Clash

The next morning I woke up with my legs entwined with hers. He lay against my chest with her back and I had her tightly tucked away in my arms. It was a Monday, which meant college for her, I wasn’t happy about this but I know I couldn’t stop her. She was genuinely happy at college and I know she made a few friends.

Music was really important for her and this way she could also blow of some steam. I couldn’t keep an eye on her though as I was stuck here planning a strategy for taking down Bradley but I couldn’t let her go to school with some sort of protection, so I had to send someone after her and the only person I didn’t really want to see was Niall. There was no other option than to send him after her to protect her, I know it was sick but I know he would protect her with his own life, if it came down to that.

I had spoken about this yesterday when I was talking to Liam. He lingered back, waiting for Liam to take him home. He wasn’t happy about my question but he agreed to keep her safe.
I checked her alarm clock and saw that she had to get up. “Anna?” I kissed her in her neck and a soft moan escaped from her lips, which made me slightly turned on but there was no time for that kind of fun. “Wake up love, it’s Monday.” I whispered in her ear, this made her sit up rather quick.

“Shit what time is it?” she asked a bit disoriented. “It’s 7am.” I told her and that made her jump from the bed and towards her closet. I had put her things in the closet and she was looking grateful for that. She pulled out black skinny jeans, a grey blouse and underwear, after that she almost ran towards the bathroom and I couldn’t help but follow her. I needed to shower as well so why not shower together. I know that she didn’t like to shower together when I was still the bad boy but I was changed, so maybe she wouldn’t mind this time and maybe this allowed us to have some fun time. I stepped into the bathroom and she was already under the shower and when she heard me, she didn’t yell at me but looked at me warily.

I pulled the shirt over my head and got rid of my boxers, this made her eyes a bit wider and I couldn’t help but smile at that. “What are you doing?” She asked me shyly and I shrugged as I stepped into the shower. “I’m also taking a shower if you don’t mind.” I grabbed her arms and pulled her against my naked body, this made her moan softly again and there was nothing in this world I rather heard then her moans.

“We can’t do this right now Harry.” The tried to protest but I wasn’t listening to her because I know she did want this. I could tell by the way her breathing got heavier and the way her heart was beating loudly against her chest.

I pushed my mouth against her and that was all it took for her to loose her mind. Her hands went into my hair and I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her even tighter against my body.

I bit her lip softly and she opened her mouth so I could slip my tongue in her mouth. We were battling and at some point I lifted her against the wall and she wrapped her legs around my torso, normally I was all about foreplay but this time I just needed to be inside her and this way it was no challenge at all. She was pressed against me and within seconds I was in her.
I know she was enjoying this way, as she was moaning loudly and whispering my name. The water was everywhere and it made this so much easier as I moved in and out of her. I kissed her feverishly and moved to her neck and eventually bowed so I could kiss her breasts. The moment I gently bit one of her nipples it was like she was hit by lighting because she went rigid and I know it was because I kept moving at a steady pace whilst biting her.

I knew exactly what she liked and how to make her come and I know I was close, I just needed to quicken the pace I was moving in her. I moved my mouth back to hers and quickened my pace, making her moan even louder. “Don’t stop Harry.” I was touching her everywhere I could and I was getting closer, it wouldn’t take long and the moment I felt her legs tremble I pushed even deeper. She yelled my name and I felt her spasm against me, she let her head fall in the crook of my neck and I fastened my pace even more, just to get there myself and the moment she kissed me at my sensitive spot, I felt everything explode around me.

“Oh Anna.” I moaned loudly and I kept holding her tightly against me and waited until my breathing was back to normal, the water was a welcome feeling and I never knew it could be like this under the shower.

After we returned back to earth, I thought about the fact we again didn’t use a condom, she was not going to be happy about this but it was probably for the best that I didn’t mention it to her because to be fair I wouldn’t mind having a baby with her. I let her stand on her own two feet and I was slightly worried about the fact that she hadn’t said a thing yet.

“Are you okay love?” I asked her gently and she nodded but still didn’t say a thing. I saw her tears and I just pulled her in my arms. I wasn’t sure what had triggered her reaction but I was probably the reason. “Please talk to me Anna.” I begged her and after standing for a few minutes, she finally stopped crying.

“I’m sorry Harry.” She mumbled at my chest and the only thing I could do was rub circles on her back, trying to sooth her. “It’s okay love.” I told her but we did have to talk.
“Let’s get dry and than we talk okay?” I asked her. She agreed and whilst she got ready for college, I put on the tea boiler. I made her breakfast and had it ready the moment she walked out of the bathroom.

“Is that for me?” She asked calmly and to my relief she looked better. She took a seat on the table and I sat opposite of her and waited for her to look up. “That’s for you.” I told her and that is when she looked up and met my gaze.

“Do you want to tell me what went wrong in the shower?” I asked her gently when she took a sip from her tea. Her cheeks were bright red by now and a smile played on her lips, as she thought back to our activities. “I think I’m just overwhelmed by it all.” She mumbled with her mouth full. “What do you mean?” I know I was pushing it but I had to know what was wrong, before she went to class because otherwise it would only drive me insane.

“It’s just that I don’t understand how you could be so forgiving and I just don’t know how to act around you, now that you are exactly the person I always wished you were.” I know she felt embarrassed about this because it was like she was telling me she didn’t want me like this but I knew she didn’t mean it like that.

“I thought you liked this version better?” I asked her mocking some hurt. “I do but it’s just so confusing and I just don’t deserve this.” She looked at her hands and I was feeling relieved now I knew what made her so upset, it wasn’t that she didn’t want me but it was because she felt like she didn’t deserve me. To be honest I never been in a real relationship before her and I know I messed her up pretty badly but I did learn and if someone was not deserving it was probably me.

“You know I never really blamed you for everything that happened and I think it’s a good thing that we are starting over.” That made her look up and her eyes were again filled with tears but this time she was smiling at me.

“You mean that?” she asked in a small voice but there was definitely hope lacing through it. “I mean it with all my heart.” He got up from her seat and walked over to me and sat down on my lap. I wrapped my arms around her and hugged her tightly, whilst kissing the top of her head.

“I love you Harry.” She whispered and it was something I never expected to hear again and to hear it without being forced, it was like my heart started living again. I had longed for so long to hear her say that on her own accord and here it finally was.

“I love you Anna, always have.”

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