Harry now….
“Are you interrogating me?! You little bitch?! I didn’t answer cause I fucking don’t want to!!” I snapped at her.
She bit her lip and looked down.
Hmm… better.
“What should I get you?” the waitress asked me.
I looked at her.
Her eyes were red because of the tears.
“I want a cold coffee.” I said and handed her the menu.
I closed my eyes and started to massage my temples.
“Are you okay, Harry?” Meg asked.
“None of your business.” I snapped at her.
I heard that she swallowed hard.
“Here’s your coffee.” The waitress said and put a cup of coffee on the table in front of me.
My head was killing me.
All that I could think of was either Zayn or Harry.
I opened my eyes and took a sip on my coffee.
She had finished her cheesecake and was playing with her hair.
I sighed.
If it was her last “date” with “Harry” and she wasn’t going to get laid in the end, at least I had to talk her, right?
“So… do you remember how we met?” I asked her.
“Of course I do!!!” She gave me a sunny smile and then she continued.
“About seven months ago, in a pub, you were sitting alone all by yourself. Then you saw me and bought me a drink and we talked then you took me to a club, we danced, then you took me home and we had a wonderful …”
“Yeah I know the rest!!” I almost shouted.
I couldn’t take it anymore.
Why did I ask that stupid question?
I really wanted to know how they met?
Idiot!!
She chuckled and I took another sip.
“Hey, how’s Lou?” she asked me.
“Lou?!” I asked.
“Yeah your best bud.” She said and rested her chin on her hand, staring at me with half closed eyes.
She wanted to look sexy and somehow seduce me.
Haha yeah if only she knew there was a girl hiding in this body…
Maybe I should have some fun… after all these mind blowing events…
“He’s fine. Thanks for asking, babe!” I purred.
She flattered her eyelashes.
I could tell that she was mesmerized by my deep husky voice.
“So… where did you meet Lou?” I asked, draining my coffee.
“At a party!! Lou’s mom birthday party.” She replied.
“Oh… right… do you have any pictures?” I asked.
She took out her phone out of her purse.
“Of course I have!!” She said and handed me her phone.
I raised my eyebrows and took the phone.
There was a picture of Harry, Louis, Megan, Niall and a lady who was supposed to be Lou’s mother.
“Don’t you remember? Harry it was just a few months ago!!” she said.
“Of course I do!! Wanted to make sure you still have this pic.” I said sassily and handed her the phone.
Harry’s phone started to ring.
It was Liam.
“Hello?”
“Hey Hazza! Everything’s alright with you, mate?” he asked.
“Yeah…” I replied.
“Okay…I’m going to Zayn’s place.”
“Alright…”
I really had no idea what to say!!
“Just one more thing. You left your gun on Simon’s table and that was a very clumsy of you. I ignored it this time but next time that happens, mate, I won’t go this easy on you.” He said and hung up.
I blinked a couple of times and frowned.
Go easy on me?!
What did he mean?
“Harry… you fought last night?” she asked.
I glared at her.
“Cause you know, I can kiss the cuts and your bruises better and just lick them off.” she purred.
Damn it woman!!
What a bitch!!
“Waiter!!! The check please!!” I shouted.
A tall guy ran to our table and gave me the check.
36.5 £
I looked for money in my pockets…
I found 2 pennies.
Shit!!
I’ve totally forgotten about the money!!
“Is everything okay, sir?” the waiter asked me.
I glared at him.
“I’ll pay it!”
As I heard the familiar sweet voice of Louis, I felt a great sense of relief.
Meg and I went outside and waited for Lou.
She was staring at me and I was looking in the café, searching for Louis.
Finally he came out and we followed him to his car.
In the car, Lou glanced at me two or three times, but didn’t talk at all. We drove silently to Harry’s place.
We went upstairs, in Harry’s guest room.
Meg picked up her stuff and planted a kiss on my cheek and left the house.
The whole time Lou was wearing his serious mask.
I was so tired that just sprawled out on the couch.
“We need to talk.” Louis said and closed the room’s door.
Notes
oKAY Guys tell me what you think!!!! :DI hope you've enjoyed this chapter and of course the story so far.
And.... what does Louis want to talk about? Any guess?
Love ya. Xx
You can't let Niall die !!!!!!!!!! Don't you fucking dare !!!!!! >:-(
8/14/15