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High For This

~Chapter Thirty~

Elizabeth's POV

Silence.

No word has not been said to one another. Carl left after 5 minutes of nothing but silence.
Mumbling how 'weird' we were. But I could care less. Astrid cleared her throat causing me to snap out of my trance.

"You look like shit..." Astrid said causing me to chuckle a little

"You are one to talk. You are literally missing an eyelash" I said causing Astrid to move her hand instantly to touch her eye. Her face dropped as she groaned in annoyance.

"Great. Just great."

I just stayed silent as I watched Astrid mumble to herself numerous profanities. "That's not the point why I am here.

We need to talk.." I crossed my arms and nodded my head.

I'll be honest I don't really want to talk at all. But might as well talk to her.

"I came here ready to explain why I did what I did and apologize for it. But I'm not going to apologize for what I did and here is why.." She trailed off before speaking once again.

"I know you like Harry it isn't really a secret. I know Harry likes you as well. Like you may act oblivious and claim you don't 'see it' but he does. Louis and I were talking about how you two would be a good couple. That's why we arranged today to happen.." Astrid stopped talking waiting for me to process what she was saying.

My feet were being to hurt from standing so I made my way to sit on the sofa across from her. I held my arms and nodded signaling her to continue.

"So everything was set into motion. Louis and I were actually watching from a far well not far we were actually under the bleachers. Everything was going well but then Harry said what he said and you know the rest."

"So you just came to explain why you did it?" I finally spoke

"No. I came here to tell you that I see the way you look at him Elizabeth. You give him the same look you once had for Kayla.. I know you don't like when I mention her name. But due to how things ended I myself saw how badly she broke you. Liz you wouldn't leave your room, wouldn't stop crying and didn't even eat for a week. After a couple months I helped building you up not knowing I had lost you. To what was once loud, bubbly, and carefree was replaced by a insecure quiet and guarded Elizabeth. I feared that you were gone. But hanging around the group specifically Harry. He brought out that side from you.."

I let out a little shaky sigh. I felt tears fighting to escape from my eyes. I shut my eyes feeling a tear escape and go down my cheek. I open my eyes to make eye contact with Astrid. She was sniffling as she wiped her eyes. Suddenly I felt horrible. I never really took into consideration of Astrid. She would always put my needs before hers.

All the time.

In the kindergarten I was being pushed around by a boy. Little Astrid pushed him causing him to loose a tooth and her getting recess privileges taken from her for a whole month.

When I broke my arm on her 6th birthday she legit didn't even want to celebrate her birthday because in her words 'it wasn't the same' She spent her birthday in the hospital by my side. They couldn't take her out of my room without her throwing a tantrum.


When she was out of the state in Washington during the summer for a class, she would call me everyday and stay up really late and getting little to no sleep at all.

"I'm so sorry Astrid. I-uh-I've been such a horrible friend.." I choked out my voice betraying me.

I made my way to Astrid instantly and hugged her. She hugged me back and cried silently in my hair.

"N-"

"No.. I have been so closed off with you. You've done all these things and all I've done is push you away completely. You were there for me at my darkest instead of leaving. I'm really sorry. Oh god."


Astrid rubbed my back as I broke down crying once again.

"Sh sh its okay.."

I lifted myself up instantly to look at her.

"No it isn't.. What have I done. Harry must not want anything to do with me.. Why do I always have to ruin everything.." I spoke

"Mira.. What happened today was something you took WAY out of proportion. I feel like you were looking for a reason to push Harry away so you wouldn't get hurt once again. Both Liana and Louis have told you how much Harry struggles with expressing his feelings. And I agree with them.."


I nodded my head as I thought over what she is saying.


"What do I do Astrid? I feel awful. I-I just left him there." I muttered as replayed the events from earlier today.

"Apologize to him. Because you really fucked up. Like your my best friend but we both know I am going to be 100% honest with you when you mess up."


"Can you forgive me..?" I asked


"Ugh if I have to. But you owe me some Baskin Robins"


"Deal." I said as I sniffled and gave her a smile. Astrid just clapped her hands in excitement causing me to roll my eyes.


"Sister stop doing that. Watch one day your eyes are going to get stuck like that."


I pushed Astrid's shoulder and watched as she dramatically fall to the ground. But didn't count on hitting her knee on the coffee table causing her to groan in pain. I started to die of laughter as she held her knee.


"Help me dipshit!"
She exclaimed making me laugh even harder. My sides began to hurt of how much I was laughing. Finally calming down I helped her up.

"I'll never understand your friendship between you two" said a voice behind us.

We both turned around to meet the eyes of Carl who was currently shaking his head. Astrid and I looked at each other once again and started to laugh again.

Notes

Hoped you enjoyed!
I know this was short but I didn't want to leave you guys hanging..
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Until next time!
8/26/18
-Anna(:

Comments

@JasperRenee
Then you'll enjoy these upcoming chapters then love;)

Aweee a Liz and Harry moment.... Just what I needed...

@JasperRenee
Just updated love:)

JUST WHEN I THOUGHT THEY WERE GONNA MAKE UP AND BE IN LOVE AND.... DUDDEEE WHY?????

@JasperRenee
I get what you mean love..
Just updated, so enjoy<3