Ashton: I'm such a jerk because I can't stand you dating someone else other than me. I can't even think about what you're doing with them when I want you to do those things with me. I just want you to be with me, to be mine.

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Me: Stop talking bullshit.
Ashton: I'm not!


Me: You were just fucking the slut of the school in front of your window!
Ashton: To make you jealous!


I sigh. What the hell am I supposed to reply on that?
Nikki will know.


Me: I have a problem :(.
Nik: Don't move. I'll be there in five.

I smile and lay down onto my bed.
She's the best friend ever...


"Oh My God!" She whisper-shouts after she read my conversation with Ashton.
"I know!"


"You have the two hottest guys from the school crushing on you!!!!" She smiles from ear to ear.
"What?! What the hell am I supposed to do with that?!"


"Nothing, just let them fight."
"No.."


"Choose then."
"I can't. I don't know who to choose."


"Well, what do you like about Calum?"
"Just that he's so sweet and caring around me.. I feel so safe with him.."


"And Ashton?"
"He's so... I dunno, challenging.. I don't know how to say it.. With him It's just always so playful and fun... We're very... Competitive..."


"So, it's choosing between Safe, or fun?"
"Don't forget that Calum is very good looking." I smirk.


"Okay okay.. He is. But Ashton is too."
I nod my head.


"Heeelp meee." I whine.
I lay down onto my bed.


After a few just talking about the regular stuff we hear a knock on my door.
Ashton walks in.


"Hi." He smiles.
"What do you want Ashton?" I roll my eyes.


"Just wanted to see you."
"Where's Emma?"


"I sent her home.."


Nikki sees that as her sign to leave and walks away.


"Why would you?"
"Because you don't believe that I like you."


"Is that so weird?"
"Yes!"


"Well, I do."
"You don't."


"I do."
"You don't."


"I do."
"You Don-"


He smashes his lips onto mine while he lays his hands on my hips. He crawls top of me without breaking the kiss.



"Ashton..."
He breaks the kiss.


"I do like you." He smiles.
"I'm with Calum!" I say while I try to push him off.


"I know.." He sighs and looks down.
I stop fighting and look at him.


"I just hoped that you would be mine." He mumbles while he gets off me.
I just look at him while I sit up.


How the hell am I supposed to react on that?


"I'll go." He mumbles while he turns around.


I can't let him walk away like that, can I?


"Ashton Wait." I say and he turns around.


"I don't know it anymore..." I mumble.
"What?"


"I don't know who I like anymore."
"Well, I'm always there for you." He smiles softly.


"Thanks." I smile.
"But does that mean that I may have a chance with you?" He smirks.


"Maybe.." I smirk back.
"What do I need to do?"


"Figure that out yourself." I smirk.


"I will.." He smirks back...

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