For Your Eyes Only

Waking up I remembered everything that happened last night, plus I still had Harry by my side with his arm wrapped around me. I didn’t really know what to do at this point do I stay or leave, I mean I didn’t even have the excuse to go to work due to Liam taking over today. Before I could even think of anything I was brought out of my daze by Harry speaking.
“Morning”
“Morning, thank you for last night”
“I didn’t do anything”
“Just accept my thanks will you”
“Fine you’re welcome”
“So what have you got planned today”
“Urmm well Liam is at working for you; Louis and Zayn are with their girls so me and Niall were going out today you can join if you wanted”
“Nah I might just have a peaceful day by the pool looks like a nice day”
I jumped out of bed and out of Harry’s arms, I didn’t want to leave but I knew I couldn’t stay with him for much longer I mean he does have a girlfriend.
“You know I was very comfy with you here”
“Yeah well... I thought I didn’t move now then I just wouldn’t move at all”
“Ok true but look I’m sorry I know this must be weird for you knowing I have a girlfriend but”
“No no Harry it’s not weird I just thought you know Niall would be up and lonely most probably trying to find you”
“Okay well then I will go find Niall and you have a great day”
He walked over to me wrapping his arms around me once again bringing me in to a tight embrace followed by placing a gentle kiss on my forehead. I watched him walk out of my room and focused on getting ready, I was feeling confused after last night but I decided to just go for a swim. I was finally in my bikini and picked up a towel, my phone and my mum’s song book maybe something might come to me. I walked down towards the pool and past Harry and Niall getting ready to leave.
“You sure you don’t want to join us today”
“Nah I’m good you two have fun”
I hugged them both and let them leave whilst I made my way on over to the pool, the swim was peaceful and just what I needed. I soon pulled myself out and took a seat on the sun lounger I rested my mum’s song book on my legs and opened it up for the hundredth time. I remembered back to my mum’s words wanting it to be about being just for someone completely. I couldn’t help but laugh to myself how am I meant to write this I mean I’m living with three guys who have seen everything I’m not just for one person clearly. No lyrics were coming to me what so ever I mean I have closed of my feelings for 5 years or so, I have opened up slightly over the past couple of months but only briefly. How am I meant to write a well love song when I am incapable of loving or allowing myself to love someone. I decided to head for the music room, since seeing the video of my mum all I want to do is make her proud and full fill her last wish to me. It was going to be hard but with the help from Harry last night I felt more at ease walking and sitting behind the piano today. I put the book on top of the piano and just placed my fingers on the keys. With one deep breath I played a few keys remembering a song me and my mother wrote called ‘Love me for me’ finishing the song I paused and smiled to myself. It felt great playing again I really have missed it, I messed around with a few notes finally getting a tune together it was slow but flowed really well. Grabbing some spare piece of paper I wrote down the music, I know I got carried away when I heard the front door go and laughs filling up the house once again. I grabbed the paper and got out of the room before anyone would see I couldn’t face them not today, all they would do is ask me to play and I couldn’t. I headed back to the pool placing my stuff back down before jumping on in as I surfaced I was faced with Liam, Louis, Zayn, Harry, Niall, Danielle, Kendall and Zayn’s ex bird who was now with Louis I never did learn her name.
“Have you been in there all day?”
“No not all day Lou”
It didn’t take long for them to join me in the pool the girls held back and decided they just wanted to relax by the pool, well Kendall wanted to so the other two did as well. I on the other hand joined in the games of volleyball and I don’t really know the other game it was just something Louis thought of. We soon decided to go ahead and watch a film after we all dried off and got changed we all ended up in the cinema room. I was sat between Liam and Niall whilst Louis was cuddled up to Roxy (I finally learned her name) Zayn was with Danielle and Harry was next to Kendall. For the time I have seen them together not once has he smiled, I wondered why he was still with her I was soon brought out of thought when a hand was squeezing my leg under the blanket. I looked up to Niall with a smirk appearing on his face, I knew where this was heading tonight. I excused myself and went on upstairs at the same time as Liam he said he was joining me at work tomorrow so wanted an early night. Just as I got changed in to some sexy red lacy underwear then right on cue Niall walked through my door.
“I knew you caught on, god you look hot”
“Well Niall It wasn’t hard to guess and thanks”
“Well then what are we waiting for”
He walked on over to me wrapping his strong arms around me pulling me closer in to his body, his lips attacked my neck with his hands squeezing my boobs. I felt myself getting horny under his touch he knew his teasing was working as well. I watched how he smirked in to kissing my body so it was time for me to take control; I pushed him down on to my bed and got on top of him straddling his body. Taking his top of I moved my mouth down to the lining of his jeans leaving light kisses along the line his hips started to thrust forward begging me to release his cock. Unbuttoning his jeans and pulling his boxers down to finally his little member was free, when his jeans and boxers were fully off I paid my attention to only his cock with every stroke and suck I would look up and watch his reaction.
“Just ride it already, god I can’t take the teasing no more”
I didn’t say anything I just did what he asked jumping on to his cock I realised just how much I have missed him. He pulled me down so he could carry on kissing my neck whilst thrusting in to me we didn’t go to crazy but Niall was wanting to be in control tonight, flipping me over so I was now laying on my back he pounded on in to me making me scream and moan with every single thrust. I felt him starting to pulse inside of me and soon I felt his warm load fill me up. Crashing down on the bed I got up and wiped myself clean before jumping in next to him as he held his arm open for me to join.
“I’ve missed you Olivia”
“Ahh getting deep with me now Niall”
“Well I’ve already been deep in you but I mean we haven’t really hanged out and tonight it’s been nice”
“I agree very nice”
I chuckled as I cuddle up to him breathing in his scent, I couldn’t help but for the first time my belly flipped. I think I was starting to fall for Niall but I know nothing will happen I mean for starters I won’t ever admit to liking him more than my ‘temporary fix’.
“So what did you do today Olivia?”
“Just stayed by the pool”
“That’s it” he looked in to my eyes and he smiled I was losing myself in his blue eyes.
“Did you have someone else round today?”
“No why do you think that Niall”
“Well I just think you did more than just swim”
“Ok well... I may of played a bit on the piano today”
“Well that’s great Livy...shit sorry I mean Olivia”
“Urmm it’s ok”
“What did you play?”
“I wrote a piece, I found amongst the DVD’s one of my mum she was ill and saying she wanted me to write this song for her”
“Well that’s great you are going to do a great job”
“Thanks Niall, I’m trying”
“Well I’m here for you if you need anything ok”
“Thanks”
“So one more question”
“Oh god go on then”
“So I wanted to ask, what happened with your ex to hate relationships so much”
“Whoa right in there ha-ha”
“Sorry I just... I am curious”
“Ok well I have never told anyone about it”
“Oh right”
“But I seem to be trying all new things lately and I guess were on a level I can talk to you”
“Well I hope we are babe”
“Ok... well I was 16/17 when I was with him and he was with me when my mum died, I gave him everything and I helped him and then I find out he cheated on me with a few girls and then I catch him cheating. He couldn’t make it to my mum’s funeral because he was offered a threesome, anyway he said I was different and always sad and just boring to be around but I thought I had a pretty good excuse”
“Well he was a complete dickhead”
“From there on out I decided to just keep everything to myself and not get involved with anyone”
“Well not all guys are knobs like him; some guys actually care about how their girl feels”
“Well maybe one day I will change”
“I hope so”
He pulled me in closer and kissed my forehead but then moving his hand up tilting my head up to meet his gaze.
“You can always open up to me, I will always listen”
“Thank you Niall”
Without another word his lips gently crushed on top of mine for the first time in a while I was smiling in to the kiss. Getting closer to each other if that was even possible I felt his hands move around my body, this time he was more gentle and taking in the feel my body and I was doing the same. One thing lead to another and I found myself on top of him once again although this time our lips were and it was weird but I felt like I was feeling more of him this time around. It didn’t last long but that was due to me giving him head and making him finish early. We cuddled back up together and just carried on kissing.
“You know there was something else I wanted to ask you”
“Well I guess you can ask it go on then”
“Would you like to go out on Saturday with me?”
“Are you asking me out on a date Niall?”
“Yeah crazy I know but yeah I am so what do you say”
“I say you’re trying to break down every wall I have aren’t you”
“Trying to I just want you to be happy so will you”
“Urmm... Yeah sure why not”
“Great”
With that we kissed once again and just put a film on that I was slowly falling asleep to. As my eyes shut I felt the butterflies finally leaving my stomach I couldn’t believe me Olivia will be going on a date on Saturday. The one thing that just wouldn’t leave my mind though was Harry; I don’t understand why I was even dreaming of him. I tried to shake him from my mind but that just ended up with me waking up, I made sure Niall was still asleep when I left the bed making my way out on to the balcony closing the doors behind me.
“You couldn’t sleep either?”
“Bloody hell Harry you scared me”
“Sorry”
“No it’s ok nah I couldn’t sleep, why are you up”
“Just couldn’t clear my head I guess”
“Right how are you and Kendall?”
“Good, guessing you have Niall in there?”
“Yeah, he asked me to go on a date Saturday”
“Really you’re not going to go are you?”
“Yeah I mean why shouldn’t I give it go”
“Yeah no yeah you should Niall is a lovely guy”
“Yeah he is, what’s wrong Harry”
“Nothing just thought, nah it’s stupid”
“No go on Harry what’s up?”
“I just thought you would be my challenge”
“Oh well that was always going to be hard when you have Kendall by your side”
“Yeah, I know just am I going to lose my little shows?”
“Urmm no don’t worry about them just yet Styles”
I watched as a smile grew upon his face which instantly made one grow on mine, I don’t know what came over me I just had word vomit I guess.
“You’re the reason I couldn’t sleep”
“Oh really just couldn’t get me off your mind”
“Pretty much anyway I’m going back in to try and sleep”
“Ok good night Olivia oh by the way love the red underwear”
“Thank you”
“Maybe I can see it on the floor one night”
“If you’re lucky it could happen Harry”
“I will look forward to it night” I walked on in to now see Niall slightly awake.
“Babe where did you go?”
“Just needed some fresh air”
“Everything ok?”
“Yeah everything is fine” I walked over and got back in to embrace as he place a kiss on my forehead.
“Did I push too hard earlier asking you out?”
“No no Niall don’t be silly I just needed some air”
“Ok night then babe”
“Night Niall”
We kissed with a bit more of a tired passion but still managed to give me butterflies with one more kiss on the head I was falling asleep in his arms. His soft snoring and breathing was soothing and sending me off to a deep sleep.

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