Off The Rails

Waking up I felt the throbbing pain hit my head straight away causing me to moan as I sat up. Sitting up I looked at my phone to see the time was just gone 11, next to my phone was a glass of water, two aspirins and then a note. I took the water and aspirins first before looking at the note.

Hey Trin

Right I have gone to see my girlfriend Eleanor and will be back late the other lads apart from Niall has gone to the studio. Niall isn’t feeling very well so if you could keep an eye on him that would be superb.
Love ya sis xoxo

I decided before anything to go and have a shower needing one after last night. It wasn’t until I was in the shower that the events of last night came flooding back especially with what happened with Zayn. Hopefully he is cool with it all and doesn’t cause or lighten any attention on the events. Getting out of the shower I quickly dried my hair and got dressed in some joggers and a top followed by applying a little bit of make-up. I did as Louis asked and headed out of my room to find Niall and check up on him. I couldn’t find which room he was in but I soon heard some bad coughing and headed in that direction, slowly opening the door I saw Niall lying in bed looking really ill.

“Hey did you need anything”

I walked over to him as he shook his head trying to sit up but this caused a massive coughing fit to trigger.

“You sure not even a glass of water”

He looked at me for a minute and a smile grew on his face as he shook his head and spoke.

“Actually that would be nice”

I couldn’t help but laugh a little at the sound of his voice breaking as he spoke to me.

“Don’t laugh at me”

Obviously this just made me laugh even more and soon Niall wiped that little sulky face off and broke in to a smile. I soon left his room and headed on downstairs to get him a glass of water. Heading back up the stairs I couldn’t help but take in a deep breath before walking in being around Niall just made me feel weird inside.

“Here you go”

Passing him the glass of water he took a sip straight away and gave me a smile afterwards saying thank you at the same time. I decided to take a seat on the end of his bed looking out of the window taking in the surroundings.

“You don’t have to stay you know you can leave if you like. I know Louis told you to keep an eye on me but I will be alright”

As he spoke I kept my eyes on him watching the smile disappear, I guessed he didn’t want to be alone and to be fair neither did I. I hardly go out during the day and I had nothing planed and I actually want to hang out with Niall

“No don’t be silly I only like going out at night”

I gave him a wink which caused him to laugh and take another sip of his water whilst looking back up at me.

“So you able to walk downstairs so we can watch a film?”

“Urmm yeah it’s only a cold so”

“Yeah but I know what you men get like when you get man flu”

“What do you mean by that?”

“Just you exaggerate so much”

“No we don’t”

“Well get out of bed and walk down the stairs without moaning”

“Ahh come on you know that isn’t going to happen”

We both just laughed and I couldn’t help but smile as he got out of bed over doing the grunts as he got out of the bed. We headed on down the stairs and Niall honestly really didn’t look well at all he actually looked really weak.

“Niall you know we can just stay in your room if you prefer”

“No it’s ok got to do something today”

“Ok only if you’re sure I can carry you if you wanted”

“Now who’s the one exaggerating?”

We finally made it down the stairs and I ran back up to get a duvet, throwing it over Niall he opened it up and signalled me to join him. I couldn’t help the weird feeling in my tummy just grow stronger. Biting down on my lip to hide the smile I walked on over to him taking my seat next to him. We just watched TV programs like The Big Bang Theory and then Melisa and Joey. Having a laugh he all of sudden touched me on my shoulder grabbing my attention.

"Thank you for taking care of me today"

“You’re welcome just don’t get used to it”

"I wasn't going to babes"

With a wink I couldn’t contain the smile and my cheeks blushing what was he doing to me. All he said was ‘babes’ I shook my head and soon looked back at him seeing a smile staying put on his face.

“Good”

That was all I could manage to say we went back to watching the TV and in time me and Niall all of a sudden were now cuddled up with one another. Lying on his chest I could hear how irregular his breathing was due to being ill.

"You best not make me ill Niall"

"Haha aren't you a funny one"

He looked down at me tapping my nose lightly making this moment adorable, scrunching up my nose a little giggle left my mouth.

"Trust me though I am a lot funnier drunk"

Nothing was said straight away instead he just tilted my head up and looked in to my eyes.

"What laying on the pavement... I prefer you like this"

I kept his gaze but soon shook my head I held back the smile and looked down to my phone. I wasn’t better like this I had to be drunk to get people to like me it’s just how it has always been.

"Well would you look at the time its 7pm already"

"Time flies when you're having fun"

"It sure does and I am about to have a bit more fun thank you for a great day though Niall"

“No problem enjoy yourself”

I walked on upstairs and started to get ready I was nearly done when I heard the front door go and the house filled with voices. Soon my door was opening and Louis was standing there looking at me.

“Hey thanks for looking after Niall today”

“It’s okay, it was really nice today actually”

“Owww does Trinity have a little crush on Niall”

“Oh behave Lou”

“Ok so I see you’re heading on out”

“Yep I am”

“Ok well can we compromise be home by 1am”

“Hmm that’s still really early Lou”

“Yeah but come on please this is meant to be a detox”

“Ok fine”

“Oh and Zayn is going with you”

“What the fuck so I can’t even go out by myself”

“Nope just so you know”

“You know what I’m getting baby sat whilst I’m out”

“I’m sorry but”

“It’s fine”

Louis soon left but Zayn was standing there with a smile plastered on his face, I was to annoyed to even smile at him. I can’t believe I have to be baby sat whiles clubbing it’s so not fair. Then again though it is Zayn who I managed to sleep with last night so this could actually be nice.

"What"

"Nice bra"

I looked down and then fixed my dress sighing slightly, grabbing my heels I walked passed him but he just stood there staring at me.

"You coming or not"

"Alright babe I'm coming"

I walked out the door with Zayn following soon taking out a fag I realised I haven’t actually
had one all day. Taking a drag the feeling was just overwhelming and I was ready for tonight. Getting in to the taxi he took us to my favourite club ‘Reflexes’. Walking through the club the smell of alcohol it just got me buzzing for the events of tonight.

"What would you like to drink then?"

"Vodka straight please"

"Alright I will be back"

He didn’t take long and soon we were knocking back the shots and drinks like there was no tomorrow. The shots just continued to flow and the dance moves were just getting slutty and sloppy but we were having a great time.

“Follow me”

Zayn took my arm and took me out through the back door bringing out a spliff for me and him to take. This was going to make the night even better, lighting it up Zayn took the first few drags before handing it over to me.

"You know it's coming up to 1 babe"

"Oh it is shit.....do we have to go?"

I took another drag and then Zayn pulled me into his body keeping his hands holding on to my waist.

"You look so sexy when you do that"

Just then our lips crushed together my phone began to ring but I ignored it and Zayn allowed me to. It was when it was the fourth phone call Zayn and I pulled apart and I had to answer it. Louis of course it was going to be Louis answer the phone Zayn kept me close and kissed down my neck.

'Trinity best be on your way home
Yes Lou just leaving the club now aren't we Zayn
Mmm yeah
alright well you have 5 minutes'

I hanged up and mine and Zayn’s lips were back on each other’s hungry for more.

"Come on then best get home or your brother will kill me"

We kissed one last time and got in the taxi like nothing had happened. I knew then I really could have fun with this with him. We soon got home Louis was over to me straight away he thanked Zayn and just went on up to bed.

“So would you like to continue this upstairs?”

“Hmm yeah sounds good to me”

Just then we ran up to my room and as soon as the door was closed our lips were attached once again. We really didn’t take long until he was in me once again pounding in to me making me moan in to the pillow and the crease of his neck. Tonight wasn’t a long session and it was the same as last night he finished inside of me and left my room like nothing had happened. I put on some shorts and a top and headed for the balcony taking a fag out and looking up to the moon.

"You like looking at the moon to then"

"Whoa a warning would of been nice scared the shit of me Niall"

He just laughed and joined me on the swinging chair seating as close to me as possible.

"To answer your question yes I like the moon"

"Is it because you have meaning or is it just the look of it"

"Meaning...you?"

"Same.....My Mum looks up at it every night just thinking the moon is just like us we only often feel whole, half empty or something like that and she told me...."

"Too always look up at the moon and one day when it’s whole you will feel whole to?"

"Yeah exactly that"

I finally looked up at him and saw him smiling back at me, I couldn’t help but smile in return he made me feel so comfortable and happy around him.

"You feeling any better?"

"Yeah actually I think nurse Trinity did a good job"

"Like I said don't get used it"

I jumped out of my seat and walked in to my room sitting on my bed with Niall slowly following. I patted the space next to me signalling him to join for some reason I didn't want him to leave me. I felt a bit awkward knowing I had just had sex with Zayn on my bed but as he crawled next to me he was my only focus.

“You sure I snore in my sleep”

“Well I will just fall asleep before you then Niall”

“Deal”

I snuggled up in his arms resting my head on his chest, as I closed my eyes I felt him kiss my forehead lightly. I was falling for him hard.

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