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Safe Haven

Just A Dream

*Autumn’s POV*

I don’t know what I was so nervous about…dinner with Niall was not nearly as awkward as I thought it would be. But, I do have to admit it was difficult not staring at him he just looked so damn good. Stupid tight jeans and snapback. Ugh. Let’s just say I took an extra long shower that night…. I was putting on an overly large tshirt to wear to bed when I heard a knock on the door. I figured that since Kelsey said she was going to be back pretty late, that it would most likely be Harry. Also since they’re my only two friends. But when I opened the door, it was neither Harry nor Kelsey. It was Niall.

“Um, h-hello? What are you doing here?” He took a big step towards me and into the room, leaving only a few inches of space in between us.

“I forgot to give you something before you left.” He took another step closer to me and I hesitated but didn’t back away. As he spoke, I could feel his warm breath tickling my skin and sending shivers down my spine. I took a deep breath, inhaling the strong scent of his cologne and tried my best not to become weak in the knees.

“And what might that be?” He opened his mouth as if he was about to say something, but instead he smashed his lips onto mine. The kiss started off as soft and gentle but as I began to kiss him back it became more intense. I heard the door shut and he wrapped his arms around my waist, lightly rubbing up and down my side and I wrapped my hands around his neck. He brushed my lips with is tongue and I gladly granted him entrance as I ran my hands through his hair, grabbing on to the loose ends at the nape of his neck. This earned a small groan from him and I couldn’t resist pressing my body closer as he ran one of his hand down the length of my body; resting it at the curve of my bum.

Slowly I began walking backwards towards the bed not even bothering to open my eyes, and he didn’t hesitate to follow. We collided onto the bed with a soft thud and he readjusted himself to a comfortable position on top of me. I moved my left hand down to his chest and ran my fingers across his abdomen, letting out an involuntary moan as he snaked his right hand under my shirt and I felt him chuckle. “What’s…so…funny?” I asked between kisses. “Nothin underneath….I like it.” If I wasn’t so desperate to have his lips reconnected with mine I might have been embarrassed and tried to defend myself but there were more important matters to attend to. I felt his right hand cup my boob and he began placing light kisses across my neck and jawline, working his way down to my collar bone and sucking lightly. “N-Niall. I-“

“Shhh….” He went back to showering me with kisses when all of a sudden-
BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!

My eyes shot open and the sunlight shining through my bedroom window blinded me. I sat up straight and looked around, confused. Kelsey was in her bed on the other side of the room slowly beginning to wake up, and asking me to turn off my alarm. I scrambled around, still tangled in my sheets and shut it off.

“Who’s Niall?” she asked. I blushed. “What?”

“I know I have an accent, but you definitely heard me. Who is Niall? You were mumbling his name in your sleep all night.” She laughed, winking at me. How embarrassing, I can’t believe it was a dream. It just felt so real….

“Oh- uh. He’s just this guy that I got assigned to do a project with…no big deal. I hardly know him, you know? I mean, it’s not like I wanted to I just-"

“Oh, shut it. I bet you like him, don’t you? I mean, by what I heard last night…he must be somethin.” I don’t know why she found this so amusing, I was completely embarrassed.

“Let’s not talk about it, OK? I want to forget about it before I have to see him again on Saturday. And definitely do NOT tell Harry. I’ll never hear the end of it.”

“Ooh, so you’ve got a hot date with Nialler on Saturday, huh?”

“Kelsey. I’m warning you.”

“Alright, alright. Fine I’ll quit. But I will need to meet him eventually if you’re gonna get all lovey dovey. Mama always said, if your friends don’t like him then he ain’t the one.”

I tried to give an intimidating look, but I couldn’t help but laugh. After chatting for a little while longer about how our classes were going, Kelsey left for class.

Since I had some extra time on my hands, I decided to go for a run. As I slipped on a sports bra and my favorite pair of Nike shorts, I thought about how I used to run almost every single morning with my dad. We used to be so close…he was always the safest person I could go to when I was having a rough time, and we did everything together. My mom always used to joke that he might as well just have cloned himself because we were so much alike. I wanted to be just like him when I grew up: The humble, loving, and talented film director Andrew Summers…not the Andrew Summers that fell in love and ran off with some random woman while shooting a movie in Tahiti. Taking a deep breath, I attempted to push the negative thoughts of my past aside and headed outside. I plugged in my headphones and tuned out the world, running until my calves burned so badly I wanted to cry.

Later on, I cuddled up into bed to spend another Friday night with junk food and watching Gossip Girl on Netflix. I hadn’t felt like socializing at all and spoke very little to anyone for most of the day. I was too busy having an internal battle with my brain trying to convince myself to look towards the positive goals in my future and not go back to the dark times in my life. But the positive side won of course. I was just exhausted. Now I just had to focus on facing Niall tomorrow without thinking of…well…you know what.

I have a long day ahead of me.

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