Two Poor Kids

{Erin's POV}
Of course I mess it up. Because I mess up everything. We were making out on my bed and it was amazing. All of a sudden. Word vomit. I was nervous. Then of course I freaked out a little bit. Ok maybe a lot. "Well that was ummm... cool" I got up and sat on the other side of my bed.
"Yeah. Um cool" He was staring out my window. Like he was ready to go. I wouldn't blame him for totally running. Leaving me behind. Ugh!!! Why did I have to make it so weird. I can't handle this.
"I think you should-" I started to say but he interrupted.
"I think i'm gonna head-" We both looked at each other and kinda smirked. "I'm gonna go haha" He said walking to my window.
"Ok. Well text me!" Oh my fucking fudge. Why did I do that?! Who the hell am I????? Last I checked I wasn't some middle schooler who's desperate for a boy! Honestly though. I want him to want me but I will just keep fucking things up. I already know that. I have years of experience.

{Mikey's POV}
Well damn. That was awkward. Oh well I guess. She was cute even when she was awkward. Fuck. I'm not going home. I walk away from her house. Down the street and Turn into an alley that leads to a back road that eventually goes to Luke's house. If not Luke's then I will just go to Cal's. Ash lives farther away so I can't walk there. I decided right when I got to his street that I didn't want to talk to him. Or anyone else for that matter. I walked to seven-eleven. It was just a few minutes away. I started hing about Erin. She was to good for me. She was way out of my league. I want to get to know her. The real her. Freaky "flaws" and all. I want to know everything. Not just the surface. I got Hot Cheetos and a Gatorade. I started walking back to my house. It was already getting dark, but I doubt anything in the dark is scarier then the things in my head. If anything, I took my time going home. Home sucked that was until I realized my parents are leaving tomorrow! My dad is going on a business trip in New York and My mom is going with him. Basically life is gonna be 10x better for the next two weeks. I was finally getting out of the alley when I noticed Her house was pitch black. Given that it's almost midnight it makes since. When I started to walk past her house I noticed someone was on my porch. The person looked like a guy but I couldn't really tell. I walked closer and took notes. The person was in a hoodie and I can't tell what kind of pants. No shoes just socks. So obviously the live close enough to not need shoes. Not only was there a person on my porch but my bedroom light was on and my parents can't go in room. Especially since I added a lock on my door. I walked straight up to the person. "Can I help you?" I was ind of scared. But this person didn't get to know that.
"Um yeah" it was Erin! "Can we talk?" She stood up and looked at me. She didn't have any make up on. She looked beautiful, Her hair was in a braid thingy and she was in shorts and a hoodie that said "STANFORD" on it in big red letters.
"Yeah of course. Are you cold?" She looked like she was shivering.
"Just a little but it's ok." She wasn't looking at me. Kinda like how I didn't look at her earlier.
"Here. Follow me." I grabbed her hand and walked her into my house. Straight up the stairs and past the closet, bathroom and my parents room. Unlocked my door then lead her to my desk. After she sat on the chair I turned around and shut the door. "So what did you want to talk about?" I laid on my bed and looked over at her.
"About earlier. I'm sorry about ruining things. It's just-" She looked up at me and then back at the floor.
"You didn't ruin anything." I interrupted her. "Erin. I like you." She looked up. She was clearly shocked. "What?" I wasn't nervous until now.
"Why?" She looked down.
"Why what?" I was looking straight at her.
"Why would you like me? Your way to good for me. Your beyond out of my league."
"You have that role in reverse. I know you probably won't believe me, but you already mean so much to me." She was blushing now. She stood up and sat down next to me. "I want to be with you. I want to know more about you." She looked at me smiling. I leaned in and kissed her. Not like before. This time it was slow, easy, and soft. I think I love her.

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