Beating Heart

p r o l o g u e

o n e - permission.

//pain is the only thing that makes her feel alive//

t w o - thunder.

//if the thunder is not loud the peasant forgets to cross himself//

t h r e e - darkness.

//at night she's not alone, it's her, the dark, & the tears//

f o u r - awake.

//she dreams more often than she sleeps//

f i v e - roses.

//she's at peace and yet somehow on fire//

s i x - light.

//she realized if she let it through, the light could shine within her//

s e v e n - fish.

//she hates getting flashbacks from things she doesn't want to remember//

e i g h t - radiant.

//the great thing about new friends is that they bring new energy to your soul//

n i n e - human.

//nothing haunts us like the things we don't say//

t e n - relax.

//silence is just another word for pain//

e l e v e n - normal.

//normal people have no idea how beautiful the darkness is//

t w e l v e - glue.

//nothing ever goes away until it teaches us what we need to know//

t h i r t e e n - lavender.

//you must trust and believe in people, or life becomes impossible//

f o u r t e e n - oceans.

​//Love taught me to lie.. and life taught me to die//

f i f t e e n - bruise.

//she's finding out, in the hardest ways, the consequences of every mistake she makes//

s i x t e e n - nightmares.

//your nightmares follow you like a shadow.. forever//

s e v e n t e e n - screams.

//it hurts, but it's okay, the pain is tolerable sometimes//

e i g h t e e n - garden.

//sometimes the only thing we can do is sit and watch the flowers grow//

n i n e t e e n - please.

//it's getting harder to believe in anything//

t w e n t y - glamorous.

//some find the dark inviting, while others find it revolting//

t w e n t y o n e - cards.

//damaged people are dangerous. they know how to make Hell feel like home//

t w e n t y t w o - admitted.

//never be afraid to look, you never know where the answers may be//

t w e n t y t h r e e - run.

//you can't conquer reality by running from it//

t w e n t y f o u r - escape.

//everything you're running away from is in your head//

t w e n t y f i v e - goodnight.

//it's scary what the night can hide//

t w e n t y s i x - lipstick.

//all dreamers have a favorite nightmare//

t w e n t y s e v e n - normality.

//she craves the unknown//

t w e n t y e i g h t - sunshine.

//a single sunbeam can make the shadows disappear//

t w e n t y n i n e - warm.

//the demon never expected to fall in love with an angel//

t h i r t y - smile.

//she wanted to be appreciated, he wanted to be accepted//

t h i r t y o n e - promise.

//there is no greater fraud than a promise not kept//

t h i r t y t w o - truth.

//she never desired for her heart to stop beating before//

t h i r t y t h r e e - monster.

//we are all searching for someome whose demons play well with ours//

t h i r t y f o u r - family.

//loyalty makes you family//

t h i r t y f i v e - flannel.

//when he looks at her, she swears she can't breathe//

t h i r t y s i x - senses.

//true love doesn't come to you, it has to be inside of you//

t h i r t y s e v e n - safe.

//don't fall for the stupid mind tricks//

t h i r t y e i g h t - casual.

//sometimes things just aren't meant to be//

t h i r t y n i n e - scars.

//Don't find love, let love find you//

f o r t y - everything.

//the water is clear, but your wrists are stained//

f o r t y o n e - droplets.

//I promise you forever, and I mean it//

f o r t y t w o - abuse.

//there is no charm equal to tenderness of heart//

f o r t y t h r e e - cake.

//it becomes so hard to resist what you adore//

f o r t y f o u r - pleasure.

//she needs him like a heart needs a beat//

f o r t y f i v e - alive.

//she is his literal everything, and she was delighted by that//

f o r t y s i x - stories.

//there comes a time when you just need to reminisce//

f o r t y s e v e n - fire.

//fire could never compete with the flames in his heart//

f o r t y e i g h t - mother.

//there's a reason the picture hangs on the wall, a reason you will never truly know//

f o r t y n i n e - power.

//never question the power of your leader//

f i f t y - decision.

//not every princess wears a crown and lives in a castle//

f i f t y o n e - touch.

//sometimes just a touch is enough//

f i f t y t w o - mine.

​​​//We’re all going to die, so it might as well be love that destroys us//

f i f t y t h r e e - demon.

//it would be impossible to move on if you were gone//

f i f t y f o u r - absence.

//you never know how much someone means to you until they're gone//

f i f t y f i v e - butterflies.

//you can not save people, you can only love them//

f i f t y s i x - seven.

//when love is real, it finds a way//

f i f t y s e v e n - us.

//we lose ourselves in the things we love, we find ourselves there too//

f i f t y e i g h t - fast.

//read to me a page from your soul one night at a time//

f i f t y n i n e - panic.

//you are at once both the quiet and the confusion of my heart//

s i x t y - wonder.

//not all those who wonder are lost//

s i x t y o n e - colder.

//show me your everything, and I'll promise to cherish it//

s i x t y t w o - preparing.

//we all deserve a second chance//

s i x t y t h r e e - selfish.

//some people create their own storms//

s i x t y f o u r - bookmark.

//you cannot find peace by avoiding life//

s i x t y f i v e - stupidity.

//sometimes the last choice is better than nothing at all//

s i x t y s i x - baby.

//no one ever said love was going to be easy//

s i x t y s e v e n - lucky.

//it's hard to handle you, but so easy to love you//

s i x t y e i g h t - ruin.

//I fear you will never come back to me, but if you do, will you still love me//

s i x t y n i n e - frustrated.

//if you want it to last forever, you can not rush it//

s e v e n t y - business.

//you would do anything for the person you love//

s e v e n t y o n e - masterpiece.

//it can be hard, but it can be easy too//

s e v e n t y t w o - eternity.

//sometimes our demons overpower us, and there's nothing we can do to stop them//

s e v e n t y t h r e e - medications.

//love can be painful//

s e v e n t y f o u r - repeatedly.

//we all can't be happy all the time//

s e v e n t y f i v e - heal.

//not far apart, but not close enough//

s e v e n t y s i x - someone.

//we would do anything for the one we love//

s e v e n t y s e v e n - unbelievable.

//don't be afraid, it's okay to try things//

s e v e n t y e i g h t - once.

//how did I get so lucky//

s e v e n t y n i n e - anything.

//any request you have, I will grant it//

e i g h t y - respect.

//I will never be able to see myself the way you see me//

e i g h t y o n e - traditional.

//be patient, give it time//

e i g h t y t w o - tea.

//when the time is right//

e i g h t y t h r e e - basics.

//you make life worth living//

e i g h t y f o u r - breakfast.

//I've always needed you and I'll always need you//

e i g h t y f i v e - cotton.

//He deserves everything and I only wish I could give him that//

e i g h t y s i x - precaution.

//Be careful with what you promise//

e i g h t y s e v e n - control.

//there's nothing I wouldn't do to make you feel my love//

e i g h t y e i g h t - erotic.

//I promise you'll live in this heart of mine, even after it stops beating//

e i g h t y n i n e - broken.

//love is the only word to describe what we've been through together//

n i n e t y - him.

//whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same//

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