Off The Rails

I’ve been with Louis for just over week now and I have stayed in two nights over that week which to me is a massive improvement. Niall hasn’t been around much I kind of started to push him away I guess I was too scared to get close to him. Right now it was late one evening and I was sat with Liam who needed advise on his relationship.

“Liam in all fairness I am really not the best person to be talking to about relationships”

“Yeah but you’re all I got so help what should I do Jessie I mean I like her I do but-“

“Well considering you are having seconds thoughts means you’re really not 100% keen on this girl”

“I am I mean I can deal with her”

“Haha Liam you shouldn’t have to deal with a girl come on love just urmm try one more date and go from there maybe”

“Yeah ok one more date that could work”

“Or just drop her now”

“No one more date thanks Trin”

“No problem”

We walked from the kitchen and joined everyone in the living room once again tonight I was planning on staying but I wasn’t too sure Tuesday nights are normally the best nights out.

“Trin you staying or going out”

“I umm I don’t know what I feel like Lou”

“How about you just have a couple of drinks with us were having a few friends round”

“Urmm no it’s ok”

I brushed of Niall’s suggestion and ran up the stairs quickly and started to get ready for the club. I couldn’t stay in and meet their friends they I would embarrass them the state I get in. As I was getting changed my door opened slightly and I was actually surprised to Harry walking in.

“Hey Louis wanted to come up but he was too worried about what was going on in your mind and so was Niall so I decided to come up what happened”

“What do you mean there are worried?”

“Well Niall thought he said something wrong and then Louis is trying to wrack his brain to remember if-“

“I was that fucked up I can’t meet new people?”

“Not fucked up just if you had a problem I guess is the way to word it...sorry I’m not doing a great job at this”

“No Harry you’re doing fine... I don’t have a problem with meeting new people it’s just... I know what I am like when I have a drink and I don’t want to be an embarrassment to you lot in front of your friends especially Louis”

“You won’t embarrass us you clearly haven’t seen what we are like drunk trust me we can do that ourselves”

“Haha I bet but I don’t want to risk it I mean Louis and you guys have built up this career and group of friends I don’t want them to know Louis has a fucked up little sister”

“Well you’re not fucked up so stop saying that babe ok”

“Well”

“No you agree with me now”

“Urgh Harry!”

“Just say I am NOT a fuck up”

“Fine I am NOT a fuck up”

“Good girl so you going to stay”

“Urmm no look you have a good night with your friends and I will go out”

“Anything I can do to change your mind”

“I’m sorry Harry but no thank you though”

“For what?”

“Coming and speaking to me”

“Always I’m here for you okay you’re like my little sister”

“Thank you you’re like my brother”

“Great so be home by 11 and no going off with strangers”

“Haha I said like my brother not my dad”

“Well Louis can say it to you so I will to haha... have a good night call us if you need us ok”

“Yeah thank you”

“No problem”

Giving him a hug he left my room and left me to carry on getting ready, I could hear him explain to everyone else and told them to just let me go. I felt kind of bad but I knew I was doing the right thing to save them from anything I could do. Putting on my heels I heading on downstairs and luckily no one was here yet so I was able to say bye to the lads.

“Sis you can stay in you know”

“Look I love a Tuesday night out so really it’s a win, win”

“Ok just be careful and leave your phone on”

“Will do”

I wanted Niall to come over but he just stayed in his seat and waved to me goodbye. I didn’t like the feeling that gave me in my stomach I wanted him to come up to me but he hardly acknowledged me. Oh well here is to a great night out getting mortal. The night went on and I was just enjoying myself I would kiss a few guys but 2am came about and I wanted my bed. Walking out of the club I climbed in to the taxi and went on home by myself which is actually a great improvement for me. Arriving home the lights were out I stumbled in and saw everyone all passed out in the living room light weights. Taking my heels up I made my way up the stairs to my room walking in I didn’t bother to change I just crashed on to my bed and fell in to a deep sleep.
***
“Trinity wake up you are coming to the studios today with your amazing brother”

“Argh go away!”

Before I knew it I felt the cold air hit my skin, my eyes finally opened and I saw my duvet was now on in the hands of my annoying bother.

“Lou I love you but I love my duvet more now give it back and fuck off”

“No like I said you are coming with us today now get dressed”

“But Lou”

“No buts you decided to stay out late this is...your punishment that’s right so up or I will send the other lads in”

“Whatever”

I didn’t move I just turned over and tried to fall back to sleep, unfortunately Louis was not bluffing. Soon I had four bodies collided on top of me all screaming and jumping forcing me to get out of bed.

“Get the fuck off I’m up now”

With a few laughs they were now off and leaving me to get ready how could they be so happy and energetic after their drinking session. I got dressed in some shorts and top paired with some vans, feeling ready I headed on downstairs to see everyone waiting.

“Looking good Trinity”

I smiled at Zayn and he walked over to me placing his arm around my shoulder pulling me in closer to him.

“Hands off Zayn”

Louis walked towards me pulling me away from Zayn; I couldn’t help but just laugh and walked off with Louis. As we walked away I turned around and poked my tongue out causing Zayn to laugh. The paparazzi were everywhere as we stepped out of the house, it took a while to get to the car but we were finally there. Luckily they knew I was Louis sister so I didn’t have to deal with all questions asking who I was which was such a relief. Sitting in the taxi before we drove off I looked out of the window to see a very good looking guy who was looking right back at me. With a cheeky wink I couldn’t help but laugh but the moment was soon ruined by Louis.

“Now now don’t tell me that guy just winked at you”

“And what if he did what are you going to do about it?”

“Nothing I guess but maybe...”

He poked his head out of the window and tried to do an intimidating stare but as you can guess it didn’t really work. It only caused us all to burst in to laughter and for Louis to come back in the taxi sulking.

“Lou I know you think you are great at being a protective brother but the reality is you’re not entirely great”

“Well at least I try, now shouldn’t we be heading to the studio come on driver”

The car journey wasn’t actually that long we were soon walking through the big doors and being handed over visitor passes. Walking through the corridor I noticed some thumbing music coming from the other direction we were heading in. I paused and Louis came by my side looking in the direction I was.

“That’s where the dance studios are you can go have a look if you like”

“No... Today is about me seeing what you do so come on”

Louis sighed but carried on walking I took one last look and followed. I would of loved to of gone to the dance rooms but I knew I wouldn’t be able to face it and it would ruin the day. Besides I haven’t once been a part of Louis new life so now is my chance to see him live his dream. We soon arrived to the booth the guys were in walking in I instantly took a seat in the sofa and watched as the guys got to work. It was so mesmerising watching them they all had great singing voices and Louis has just improved by miles.

“Trin fancy a fag”

“Oh yes Zayn thought you would never ask”

With a little giggle we headed on outside to have a fag luckily we found a spot where no fans were about and it was just so peaceful.

“So how are you feeling today you look rough”

“Thanks Zayn, I do feel really rough had too much to drink you guys seem all fresh did you not drink that much”

“Not really to be honest we started drinking and then are supposable friends only wanted pictures and posts with us to get more followers so we just kicked them out and drunk by ourselves and fell asleep”

“Woah what dickheads!”

“Yeah want nice Niall’s friends were the worst and it really got to him”

“Oh right”

“He spoke to us last night you know”

“Oh right about what?”

“You”

“What about me?”

“Well he was asking Lou for permission to take you out on a date”
I choked a date really oh my god I have never ever been on a date before what was I going to do.

“Trin you alright”

“No...Yes I don’t know what did Louis say?”

“He said yes actually”

“Oh shit”

“What’s wrong?”

“I have never been on a date before like ever”

“Aww babe you will be fine”

“No I won’t plus he hasn’t even spoken to me or made eye contact with me all day and last night wouldn’t even get up to say bye to me what’s up with that”

“I don’t know about last night but I know with his friends and that has really affected him he
hasn’t spoken to anyone today really”

“Hmm maybe”

“Just give him a shot”

“I’m scared though Zayn”

“You will be fine Niall will look after you ok”

“Ok”

“We should probably head back in now just stay calm ok”

“Ok”

Walking back in to the room Harry was in the booth at the moment doing his solo and his voice was incredible but I was soon distracted by Niall taking a seat next to me. I didn’t know how I felt about him right now he hasn’t spoken to me or made eye contact with me all morning and last night wouldn’t even come up to me to say bye. I knew I was falling for him because his actions actually hurt and made me feel so upset inside. With the chat I had just had with Zayn as well I could understand this morning but it still hurt. I wasn’t going to speak first and I guess Niall knew that as he soon began to speak.

“Can we step outside I would really like to talk to you”

“Yeah ok”

Walking out we just stepped in to a spare room on the other side I was so nervous I didn’t actually know what he was going to say. He could be asking me on a date or what if he has changed my name and wants nothing to with me anymore. I was soon brought out of my daze when that Irish accent just started once again.

“So I want to apologise first, I guess Zayn explained what happened last night”

“Yeah can’t believe it what dickheads”

“Haha yeah complete cunts anyway I should still of tried to of spoke to you this morning and I am sorry I hope you don’t think I was ignoring you”

“No... Urmm not at all”

“You did didn’t you...Oh Trin I am sorry”

“Why didn’t you get up to say bye last night...I don’t know why I just asked that actually don’t worry”

“No don’t be sorry...You are going to laugh at this but I kind of Urmm got a hard on when you walked down”

“What...seriously”

“Yeah so I couldn’t actually get up”

“Haha I understand now sorry I just over thought that whole situation”

“Don’t be sorry, now since that’s all cleared up I have a question”

“Okay”

“Would you like to...Urmm go bowling tonight just us to”

“Urmm yeah sure sounds good to me”

“Good then it’s a date”

I couldn’t help the smile that had grown on my face; he leaned in and placed a kiss on my forehead before pulling me in to a hug. This was all new and weird for me but I think I like it.

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