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Harry is taken away by the ambulance. Niall and I hurry to follow them to the hospital. Once we are there the nurses make us wait until they have him in a room.

15 minutes later:

“Party for Styles” a small lady says

Niall and I get up and follow her back to room 24 where Harry is lying with all sorts of monitors hooked up to him.

“How’re ya feelin mate?” Niall asks him

“Shitty” Harry responds

“You almost gave me a heart attack”

“I’m sorry” he says weakly

Niall and I take a seat next to his bed. Nurses come in and out, checking on him and taking blood.

“The doctor put a rush on the blood work, he’s worried about a possible infection”

“Infection? From what?” I say

“Mr. Styles seems to have a tattoo recently and it looks very infected” the nurse says leaving the room again.

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A tattoo, really? Harry knows he’s not supposed to get any new ink or piercings for at least a year after finishing his chemo and radiation. Harry knows that his immune system isn’t strong enough for this shit. I go to his side and start looking over his arms then chest.

“Here it is” I say to Niall as he comes over to see.

“What is it?” he says

“A broken heart” Harry whispers.

I can see it’s a broken heart. It also has the initials C.J.M. small along the side. Those are my initials Cassandra Jean McGavin, the tattoo is very red and filled with puss; it looks very sore. My eyes start to well up but I stop them before the tears spill out onto my cheeks.

“Harry you know you aren’t supposed to do this… why would you risk it?” I silently scold him.

“I..I”

Harry’s eyes grow great big then he falls back convulsing. The alarms next to his bed start screaming as nurses push Niall and I out of the door.

“We’re losing him” someone says

“Where’s the damn cart” another yells

Niall and I are freaking out, my heart is racing a hundred miles an hour and tears are streaming down both of our faces. A nurse comes and takes Niall and I to a small room and leaves again. We sit for nearly ten minutes before a priest comes in to talk to us.

“Sorry they just left you sitting in this room” he says

“What is going on?” Niall pleads

“The team of nurses and the doctor got him back. I know for sure that his heart is out of rhythm so they are going to move him to the cardiac intensive care unit.”

“Ok when are they doing that?” I ask

“As soon as the order is done; so I guess ten to fifteen minutes”

The priest shows us back to the room. We sit quietly as the nurses prep Harry to be moved. The doctor comes into ask if they need to could they incubate him. He is having a hard time breathing and may need a ventilator.

“Oh his mom Anne would have to make that decision” I tell him

I give the doctor Anne’s cell phone number and information. She’s here in New York too so the doctor should be able to get a hold of her soon.

Notes

Harry what are you doing man!! such a rebel